Im feeling social so im gonna make a uh intro post
Hhello! If you want to refer to me as nyah, i would be greatly pleased, but..... uhh... (thinks of fake name) niko works as an alternitive
Im really going all out with the catboy catgirl style thing buttt its purelly asthetic for sure for sure i just like the way the ears look
I'm technically bi and genderfluid by the way, but the majority of my life has been centered around being gay and manly and stuff. I love men too much
Uhm to actually say stuff about myself.. i love singing professionally, volleyball unprofessionally, dnd both professionally and unprofessionally, yomi hustle, self reflection, board games the whole nine yards
Ive found thru my life that i really.. dislike seperateing who i am from my nsfw life. So im keeping it on the same profile... that stuff is viewable below cut for refrence
Minors, you scare me and the thought that you would reach out to me makes me sick to my stomach. Dont interact
Im a spookey scary skeleton
For a little more refrence, ima really casual sex person, like... in the same way that touch is a love language but extreme? I luv. Having freinds that want sexual pleasure, especially also cuz its rlly hard for others to pleasure me.
Heres some kinks and limits now if u love ur buzzwords:
Im a hard switch and most likely a vers but im also 90 percent sure me domming is also a form of subbing to subs if that makes sense
Known loves: Exhibitionism, casual sex, cumplay, cumplay cumplay, degredation, praise, worship(giving, everywhere besides an uncleaned asshole) musk(pits mainly but like have you ever smelled someone?) dildos/toys, collars, humiliation, cnc! and uh communication!
Things im interested in? Watersports, holding(like omarashi) hypno
Limits!!!!
Anythinf about ball play, it scares me, and i mean anything! Farting, scat, diaper play, age play being told to pleasure myself(i am. Really unsensitive, its not something i can do on command) not communicating(i rant too much about my prefrences for any sensible intro to contain). Most forms of hatred i wont act out, and especially not if you hold those opinions irl.
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ok so like third rant in a very short amount of time but at least this one is about sexual shit .
I sorta.. well totally have a porn addiction. I wish i could call it a hobby, or smth i do, but i do know better. I have the understanding that i know i wouldnt have a way out thats just casually "oh, i'm just gonna cum without porn".
Screaming out into the void too because i do have friends who i could talk to? I mean when it comes to talking to other people with addictions, it really feels like i cant be serious. and have you seen the demographics for ppl who are tryna recover from porn addictions? Its like 80 percent hardcore christians suffering from immense guilt and like 20 percent ppl who do genuinely enjoy relapsing as a kink.
Im not gonna. Rule out that idea tho im not stupid. Ive recently deleted any app thas just porn for me (i have mutuals on tumblr so i decided to keep it as long as i spend more time talking then scrolling text posts) so! Yknow maybe in a few months ill be able to say what not looking at porn for a week is like.
Yeah so having to check the "p0rnaddict" tag to see if its a community that could help just to find that it is just ppl tryna get more addicted to porn is exactly what i mean
ok so like third rant in a very short amount of time but at least this one is about sexual shit .
I sorta.. well totally have a porn addiction. I wish i could call it a hobby, or smth i do, but i do know better. I have the understanding that i know i wouldnt have a way out thats just casually "oh, i'm just gonna cum without porn".
Screaming out into the void too because i do have friends who i could talk to? I mean when it comes to talking to other people with addictions, it really feels like i cant be serious. and have you seen the demographics for ppl who are tryna recover from porn addictions? Its like 80 percent hardcore christians suffering from immense guilt and like 20 percent ppl who do genuinely enjoy relapsing as a kink.
Im not gonna. Rule out that idea tho im not stupid. Ive recently deleted any app thas just porn for me (i have mutuals on tumblr so i decided to keep it as long as i spend more time talking then scrolling text posts) so! Yknow maybe in a few months ill be able to say what not looking at porn for a week is like.
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I thought that a good way to at least, for now, differentiate me from what i did 4 all that people pleasing was to speak less and uh.. speak in a deeper voice(i cant belive im just remembering why this was my first instinct but if ur reading this you were right about my higher voice being fake asf) and also just to. Say less. Say less stuff that i have to think thru and start saying more stuff that comes out on instinct.
Its going terribly.
I used to say things without thinking. Uh, it made me really sad. Sad to uh notice the people around me and shit not like... giving a fuck. I spose thats the reason i think stuff thru now? I want my words to have an effect on people.
So maybe, i thought, as a way to make my words more impactful, i could shut down those overengineered bs. And just speak when i wanted to speak. And sometimes i really. Really dont wanna speak. Maybe i don wanna speak rn.
