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Love the genre of sadism thatâs basically just extreme âcuteness agressionâ. âI love you so much that I get an overwhelming urge to violently manhandle and wound you, like some delicate prey thing that I need to rip open and devour.â
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đđˇđłđ˛đˇ â the most pathetic yearner
enjin trying to flirt with you by jumping over the edge of the couch⌠except he misjudges everything and eats the floor. he recovers instantly though. points at the floor and goes, âyeah. tested gravity. still works.â
he tells everyone youâre just a friend while actively memorizing your favorite drink, favorite snack, favorite scent, favorite songs, the way your footsteps sound, and the exact expression you make before you laugh.
he gets jealous in the most humiliating ways. another guy makes you laugh and suddenly enjin is carrying three times his normal workload. ripping apart trash beasts like they personally insulted his bloodline.
you ask him to hold your bag for just a sec and he walks around with it for six hours being fancy.
this man absolutely practices conversations with you in his head beforehand. then you actually show up and he blurts out:
âyou smell nice.â
âthanks?â
âlike candle wax and minâUAHmince.â
he once tried to impress you by doing something dangerous and cool. ended up needing stitches.
enjin sees you wearing his coat once and genuinely stops functioning for a minute. just stares. blinking slowly. somebody unplugged him.
he tries to play it cool when you patch up his injuries but his ears are literally burning red the entire time.
if you fall asleep on him? over. done. he is sitting there in complete silence like a man chosen by god. doesnât move for HOURS because âwhat if you wake up???â
he gets caught staring at you constantly. itâs that pathetic not blinking, mouth open stare. âwow. there she is. wowowowow.â
somebody asks him what his type is and he accidentally describes you down to the smallest detail before realizing halfway through.
he absolutely says your name under his breath when heâs alone sometimes. just testing how it sounds attached to him.
when you compliment him he carries it for MONTHS.
âyou said i looked nice that one day.â
âenjin that was last year.â
he acts tougher around everyone else but the second you praise him he turns into a stray dog hearing good boy for the first time.
he once got into an argument because someone implied you werenât pretty. nearly started a war over it actually.
if you touch his arm casually during a conversation he thinks about it all day. all night too.
he definitely has moments where heâs lying awake at night replaying tiny interactions with you. âshe handed me something and our fingers touched. WOAH.â
he tries to make you laugh specifically. doesnât care if nobody else reacts. if you giggle once heâs suddenly performing a whole stand-up routine.
he gets weirdly protective over things you give him. a cheap little trinket from you? suddenly his most prized possession (might becomes his jinki at some point).
enjin would absolutely deny being in love while looking like THIS: exhausted eyes, yearning sighs, standing outside your door at 2am because i was just passing by.
if someone flirts with you in front of him his smile gets terrifyingly polite.
he cannot handle you being sweet to him when heâs injured or sick. one forehead touch and heâs staring at the ceiling reconsidering his entire existence.
he tries so hard to be smooth when heâs jealous.
âyou seem close with him.â
âthatâs my cousin.â
âoh.â
âwhy are you sweating?â
he once walked into a pole because you smiled at him unexpectedly.
the team notices before you do. theyâre watching him stare at you like a victorian man dying of tuberculosis.
enjin pretending not to care if youâre around another guy but immediately appearing behind you two. âhey. what are we talking about?â nobody invited him.
heâd rather DIE than admit he missed you.
if you praise another man in front of him he suddenly becomes the most competitive person alive. âoh he can cook?â next thing you know enjinâs burning an entire kitchen down trying to make soup.
he definitely got caught smiling to himself when he hears you on the choker and denied it with his whole chest.
âiâm not smiling.â
âenjin youâre literally kicking your feet.â
he acts like physical affection doesnât affect him meanwhile one hug from you has him staring into space afterward like he survived a near death experience.
he once fixed his hair before seeing you and then acted annoyed when you noticed. âdid you do something different to your hair? đâ â âno. đâ spent sixty minutes on it.
enjin hearing you call him pretty exactly once and replaying it in surround sound for the next five business days.
he wants your attention so bad it becomes embarrassing. if you ignore him for too long he starts doing progressively dumber things around you.
he absolutely has that pathetic wet cat energy after arguments. lurking nearby. sighing dramatically. hoping youâll talk to him first.
when youâre cold he gives you his coat instantly but pretends heâs not affected by freezing temperatures while visibly shivering.
he once almost confessed accidentally and had to fake cough halfway through. âthereâs something i need to tell youââ violent coughing fit. miraculous recovery ten seconds later.
if you ever kissed his cheek unexpectedly this man would ascend spiritually and physically. probably walks into another pole afterward.
