FILM NOIR : A FAOUZIA ALBUM. a collection of lyrics exploring themes of love, burning passion, toxic relationships, destructive love, finding one's self and more! some nsfw themes and strong language ahead. change verbiage and pronouns as needed.
how could a man be so cruel?
spilled out my blood on the streets.
moment i saw you with her, it's a blur.
bruisesย andย dirtย onย myย knees,ย don'tย knowย whatย happenedย toย me.
peace and violence, standing right beside you.
don't be frightened, i'll seek triumph for you.
one touch and i'll take it personal.
i'll fight for your honor, baby.
all my pain is yours, i'd die for you.
oh, i crave nothing more. for you, i'd start a war.
we're taking over the world, it's what you deserve.
one second you hate me, then it's false alarm.
maybe it's my fault i put you up so high.
darling, i think you can make the devil cry.
but you're never sorry, are you?
how can you stand and watch while i'm breaking all my bones trying to hold you close?
tearing off my skin, just to let you in. isn't it a bit unethical?
got me on my knees, have you any mercy every time you hurt me?
if you ever loved me, let me go.
maybe it's my fault i can't walk away.
sweet fever, set me free.
would hold me, would hear if i called?
i've fallen to find you. my one remedy and it's you.
take all my heart. take over my body.
seal all of my scars. come nearer and heal me.
this heavy heart i carry, i dress it up in light.
i'm on my knees, i'm crawling. don't ever leave me.
i see myself so clearly in the darkest night.
i'm barely breathing, i'm alive.
let me see through your eyes.
i dream of rain. i dream of gardens in the desert sand.
i dream of love as time runs through my hand.
no sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this.
you don't deserve to feel lonely like i do.
why? why'd you have to think of me as divine?
now every breath that i take is a sin.
how could you love me now?
take your heart somewhere else, i don't want any of it anymore.
it hurts me to say this, but it hurts me more to stay.
my fingers are bleeding from picking up pieces you made of me.
i can't let you in, my delicate skin is far too think. porcelain.
but soon, you'll forget and i'm left a mess in your hands.
honey, can't you see i'm bleeding?
say that i look pretty, crimson on my ivory gown.
are you trying to kill me?
my scars are standing as a testament you were never innocent.
are you gonna help me? put me out of my suffering?
there's no way that you're human.
pretty stranger, how've you been?
life has been a blur, don't you agree?
and if you ask me, darling, i might cry.
think i'd rather die alone. think it's time for me to go.
can't remember what we're fighting for.
even if loving you was in vain. even if i'll never be the same.