To be real, i just realized that i entirely misjudged how i wanted to present myself to others. I thought i wanted to be the overly excited femboy but godamn do i not want to be that anymore.
I can't tell if i've ever been in love. I know ive only ever had a crush on one person before.
It was this fuckass british person when i was young, like uh 16 or smth and his voice was really soft and nice, and he would speak like a crazy person and just seemed generally out of it all the time. He showed me the movie Hot Fuzz for the first time and it was hilarious because it was him showing me it.
I realize now its the only time ive ever still felt something for the person when things ended with them.
Is every fading thing i feel just some people pleasing mindfuck, or were they crushes and that one guy was a guy i was in love with.
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kids have very little autonomy, so getting to actively choose a task & what food to eat helped when feeling overwhelmed
gave me some breathing room if no one else was in the kitchen
but MOST importantly: banana peanut butter sandwiches are chewy as hell and extremely frustrating to eat. got to focus all my annoyance and energy on hand to hand combat with a damn sandwich.
all in all, a surprisingly effective anger management tool for a world weary 11-year-old, would recommend
HOLY SHIT I DID THE SAME THING, but with just regular peanut butter sandwiches. Ive been eating them everyday for breakfast since i was like 8, I always just assumed the only subconcious reason was because my jaw was always tense and the çĥęŵ was the goal. Thats really cool goad
Hobbies, hobbies. Does. Does anyone know what skaterboy fashion entails. Like with the haircuts that are so fluffy and make it so you cant see the motherfucker's eyes. Thats my hobby.
Dude, having sent several messages to several different people over several days and not have a trsponse back from any of them. Im hust gonna keep sending messages to ppl and then get more upset than is justified to be at any one individual person... and what am i supposed to do? Tell the people that arent reaching out to me that it sucks that people dont reach out to me? Damn
it's time. MASSIVE IN STARS AND TIME SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT. IT'S GONNA BE SO LONG. LET'S GO
I hope you are aware of The Secret Final Boss because I'm also gonna spoil the crab out of that. If you haven't,
1. Did you know the events for interacting with your souvenirs are randomized for some of them, and also change depending on how far you are in the game.
2. Did you know there's a way to show souvenirs to a certain character.
3. Did you know you can go back to Dormont during the Epilogue.
Figure that out, and come back here! Or watch a let's play online. You can also do that.
I will also try to adopt a ~mysterious cool voice with no exclamation points~ for Effect. Come with me on this journey.
Now. Questions time!
✨ Will you ever make a sequel to ISAT, or make a game in the same universe?
Nah. This was always intended to be The Story. This is your turn to imagine things now.
✨ But so what happened to the Country? What was its name? What about the wishes? What about the colors? What did Siffrin say as an openphrase to open the door to the King's room? What about--
I will not answer those. It's your turn.
✨ BUT THE COUNTRY AND THE COLORS AND THE WISHES
Ok fine. Here are some facts that I alluded to in-game, that I am confirming now.
-The Country disappearing and the events that made colors go away are not related.
-The colors disappeared a loooong time ago, which is why knowing they even existed is a relatively new find.
-A wish made everyone forget the Country.
I will ALSO say that ISAT's map operates on Final Fantasy/General Fantasy rules (i.e. in-universe locations are based off of real ones when it comes to culture, but are not one to one parallels, especially for geography), so no, the Country isn't based on the UK oh my god please do not say that to me again or im deleting ISAT out of your computers and putting legos at the foot of your bed. It's based on another place. You can figure it out, I believe in you.
✨ But why won't you give more info on what happened :(
Can you imagine if I did answer. Wouldn't that be a bummer, whatever my answer was. Sometimes things need to stay a mystery. And also, I don't want to answer <3
✨ Does the world Loop came from still exist after they left? Or is this a get mystery'd situation?
There is only One Timeline and it's the timeline that goes from the prologue to ISAT. Every timeline that gets rewound does not exist anymore, and that includes the prologue's timeline.
✨ What's the deal with Siffrin's dream at the start?
It's Siffrin's dream, but that doesn't mean our Siffrin is the main star.
✨ Is [specific missable game moment] canon?
Every moment that you personally experience in the game is canon.
✨ Is there a reason Siffrin remembers their name but the King doesn't?
What makes you think Siffrin does?
✨ At the very very end of the game, if you look out the window behind the Head Housemaiden, Sif mentions seeing an island in the distance. Is that his country?
It is. It's always been there, for the whole game. You can see it in the distance, too.
✨ Who was the King, before?
He was just a guy!
✨ With the King left remembering in the end, does that in any way change the redaction effect for other people in the world going forward?
