Aug 12
yesterday i did this
kittycat 007n7 and an skecth book cover
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yesterday i did this
kittycat 007n7 and an skecth book cover
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ok so like third rant in a very short amount of time but at least this one is about sexual shit .
I sorta.. well totally have a porn addiction. I wish i could call it a hobby, or smth i do, but i do know better. I have the understanding that i know i wouldnt have a way out thats just casually "oh, i'm just gonna cum without porn".
Screaming out into the void too because i do have friends who i could talk to? I mean when it comes to talking to other people with addictions, it really feels like i cant be serious. and have you seen the demographics for ppl who are tryna recover from porn addictions? Its like 80 percent hardcore christians suffering from immense guilt and like 20 percent ppl who do genuinely enjoy relapsing as a kink.
Im not gonna. Rule out that idea tho im not stupid. Ive recently deleted any app thas just porn for me (i have mutuals on tumblr so i decided to keep it as long as i spend more time talking then scrolling text posts) so! Yknow maybe in a few months ill be able to say what not looking at porn for a week is like.
So, saga of me being a more "like me" person:
I thought that a good way to at least, for now, differentiate me from what i did 4 all that people pleasing was to speak less and uh.. speak in a deeper voice(i cant belive im just remembering why this was my first instinct but if ur reading this you were right about my higher voice being fake asf) and also just to. Say less. Say less stuff that i have to think thru and start saying more stuff that comes out on instinct.
Its going terribly.
I used to say things without thinking. Uh, it made me really sad. Sad to uh notice the people around me and shit not like... giving a fuck. I spose thats the reason i think stuff thru now? I want my words to have an effect on people.
So maybe, i thought, as a way to make my words more impactful, i could shut down those overengineered bs. And just speak when i wanted to speak. And sometimes i really. Really dont wanna speak. Maybe i don wanna speak rn.
You ever just realize ur whole personality is a lie, and you just wanna be a puppy no wait this is sposed to be real introspection not a kink post
3 last unfinished artfight attacks
Sea bay by redpnut/ @artpnutty
Larimar by zoster and serenea salvenlinus by ??? (I lost the char 😢)
Nyah by nopnaster_e/ @marine-c
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MY COLLEGE IS FREE HOLY SHIT I FEEL LIKE LIKE I COULD TALK TO A WOMAN
So many gays in my Tumblr fyp
If your underwear is tight enough it becomes pockets