When you try to leave the bed from Enjin, he'll exude a prolong, dramatic ass groan and will immediately latch around onto your waist, all while planting his face into the midst of your lower back and pecking at the skin with subtle, messy little kisses. Telling you in between rhythmic snores and disheveled grunts of lingered sleep deprivation and longing for you to stay in bed with him. His tattooed forearms would pull you back abruptly back into his lazy warmth whenever he feels you move just a bit.
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pairing: ryomen sukuna x fem!reader (university au)
summary: sukuna has a notorious reputation on campus of being terrifying, but it's hard to be too scared of the guy when he shows up to your familyâs failing bakery every day to buy strawberry shortbread.
when your life feels like its falling apart you discover just how sweet he can be.
word count: 5.7k
content: 18+ mdni, smut, university au, FLUFF, angst, humor, slow burn, idiots in love, miscommunication, parental illness, grief, toxic ex-bf, reference to past sexual coercion/assault, stress and overwork, introverted reader, panic attacks, anxiety, loss of a parent
a/n: sorry for making you all wait for so long, I hope you enjoy the final chapter of these babies
series masterlist | ao3 | previous chapter (ch16)
âMaybe I should just forget it.â Your voice was quivering as you stared down at the notes laid out before you. The words had started to jumble together on the page, creating an incomprehensible mess.
âHuh?âÂ
Sukuna glanced over at you, red eyes alight with surprise. The two of you had been sitting in silence for the last few hours, completely absorbed in your own tasks. Youâd been desperately trying to cram as much information as possible into your head before your upcoming exams, while Sukuna had been fixated on playing Disco Elysium.Â
Considering that you both had final exams in the coming days, your general demeanours couldn't be further apart.Â
Sukuna seemed genuinely unconcerned by any pressure, certain that he could study the night before and pass, seeing no merit in fretting the way that you currently were. Meanwhile, youâd reached the point where you were certain youâd already run out of time, and were ultimately doomed to failure.Â
Even though youâd diligently kept up with your studies during your time in Kyushu, you were certain that it hadnât been enough. Missing out on smaller seminars and workshops by studying remotely was practically a death sentence in your area of study.Â
Might as well just give up now because you were fucked.Â
âIâm going to have to re-do the year anyway, why am I trying so hard to fail?âÂ
Sukuna frowned, pausing his game and moving to linger next to the bed you were currently laying on. You were propped up on your elbows, lip quivering as you continued to look at your notes, afraid that if you glanced at Sukuna youâd instantly burst into tears.Â
He had that effect on you. If you were ever feeling low his comforting presence would always bring out the waterworks - sometimes it was annoying how ineffective you were at holding yourself together whenever heâd show you the smallest shred of concern.Â
âYouâre like the smartest person I know,â Sukuna said softly, his form casting a shadow over you. âI donât think you could fail if you tried.âÂ
âYou called me stupid the other day.â You could practically hear him roll his eyes.Â
âYeah, because for someone so smart, you can be really dumb.â The bed creaked beneath his weight as he took a seat beside you, warmth radiating off his body. âAlways coming up with silly ideas like how youâre gonna fail, when we both know thatâs not happening.âÂ
âIt might-â you started, turning to finally look at him. Just as youâd expected, the sight of his concerned expression had you choking on your words, eyes instantly growing watery.Â
âCome here, baby.â He whispered, wrapping his arms around you and tugging you into his chest. You let the warmth of his hoodie encase you, tears finally spilling over once you were secure within his embrace.
âIâm gonna fail- I canât- Iâm just too far behind.âÂ
âBaby, youâve been studying for weeks now. When was the last time you took a break outside of grabbing a few hours of sleep?â He had a point, and it wasnât like you could dismiss that with a lie when youâd literally been studying in his room - he could see plain as day that youâd barely been taking breaks.Â
If he knew how little sleep youâd been getting while he was off away in dreamland, heâd probably be even more frustrated with you.Â
âI donât have time,â you mumbled into his hoodie.
