OCD Thoughts

I accidently burned my thumb because I had to flick on a lighter a certain amount of times so womp womp

Compulsions are mind numbing.

I'm not trying to be quirky.

I hope whoever is reading this has a good day and remembers that they can do this. 💓☀️

The more specific my compulsions get, the longer it takes to do them and the worse I feel doing them.

I'm terrified of going crazy.

I almost had an anxiety attack in astronomy because none of the notes that I was writing looked "right" and I had to keep rewriting everything.

Wouldn't it be great if my brain actually functioned properly

Taking notes in class sucks sometimes cause I have to rewrite certain letters over and over until they look right and it can be hard to keep up

One of the most frustrating things is when I have to do a compulsion, but the compulsion I have to do also makes me feel like I'm being contaminated with germs.

One of the most embarrassing things is doing a compulsion in public and someone asking "why did you do that?" Or "what was that for?"

I don't know how to manage my ocd and it's becoming an issue