That's a fun idea. Maybe!
✨ One thing that never really clicked for me is: Is the sweet smell Time Craft or Wish Craft? Or is the sweet smell TIme Craft and specifically the burnt sugar smell is Wish Craft? Other way around? Does this question even matter since without Wish Craft you can't attain Time Craft in the first place? (To me, yes.)
Wish Craft smells sweet. Time Craft doesn't have a smell per se, but it does do something.
✨ Does Mirabelle retain her immunity to being frozen in time after the events of the game or does it go away after the Head Housemaiden is saved? Or does it persist for a while and eventually fade away?
I imagine the immunity slowly faded away. But no one's left to do Time Craft, so it's a moot point anyway.
✨ How was Odile able to stop Siffrin from looping back during the fight against Siffrin?
In the Discord channel I stated that it's because "she's just that cool", but really, she does have access to some skills that heighten the efficacity of Rock/Paper/Scissors attacks, so it's not too much of a stretch to imagine she could lower the efficacity of Time Craft as well. In this last loop, while listening to Loop and observing, she could figure out Siffrin was looping way earlier than she could in even the Sus Quest, so she made plans. She is Very Smart <3
✨ Will you ever share everyone's full names?
That's artbook content <3
✨ In the ending, what happened to Siffrin's hat?
Flew away. It's gone now.
✨ Looking back at the original comics, and seeing how comic!sif has both eyes at the start of their loops, but in ending sequences is shown with his eye patch...did you ever consider making that concept of sif losing their eye a part of the main loop in either of your games? and if so, was there any reason why you decided against it?
Early on, I did think about making that whole event an event that happens during the loops, but quickly let that go since 1. it would be a pain to write and code (two different sets of Siffrin portraits!) and 2. if it happened, the player might want to look for a way to NOT make that happen and so 3. it would be a pain to write and code
✨ How was Siffrin's homelife before?
Pretty good!
✨ How old were Nille and Bonnie when they ran away? How old was Sif when their home got zapped?
Both were teens.
✨ How old IS everyone?
Siffrin is mid-late 20s. Mirabelle and Isabeau are early-mid 20s, with Isabeau being slightly older. Bonnie is a preteen. Odile is Too Old For This. Petronille, Bonnie's sister, is late teens-early 20s. You can ignore whatever I said in the prologue's artbook, whoever wrote this was Wrong!!!!!!!!!!
✨ Regarding the book that talks about someone who crafted a copy of themself using wish craft: is that meant to imply someone we know is the author (and/or the copy), or is it not directly related to any of em? or is it a "who knows ;)" situation where we can just speculate and theorize either way?
Please check the book again during Act 5! This applies to most items/map events by the way, like the pendant. You can check those during Act 5 and 6 for some fun new dialogue!
✨ Why are Siffrin's clothes so warm looking?
The Country got cold at night.
✨ What's up with Siffrin's pins?
They're made out of a special material. And also, they make Siffrin look cool <3
✨ I want to know the story behind Loop’s different eye shades!
They're blind in one eye. Also, fun foreshadowing <3
✨ What determines whether someone is paper/rock/scissors craft? Is it assigned naturally at birth or something else (and how do you find out)? Does it make you more inclined to use that specific craft or is anyone generally free to use whatever craft they want?
Astrology rules, It Just Is A Thing. Being Rock Type means it is way easier for you to do Rock Craft, but that doesn't mean you can't learn other types of craft, although it's way harder. Doing Craft of your type is instinct, doing Craft of another type would take some time and resarch.
✨What crimes has Odile committed before. I need to know.
Odile just smiles.
✨ Why did the King specifically target the House of Dormont?
I had a reason in mind, but adding it to the game would've added a layer of Explanation that really didn't need to be there. It's just a nice House.
✨ Who was Odile's hatecrush...
Dunno. It's your turn.
✨ What is loop's body situation. like is the surface of their "skin" solid? they did poke siffrin that one time, and we know they aren't cold, but...
I have some idea. But it's your turn!
✨ Would Sif still have looped if they hadn't made the wish he made in the beginning? As in, would Vaugarde's combined wish have made him loop until managing to beat the King?
No. But without time powers, you can imagine what would've happened next.
✨ During the Loop Hangout, how did the rest of the team make it all the way to The King? What about during Act 5?
During the Loop Hangout: with difficulty. During Act 5: Loop was there to guide them.
✨ Is Loop: 1. Actually comfortable with both he and they, but only gave the one pronoun to emphasize the distance? 2. Only using they/them because a large life event led to a shift in identity/ how they'd like to be perceived? or 3. time lops stole he from they they :(
Mostly that first one. But all three of those reasons have a bit of truth to them.
