weird things bpd makes you do

i havent cried as hard as i did today in fucking years

i got into my first car crash on saturday and my limbs are still so fuckin sore

im back on my meds hooray

i wish i could fucking scream and claw my skin off right now

im dating someone for the first time in three years, since my husbands suicide. im hoping ive improved enough to not fuck it up

love isn't made to destroy you. you are not meant to lose yourself when you find love. you are meant to find a better version of yourself, through love.

what no i'm not sad i just want to be like normal again yknow

i woke up with the worst fucking pain in my ear. called the doctors office to try to be seen today, no word back yet. if anyone has any home remedies for an ear infection send them in before i go batshit

i cancelled my therapy session to get high on adderall and play the Witcher 3, it's called self care