Private and selective blog for original character - Ansel Pendragon.
Warnings for: religious guilt/horror, body horror, mentions of death, violence, blood, cults. Heavily inspired by: Catholicism, southern gothic, liminal spaces, false saints.
blogroll ... civilight, mornye, luneary
prayer unto ... the teenage martyr, the concept of being haunted by yourself, rejection of innocence, the judas goat, salvation for your own sins, a grand suicide sacrifice, denial of self, consumption of a god.
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For the most part, Ansel is a switch, but leans service top for the most part. He's always going to be dedicated (borderline devoted) to making his partner feel good. To him, sex isn't necessarily something that needs to be done with romance in mind, so his devotion is more lust driven, the deep need to see someone fall apart because of him.
He will do whatever someone tells him to do - whatever you could possibly want, Ansel is willing to do it. For him personally? Back-handed praise gets to him. Touching his neck tattoo easily gets a reaction. He often represses his desires so when he finally breaks he will be like a feral animal almost. Like something starved of blood.
But Ansel's violent streak doesn't go away even during sex. If allowed, he will absolutely use his dagger on you. Dragging the blade across your skin - carefully, he won't cut you ( yet ), sliding it under straps or belts of your outfit. If you're as daring as him, he'd bring it up to your throat - the backside of it pressed against your skin. It's thrilling, it's a warning. He won't hurt you but imagine if he could.
Sex with Ansel is basically being worshipped the entire time, for that single night you have become God in his eyes and he is devoted to showing his undying loyalty to your visage.
But in the case of men, what's Ansel like? Well of course it'll take a lot of tension, a lot of prodding to even get him to crack, but he will. He's been repressing his desires for so long, there's a voice in him that screams sacrilege, but even he cannot ignore temptation.
With men, Ansel isn't as confident - it's foreign to him after all. But that makes it easier for you, handle him as you want, adore him, praise him, he's too wound up to even bite back. You might have to treat him more gently though, he's terrified of the sins he's committing, so pause the scene occasionally to talk him down.
Other than that, Ansel will cling. Indulging in such sinful desires, he doesn't want to be stuck in his head so he will beg for you to make him stop thinking. Free him of his title as a ( false ) Saint, even if only for a night. He might cry from the overstimulation, he'll definitely leave marks, but a Saint's tears and markings are holy, right?
Her eyes gaze upon the wares before her in serious contemplation. Provisions, traveling supplies, rope—all items required to continue a journey. All items she absolutely could not afford. She groans. What rotten luck.
Her ruminations on the state of her finances are interrupted by the presence of another. At first, there's no response; not realizing the intended recipient was herself. Several moments pass in awkward silence before, blinking, she finally looks up.
...
Oh, he was staring at her. Fuck.
" Err, you're ... talking to me? " She confirms. " Wouldn't say I'm lost per se... "
"But of course." Ansel answers honestly, offering his most friendly smile. "We're a small town after all. It's only right to offer help to new faces passing through."
His eyes trail over the items she had been looking through, bringing a hand up to his chin as he closes his eyes in thought. He'd already done most of his errands for the day.. and of course a man of faith would never let someone go without.
"Do you.. perhaps need financial assistance? I would be happy to buy whatever you may need."
The act of becoming a Saint against your own will, to impose such a task on a teenager - it's no wonder Ansel is so broken as an adult, truly.
To be told that this ( life as he knows it ) is bigger than him, that sacrificing himself for others to live on is worth it, well of course that follows him into adulthood. Ansel lost the right to his own identity long ago because of his faith, yet that very same faith is all he can cling onto because without it, he will feel lost.
Becoming a Saint was not reassurance, it was not a blessing, it was a threat.
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01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor.
02. wringing hands together in silence.
03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still.
04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away.
05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other.
06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.
𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -
01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word.
02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw.
03. throws an object across the room.
04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin.
05. pacing the room with heavy steps.
06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.
𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -
01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear.
02. resting their forehead against the others.
03. cups the others face with both hands.
04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence.
05. lingering touches against the others face.
06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.
𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice.
02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs.
03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go.
04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort.
05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. spins the other around without warning in a hug.
02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily.
03. provides the other with a handmade gift.
04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug.
05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -
01. backing away slowly and looking for exits.
02. hiding behind the other and peeking around.
03. flinches at sudden movement from the other.
04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room.
05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders.
02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care.
03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat.
04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe.
05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry.
06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.
𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. raises a hand but hesitates.
02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly.
03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary.
04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word.
05. rips a shared photo in half without a word.
06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.
for muses that are getting to know each other | accepting.
@ofbaptism asked: ❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞ ( i NEED to see her and ansel interact )
Head cocked to the side, wings rising curiously. "Hm?? You've heard about me?" Linnea couldn't think of anything particularly noteworthy about herself, at least nothing that would be interesting enough to share with strangers. -The thought lingered at the back of her mind before realization dawned on her.
"oooooh, through the adventures guild, right? Did you need an advisor??"
Ansel laughs behind his hand, offering the young lady a delicate smile. He looks at her wings, amused at the brief fluttering of feathers. Having rarely stepped out of his home region of Fontaine, Ansel's never met a Fae until now. He wonders if the fairytales from his childhood match up with the young lady in front of him - a question to ask another day.
To her question, he shakes his head with a short bow, hand against his chest - radiating almost a princely aura.
"I'm afraid not, my lady. I was just a tad curious when I heard you mentioned by the other adventurers. You sound quite popular."
ofbaptism : private and selective blog for original character Ansel Pendragon. Heavily influenced by Catholicism, religious guilt, martyr complex, and religious horror. worshipped by Eden. template by cavalierfou.
ofbaptism : private and selective blog for original character Ansel Pendragon. Heavily influenced by Catholicism, religious guilt, martyr complex, and religious horror. worshipped by Eden. template by cavalierfou.
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