✨ Who cooked crab in the House of Change???
This is a very funny question! I've never thought about it. It's your turn.
✨ What are the Orbs that open the gate? Did the King create the Gate or was it there before?
(did not think about the orbs or the gate beyond "plot that proves there was a journey before") Stop Asking Questions,,,, It's your turn,,,,,,
✨ Bonnie's dialogue is *extremely* accurate to how overexcited kids talk, which is really rare to see. Was that something that took a lot of effort to achieve, or did it come naturally to you?
Thank you <3 I'm just that good. Really, Bonnie is an adult with no filter, and less general knowledge. I'm very glad I managed to write Bonnie well, especially since. I haven't talked to a kid. Since I was one myself
✨ The Spoilery Concept Art. Blease
oh yeah. here have it all. this is what I gave Mimi to do the animated trailer!
✨ So. What's everyone's favorite shade.
FINALLY the question. Plus I can say shade names now. White = darkless, Black = lightless. Light and Dark is like light grey/ dark grey. Oh my god I'm checking my notes and I wrote a small event I never used about hair dye colors like "midnight dark", "tomato grey", "snow light" past me that's so fucking funny
Anyway, Siffrin loves darkless, Mirabelle is more of a light shade lover, Isabeau loves that lightless (BECAUSE ITS FASHIONABLE OK), Odile likes darker shades, and Bonnie also loves that lightless (BECAUSE ITS AS DARK AS MY SOUL OK)
✨ Are there any bugs you found during developments that you've made into features?
Two! The first one was the ability to ask Loop to just silently hang out during Act 4. I messed up the code and the game softlocked there, with Siffrin and Loop sitting there silently. I thought it was very sweet. They deserve a little quiet time.
The second was in Act 5 - the House map had a lot of issues with the Act 5 map bringing you back to the normal House map. So one of the testers got brought to the normal House map and didn't notice, and interacted with the Mirror on Floor 3, and it gave them the normal interaction with everyone seeing the mirror and taking a picture, and when they went to look at the picture in their inventory, it gave them the actual Act 5 picture. A little bit after they realized the game bugged out, and told me about it, and begged me to keep that in because they were very unsettled by it. So here it is! Beforehand, it was just Siffrin silently taking a picture, so I'm glad I changed it.
✨ Did you ever have emotional difficulty writing the more sensitive parts of the script, like Siffrin’s intrusive/negative thoughts, for one reason or another? Moreover, did you worry the script may be darker than your initial vision for it anticipated?
Not really. The Mirabelle and Odile hangout scenes were the hardest scenes by far because I really wanted to get them right, but everything else was about the same amount of difficulty. And actually, I wanted to go a little bit darker for the script, but I was worried it was going to be too dark... When it comes to the dagger event, I had a whole tangent about Siffrin thinking about the best way to strike, so to speak, but I deleted it because it was getting A Little Too Detailed. T rating come back to me
✨ For the questions you WON'T answer, did you have your own answers while making the game? Or were they left blank?
Some of them I do, some of them I don't!
✨ I loved this game and I want to replay it but I don't want Siffrin to go through everything again!
Here's a little fun fact I decided: if you hit the credits, you helped a Siffrin escape. If you start a new game, you are creating a new Siffrin that you can emotionally tortu-IIIIIIII MEAN, a new Siffrin that you can help. Do not worry about your Siffrins they are fine
✨ A lot of those answers ended up being "It's your turn", huh.
Yea <3 The answers to some of those questions ARE there if you look. Some just aren't. But you can imagine whatever you want. It's your turn! I finished the game! I'm done working! It's your turn!!!
✨ I loved ISAT and it made me feel so many feelings!
Thank you so much. I'm sorry if you sent a message or ask and I didn't answer it. I read every single one and cherish it! Thank you for playing and thank you for writing me a message!!!!! When I get a little down I look at all of those and I feel better. Thank you. I'm sorry I can't answer them all.
✨ What will you work on next?
I have a project I'm currently in the preproduction stages of. I don't want to talk about it until I feel like I have some stuff to show. Plus I still have to make the ISAT artbook and some other stuff, so it won't be for a while. Nonetheless, I hope you will enjoy it!!!
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Hzjbsnsnsjsjjsnsnakanwkkakakaka ive not ever posted on this acc. Im really, really not comprehendable unless i wanna be so i dont knownwhat i wanna use this for. I was thinkin of it just being a journal, but id need to start the habit. Eh. nyah.