BRAINZAP!!

(Wip intro post) (under construction!!!)

Hiiii omg sorry for not responding to this anon for so long, life got in the way!! Whoever you are hiiii aww I miss my amino cotc days! I had so much fun with everyone I've ever met because of that show and I cherish those memories.

To me cotc is like the show from I saw the tv glow movie. Like when I was 13 it came into my life and saved me and meant so much to the point where it now feels almost magical. I don't watch it and if I did I doubt I'd be as obsessed with it as I was before but I'll never stop loving the thing that helped me in my darkest hours!

sry 4 dumping this on u i didnt mean to vent like this :( but i just had to say it- also i rlly hate terfs tbh- like whats their problem?? what do they even want to achieve by being so hateful?? its just so unnecessary n cruel also im rlly sry 4 what ur going through too- its made my heart ache 4 u n i wish i could give u a big hug rn im so incredibly proud of u 4 protecting urself from deadnamin even when its so hard. seeing u stand up for urself makes me wanna cry a little bc i wish i had the courage to do the same... i just let my fp's family and friends deadname me over and over swallowing my tears n pretending it didnt break me but it really did. i hate that i let them erase me like that. please never let any1 make u feel small u deserve so much love and respect

Hi aww I'm so sorry to hear that things went badly! :( totally understand how upset you might feel but I want you to know that you deserve to be taken seriously and accepted for who you are. There's nothing wrong with you or your identity and if people have something against it isn't their loss, not yours, not ever! Please don't feel bad about yourself or the way you express yourself and love, there's nothing wrong with that. The thing the person you liked did was extremely mean and honestly it sounds like you are better off without them, really. I know you have feelings for them and those feeling matter and are real, but you should always prioritize yourself and your health over being more "palletable" for someone who can't appreciate you for who you are. It's absolutely not difficult to accept someone's queer identity, it's not bothersome, they are just really hateful if that's the issue for them. The fact that they don't want to even be friends with you because their other friends don't like you just shows that they aren't the right person. It's not that you said something you shouldn't have, it's that they wouldn't have accepted you either way because of the way they are, and that's not your fault. You shouldn't have to hide parts of yourself for people to tolerate you, you should surround yourself with people who will support you for who you are. You deserve to be loved for who you are!