now i stand here waiting on this beach.

Kegan voice: Hey then ease up on it, you get scared more than my brother.

it was such a brief episode that she hardly registered it as something that occurred :  she had lunged backwards, as if to protect herself from something that was no longer physically there,  all the torment lay within her mind and therefore, no amount of running would ever put distance between them. he was assuming it was directed at him, once again.  her skittish nature was so obvious that even a stranger would pick up on it, she was worse than a rabbit that had been startled. 

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐓𝐘 :

vocabulary :    ★★✩✩✩

emotion :     ★★★★★

sentence structure :     ★★★✩✩

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘 :

frequency :     ✩✩✩✩✩

creativity :     ✩✩✩✩✩

watchfulness :    ✩✩✩✩✩

(   bold all that apply   )    arse.    ass.    asshole.   bastard.   bitch.    bloody.   bollocks.   bugger.    crap.    cunt.    dick.    frick.   fuck.    motherfucker.    piss.    prick.    screw.   scrub.   shit.   son of a bitch.    twat.    wanker.

(   given proper religious context   )     christ.    damn.   goddamn.   hell.    holy shit.    jesus.    jesus  christ.

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐎𝐑  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 :

contradictions or enunciation?    straightforward or cryptic?    jargon or tone?   complexity or simplicity?    finding the right word or using the first word that comes to mind?    masculinity, neutrality, or femininity?   formalities or abrasiveness?   insult or injury?    praise or equivocation?   frankness or lies?    excessive or minimal hand gestures?    name-calling or magnanimity?   friendly or blunt nicknames?

𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓  𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

do people have a hard time understanding or hearing your character? almost always  /  frequently  /  sometimes  /  rarely  /  never

does your character’s point come across easily when they speak? almost always  /  frequently  /  sometimes  /  rarely  /  never

would your character initiate conversations? almost always  /  frequently  / sometimes /  rarely  /  never

would your character be the one to end conversations ? almost always  /  frequently  /  sometimes  /  rarely  /  never

would your character use ‘whom’ in a sentence? yes /  no  /  only  ironically

your character wants to make a counterpoint. what word do they use? but  /  though  /  although  /  however /  perhaps  /  maybe  /  still

how would your character pick up the phone? hello?  /  hey  /  hi  /  yellow  /  yo  /  yeah?  /  [name] /  what’s up?  / who is this?  /  what do you want?  /  can i help you?

how does your character end conversations? walk away  /  ask if that’s everything  /  say that that’s everything / give a proper goodbye  /  tell their company they’re done here / remain quiet  /  they don’t

how does your character address others? titles  /  first names  /  surnames /  full names  /  nicknames

what social class would others assume your character belongs to, hearing them speak? upper  /  middle  /  lower

in what ways does the way your character speech stand out to others? accent  /  vocabulary  /  tone / level  /  politeness  /  brusqueness  /  it doesn’t

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𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐄

laughter-loving. sweet smiles. dressed in silk &. satin. flower in their hair. sees the world as a runway. unapologetically sexual. the sea washing their ankles. in love with love. stirrer of passion. cunning concealed by painted lips. secret daggers. doves. revolution in their kiss. delighting in the waves. flirtatious winks. strolling along the beach. staring wistfully from a balcony. this is how to be a heartbreaker. wants to be adored. gets turned on by danger.

𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎

glitz &. glamour. art galleries. turning the volume up. being made of gold. neatly organized music sheets. notebooks filled with poetry. bathing in the sunlight. the powerful urge to create. collecting vinyl records. beautiful cover of wonderwall. playing multiple instruments. tasting like sunshine. healing touch. speaking in prophecies. smile mingled with wrath. shunning lies. sporting shades. hanging out at music festivals with their friends. sleeps naked. arrow to the heart. paint brushes. probably has a tinder account.

𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒

wants to raise a dog with their significant other. soft spot for children. gives piggyback rides. scarred body. blood on their hands &. face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love. fights against injustice. warm hugs. well worn combat boots. boxing gloves. bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. fist raised in protest. ignites revolutions. fear is a prison. more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. exhausted. damaged goods. force to be reckoned with. red roses. curses under their breath.

𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐒

keen sense of a hunter. freckles like constellations on their skin. piercing eyes. disheveled braid. moonlight peeking through the shadows. the calm of the forest at night. lying on the grass &. staring at the stars. mother doe &. her fawn. protecting their kin. the moon shimmering on a still lake. quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves. bonding while circled around a campfire. not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target. popping egos. patience on 3%. touches heaven &. returns howling.

𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐀

discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums. owl perched on their finger. armour that intimidates. eye for architecture. plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses. studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid. big fan of logic. loves brain teasers. ancient buildings. sweaters in neutrals &. cool colours. hair done up. can kill you with their brain. heads to the library often to research. sharpened pencils. abs that can cut steel. stoic statues. pottery classes.

𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑

soil covered hands. smile that can bloom flowers. skin loved by the sun. being the mom friend. can lift you &. your friends. flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden. speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind. stalks of wheat. picking fruit. greenhouses. heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone. curls crowned with flowers. folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. pulling out fresh baked bread out of the oven &. the smell wafting through the air.

𝐃𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐒𝐔𝐒

drunk shitposter. on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls. rich fabrics on dark skin. sleek furred panthers. theatre masks. stage productions. receiving a standing ovation. rose caught between their teeth. being the baby of the bunch. wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. creeping vines. inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses. masquerade balls. rolls of film. shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor. pouring champagne into flutes. lives for the applause.

𝐇𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐒

the calloused hands of someone who knows labor. sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind. broad shoulders. steampunk goggles. nuts &. bolts stored away in little boxes. ashes. striking a match. blueprints for future projects. fixing up a busted up car &. giving it cool upgrades. wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years. wrinkled plaid shirts. iron melted in blazing fire. huge jackets. crafting masterpieces. greased stained overalls. fascination with robotics. pain is fuel. stack of weaponry. even their muscles have muscles.

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀

resting bitch face. dressed to the nines. cows grazing on a pasture. cool rain. loving &. hating fiercely. hand clutching a string of pearls. large chandelier with glittering crystals. plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims. romance to realism. pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that under fuck it. downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath &. netflix. like their selfie or you’re grounded. knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul. marble &. gold.

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐒

devil - may - care smile. always up - to - date on the latest technology. will steal your french fries. does it for the vine. shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything. meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma &. pop diners. spontaneous road trips. folded maps. fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop. shooting hoops on the basketball court. chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning. mixes redbull with coffee. menace on april fool’s. hoodies &. sneakers.

𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐍

storm with skin. colorful coral reefs. waves crashing against the shore. stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks. clothes smeared with paint. owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets. fondness for diy projects. handwriting that flows across the page. nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin. a velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever-changing as the sea. the roar of a motorcycle. compass with a spinning arrow.

𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒

walking home alone in the early morning. back alleys. drinking alone in a graveyard. crippling loneliness hidden by sarcasm &. cynicism. crows picking a carcass. untended dead flowers. the black sheep of the family. black coffee. money can’t buy you happiness. murder mystery dinner parties. blood on your shirt collar. dust illuminated by sunlight. classical music. dogs are better than people. quiet wrath. shady business deals. taking what you are owed. paint it black. seasonal affective disorder. popping the suit collar. grey rain on a cityscape.

𝐙𝐄𝐔𝐒