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Although she encourages others to be open about their problems (especially if it helps with her documentaries), Zarina has a tendency of internalising her own. It becomes especially bad just after her father dies; every attempt from her mother to get her to open up just results in heated arguments.
Hatred can be a powerful motivator. It can turn some into instruments of justiceโand others into weapons of vengeance.
"I-I don't understand..."
Vee has never considered herself a coward before. On the contrary, she's always been something of a thrill-seeker - not to an extreme degree, but there's nothing like the feeling of something that gets your blood pumping, adrenaline gushing through your veins with the buzz of excitement to match.
Right now, though - this kind of 'thrill'? It's no fun at all. She feels it like a sickness in her stomach, making everything feel clammy and nauseating... pressing down on her from all sides as if it's trying to crush her completely. It makes her feel small. More than anything else, she hates that feeling - but that isn't enough to make it go away.
"Are you sure?" she asks, and then immediately feels stupid for it. "I mean... not that I'm doubting you, but..."
@offrecordz ( starter for zarina! )
Seeing new faces in the fog was something Zarina always despised. It didn't come from a hatred of talking to people - quite the opposite, actually - but rather because it served as a reminder of how powerless they all were. The fact the Entity could take absolutely anyone, regardless of their background, from the real world made Zarina shudder. I hope mom is left out of this mess.
"If we unhook one teammate each, then we can bail before the killer even notices us." The killer was still searching for the pair nearby, so Zarina could understand why Vee had reservations about her idea. However, she couldn't think of anything else. "Just trust me, okay? I believe in you."

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questions only sentence starters
if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .
who . . .
โ Who are you? โ
โ Who do you serve? โ
โ Who taught you that? โ
โ Whoโs really in control here? โ
โ Who are you running from? โ
โ Who did this to you? โ
โ Whoโs coming for us? โ
โ Who do you think I am? โ
โ Who else knows about this? โ
โ Who are you trying to protect? โ
what . . .
โ What are you? โ
โ What do you want from me? โ
โ What are you hiding? โ
โ What were you planning to do? โ
โ What just happened? โ
โ What did you see back there? โ
โ What did you promise them? โ
โ What happens if I donโt let you go? โ
โ What are the rules Iโm not supposed to break? โ
โ What happens after the portal closes? โ
where . . .
โ Where did you come from? โ
โ Where are we? โ
โ Where are you going? โ
โ Where were you when it happened? โ
โ Where does this path lead? โ
โ Where did you get that scar? โ
โ Where is everyone else? โ
โ Where should I stand? โ
โ Where did you put the body? โ
โ Where were you hiding all this time? โ
when . . .
โ When did this start? โ
โ When were you going to tell me? โ
โ When was the last time you felt safe? โ
โ When do we leave? โ
โ When did you stop trusting me? โ
โ When does this end? โ
โ When did you realise the truth? โ
โ When do things go wrong? โ
โ When did you choose this path? โ
โ When will you look at me and be honest? โ
how . . .
โ How long have you been watching me? โ
โ How did you survive? โ
โ How much do you remember? โ
โ How are you this calm right now? โ
โ How bad is it? โ
โ How did you know my name? โ
โ How far are you willing to go? โ
โ How many lies have you told me? โ
โ How do you live with this? โ
โ How are we supposed to fix this? โ
are . . .
โ Are you human? โ
โ Are you okay? โ
โ Are you lying to me right now? โ
โ Are you scared? โ
โ Are you tired? โ
โ Are you hiding something? โ
โ Are you bound by oath or by magic? โ
โ Are you trying to start a fight? โ
โ Are you always this dramatic? โ
โ Are you going to explain or just stare? โ
do . . .
โ Do you trust me? โ
โ Do you remember your name? โ
โ Do you remember me? โ
โ Do you miss them? โ
โ Do you always talk this much? โ
โ Do you have any idea what you just did? โ
โ Do you ever sleep? โ
โ Do you want me to stay? โ
โ Do you think Iโm stupid? โ
โ Do you believe in fate? โ
have . . .