âYouâve studied more than literally anyone I know. You have time.â Gently peeling you away from the safety of his hoodie, a hand came to rest below your chin, tilting your face up to make you look at him properly. âWeâre gonna go get some fresh air.âÂ
âItâs like 11pm already,â you mumbled.Â
âSo? Doesnât look like you were planning on sleeping any time soon anyway.â He stood up and tossed a coat in your direction. âPut that on, I donât want you catching a cold.âÂ
Knowing that he was probably right, and that it was pointless to oppose him whenever he set his mind to looking after you, you pulled the jacket on as asked. You found that your tears were already drying by the time you were appropriately togged up for the weather, giggling as Sukuna pushed a beanie onto your head.
âPerfect. Arenât you just adorable?â He cooed, before flicking you softly in the forehead and ushering you out of his room.Â
The house was silent as the two of you headed out into the night. Choso was probably staying over at Yukiâs place, and Sukuna had mentioned that Toji had been seeing someone lately and was likely spending the night with her. It was a little strange to not hear the ambient noise of one of the two other boys milling around - youâd become accustomed to their presence over the last few weeks.Â
Not quite sure what Sukuna had in mind in terms of a destination, you let yourself be led along beside him, basking in the warmth of his hand tangled with yours. Even if his presence still had your heart pounding, youâd gotten to the point where being with him felt easy and comfortable, no longer anxious about what he might think of you.Â
Because you knew that he loved you.Â
Heâd proved it over and over again.Â
Youâd shown him all of your worst sides - heâd seen you at your most stressed, most anxious, most grief stricken - and heâd still stuck with you, rewarding you with that gentle affection that was reserved exclusively for his precious girlfriend.Â
âI think youâd like the game Iâm playing right now,â he said, filling the comfortable silence as you wandered together, enjoying the night air. âOnce exams are done you should play it. Iâd find it funny to watch which choices youâd pick.âÂ
You had to admit that your interest had been piqued by the game he was currently fixated on, but youâd been too focussed on your revision to really pay attention. âYouâll make fun of me though,â you said with a pout, recalling how hard heâd laughed when the two of you had played PEAK together.
A smile lit up his face, clearly recalling the same memory. âThereâs no actual gameplay in this one, it's all just pointing and clicking. I really think youâd love it.â Sukuna went on to explain the outline of Disco Elysium and its overall appeal, only faltering when the two of you passed a 7/11.Â
The warmth pouring out through the automatic doors was inviting, and you felt your stomach growl. It was hard to recall the last time youâd actually eaten anything of substance. Both you and Sukuna had been so invested in your own tasks that the day had largely gone by without either of you noticing.Â
âWe should probably grab something to eat, huh?â He suggested, giving your hand a squeeze. âYouâre probably just grumpy because youâre hungry.âÂ
âIâm not grumpy.âÂ
You were, but there was no way you were going to admit to it when he had a big shit-eating grin on his face.Â
âSure, baby. But let's give some food a go anyway.â
The two of you wandered into the inviting warmth, milling around until you picked something you wanted. You decided on tuna onigiri, while Sukuna grabbed himself a piece of fried chicken from the warm food section at the counter. He paid for both of you, despite your protests, clutching your hand as he led you back outside and over to a bench in the little park across the road.Â
The place was deserted. No one with any sense wanted to be out this late in weather this cold, and you found yourself pulling your jacket closer around you, grateful for your gloves as you pulled your hands from your pocket to unwrap your onigiri.Â
âDo you remember the first time we met?â Sukuna asked, his breath visible in the cold air.Â
âOf course.â You didnât think youâd ever forget that evening in the bakery - the way that your heart had raced at the sight of him was etched in your mind forever. Well, that and just how grateful youâd been for his presence on one of the scariest nights of your life. Heâd truly been your knight in shining armour that day.Â
âI think about it whenever I get fried chicken from a convenience store,â he said with a fond smile.Â
You tilted your head in question, not particularly connecting the dots. âWhy?â