โ Have you eaten yet? โ
โ Have we met before? โ
โ Have you been here long? โ
โ Have you done this before? โ
โ Have you ever killed someone? โ
โ Have you been lying to me? โ
โ Have you lost anyone? โ
โ Have you forgiven yourself? โ
โ Have you always been like this? โ
โ Have you already chosen a side? โ
is . . .
โ Is this place real? โ
โ Is something bothering you? โ
โ Is that weapon even legal here? โ
โ Is this your idea of a joke? โ
โ Is this your way of flirting? โ
โ Is someone watching us? โ
โ Is it supposed to hurt like this? โ
โ Is there a way out? โ
โ Is this what you wanted? โ
โ Is it too late to turn back? โ
can . . .
โ Can I ask you a weird question? โ
โ Can you hear that? โ
โ Can I trust you? โ
โ Can you keep a secret? โ
โ Can we slow down? โ
โ Can you help me bury a body? โ
โ Can you look at me? โ
โ Can we talk about what happened? โ
โ Can you stop pretending? โ
โ Can you promise me something? โ
will . . .
โ Will you stay with me? โ
โ Will you tell me the truth? โ
โ Will this ever end? โ
โ Will you protect me? โ
โ Will they come back for us? โ
โ Will you remember me? โ
โ Will you choose a side? โ
โ Will you regret this? โ
โ Will you still look at me the same way? โ
โ Will you stop me if Iโm wrong? โ
should . . .
โ Should I be worried? โ
โ Should we be running? โ
โ Should I follow you? โ
โ Should I be afraid of you? โ
โ Should we pretend this never happened? โ
โ Should I stay or go? โ
โ Should I believe you? โ
โ Should I be honest with you? โ
โ Should we trust them? โ
โ Should I have come here? โ
would . . .
โ Would you do it again? โ
โ Would you lie to protect me? โ
โ Would this have been different if I had stayed? โ
โ Would you really let me die? โ
โ Would you have saved them instead? โ
โ Would you still care if you knew the truth? โ
โ Would you leave if I asked? โ
โ Would this hurt less if I understood? โ
โ Would you forgive me? โ
โ Would you choose me this time? โ
could . . .
โ Could you survive without me? โ
โ Could this world exist without you? โ
โ Could this get any worse? โ
โ Could you teach me how to do that? โ
โ Could you be wrong? โ
โ Could you be lying to yourself? โ
โ Could you forgive them? โ
โ Could this be a trap? โ
โ Could you handle the truth if I told you? โ
โ Could you live with the consequences? โ
ใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ ค๐ฉโก๐ชใ คใ คKISS, KISS, KISSใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ ค ใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คโ a collection of kisses. some suggestive. ใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คplease change pronouns and verbiage as needed.
a first kiss
a kiss to say goodbye
a kiss that says 'i've missed you'
a kiss first thing in the morning
a goodnight kiss
a cheek kiss
a shoulder / neck kiss
a kiss to the hand / palm / knuckles
a kiss under the stars
a kiss at sunset
a kiss before sunrise
a kiss while cuddling / spooning
a kiss by the navel / hips
a forehead kiss
a bunch of kisses down the spine
a kiss to the inner thigh
an ankle / calf kiss
a kiss to the nose
"We can write our own story and decide how it really ends." โ Zarina Kassir
#OFFRECORDZ: an independent and selective portrayal of Zarina Kassir from BHVR's Dead By Daylight. Written by Ghoul (25, she/they). Verses include Saw, Resident Evil, Scream and more !
@drunivers said: do you have a death wish or something? / yun-jin
The question was a good reminder of how different the pair's priorities truly were. Sure, Zarina couldn't exactly blame Yun-jin (or anyone else, for that matter) for deciding to put herself first. However, she firmly believed in the importance of helping others out whenever she could, even if it put herself at risk -
. And who knows, maybe their allies would eventually return the favour.
"Not yet. I just think we need to be a united front against whoever, or whatever, is thrown at us. We're all in the same situation, whether we like it or not." Of course she wasn't expecting to convince Yun-jin, but she hoped her words would be ruminated on at least.
I think I'm gonna write a timeline for Zarina at some point
I've also aged her up from 31 to 35 because I'm an indecisive fuck
I've finally replaced Zarina's biography with the timeline!!
I still need to make some finishing touches, but hopefully it's still coherent enough for people to understand :)

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@h-a-unted gets a starter for Cho Sang-woo!
The first thing Zarina saw when she opened her eyes was the bottom of the bunk above her. After spending a minute or two waking up, she got out of the bed she'd been placed in by and examined her surroundings. There were hundreds of other people in the large room with her; it didn't take her long to realise they were all wearing green tracksuits, with the only way to differentiate everyone being the numbers provided on their jackets. Zarina looked down at the number on her own jacket - number 310. She couldn't help but wonder if the the numbers were randomised, or if they were based on the order in which everyone was invited. Who cared, she ended up thinking to herself, it's weird either way.
Before getting the chance to truly think about the sketchiness of her situation, everyone had been called to the middle to the room. As she was following the instructions of the masked guards, Zarina caught the glimpse of a familiar face - none other than her husband, Sang-woo. Why the hell would he be here? She knew that was a stupid question to ask herself; it was obviously because of his debt caused by the money he'd siphoned off his clients. That was the reason she was in this situation too - though she hated him for what dragging his mother into his mess too, she still cared about him a great deal and wanted to help.
Zarina jogged towards him, but initially hesitated to get his attention. It felt like she was approaching her crush in high school all over again. Maybe she could put off approaching Sang-woo until later? No, it's better to get this out of the way.
"Sang-woo? Is that you?"
It had been a dangerous game to play. The more he sunk, the more he convinced himself he had no other choice. And yet, he knew this would come back to himโno, to his loved ones. But what other choice did he have, at this point? He had to find a way out, fast...
Desperation had made him stupid and now that creeping desire to erase the wrong that was himself clung to his skin, a monster waiting to consume him whole. But he had to press onโfix this, for Zarina and his mother. They didn't deserve this.
And yet he involved them, but desperately tried to keep them in the dark.
A dangerous game, indeed.
Late at night, after checking his surroundings so many times it tired him out, he returns home. Zarina is there, she has been there, waiting. And she speaks, serious, different. Alarm bells ring heavy in his head. Sang-woo knows there is something wrong and he feels dread rise up.
As suggested, he quietly walks over, sitting down in front of her. No kiss of goodnight or polite greetings, they dive straight to the approaching matter.
"I'm seated... What is it? You don't look well. Did something happen?" With a soft gulp, he braces for inevitable impact.
"Two police officers visited earlier," Zarina let the air hang for a while - she usually liked to get to the point, but she wanted to make Sang-woo squirm as much as possible. In her opinion, it was the least he deserved considering what he'd done. "We certainly had an interesting chat about you in particular." The venom in her voice was palpable. She couldn't bring herself to go into more detail, nor did she really need to. It wouldn't have been hard for Sang-woo to guess what Zarina had been made privvy to.
"Did you really do it? Don't even think about bullshitting me." Tears were welling up in her eyes. Zarina knew it was naive, but she hoped that maybe the police had the wrong person. There was absolutely no way Sang-woo would screw her or his mother over, right? The thought of Zarina doing the same to her own mother, intentional or not, pained her greatly. "And if the police officers were telling the truth, why did you do it?"
` * ๐ง๐จ๐ง-๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ : ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ด. ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ. ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ (+ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ) ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ.
๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ญ -
01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.
๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ -
01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.
๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ -
01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.
๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ฌ -
01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.
๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ฌ -
01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.
๐๐๐๐ซ -
01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.
๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐
01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.
๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐
01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.
HELLO EVERYONE, long time no see!!
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