âBecause the Family Mart chicken is what put everything in motion that day. If I hadnât gone to the convenience store that evening I wouldâve been on the train home by the time those guys stopped you in that alleyway. But because Iâd gone to buy chicken, I was in the right place at the right time and thenâŚâ He gestured between the two of you, clearly trying to think of the right words. âAnd then all of this happened.âÂ
You giggled. âSo youâre saying that our whole relationship is thanks to famichiki?âÂ
âAt least somewhat.â He laughed. As he finished off his food, he wrapped an arm around you, pulling you close to his side. The way that his body always seemed to stay warm no matter the circumstances was impressive, and you found yourself huddling close against him to try and heat yourself up. âI feel like your dad had something to do with it too.âÂ
You hummed in agreement. There was no denying that your father had been playing cupid for a while. From the very first time that you and Sukuna had met, your father had been urging you forward with the concept of a relationship, keen for you to find happiness with someone who he perceived as being right for you.Â
And his judgement really couldnât have been better.Â
His work in puppeteering your union really felt like some lovely final gift that heâd provided you, making sure that you were finally happy and safe before he left you behind.Â
Although, your dad definitely didnât do all the work.Â
âI think your effort also had a lot to do with it,â you pointed out.Â
Considering that youâd literally run from Sukuna the first time heâd tried kissing you, you had to praise the manâs patience and tenacity. Most guys wouldâve given up on a girl for far less than that. You didnât consider yourself to be low maintenance and youâd leant on him a lot over the last few months.Â
And yet here he was, as loving as ever.Â
He shrugged. âYou make me wanna try, so it didnât really feel like effort.â Your heart skipped at the casual nature of his comment, a deep flush washing over your cheeks.Â
âCorny,â you mumbled, hiding your face in his shoulder to stop him from seeing how much you were blushing. He knew anyway, laughter rippling through him as he reached for your face, fingers brushing your lips gently as he tilted your chin up towards him.Â
âOnly for you.âÂ
Leaning down, his lips brushed yours tenderly. While heâd kissed you thousands of times, it somehow still always felt like the first - a moment of pure joy and excitement, the giddy feeling of being a girl with a crush who actually likes her back.Â
You still couldnât believe that he was yours, that he wanted a future with you.Â
It felt silly to be stressing over exams that youâd most likely pass when you had the best thing that had ever happened to you sitting at your side. Through all the bad, you really needed to start appreciating what was good.Â
And Sukuna was very good.Â
Breaking the kiss, he peered down at you with those deep crimson eyes, the irises lit up in the yellow light of the streetlamp overhead. He looked beautiful, just as he always did.Â
âFeeling a bit better, baby?â He asked, and you offered him a hum of affirmation.Â
Heâd been right - you really did need a break. Youâd been so locked in on reading your notes that youâd almost forgotten that there was a whole world outside of your exams next week.Â
And no matter what happened, the Earth wasnât going to stop spinning.Â
Somehow that came as a comfort.Â
âGood. Now, when we get home weâre going to bed, and Iâm going to stay up to make sure you actually get some sleep,â Sukuna said sternly.Â
âAw, weâre going straight to sleep?â You shot him a suggestive look, a sweet pout on your lips. It seemed to completely disarm his serious demeanour and he shook his head in disbelief, a grin playing on his lips.
âOkay, we can make out a little first.â
âOh thank god.â You giggled, leaning your head on his shoulder, your heart feeling at ease.Â
Tomorrow you could get back to studying, and maybe youâd wake up the next morning feeling just as stressed out as ever. But that evening, snuggled up against the man that you loved, it really felt like everything was going to work out just fine.Â
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Your exams came and went, giving way to a few very stressful weeks in which you flip-flopped between pretending you didnât care about the result, and hyperventilating over the idea of having to re-do the year if youâd failed.Â
At some point Sukuna stopped trying to convince you that youâd passed, because despite all the logical arguments surrounding the fact that youâd worked hard, and had extenuating circumstances leading to more leniency on your grading anyway, everything always fell upon deaf ears.Â
So instead, he focussed all of his effort on distracting you, which was something heâd always been excellent at, proceeding in all the usual ways by making you watch various movies, taking you out to nice cafes, and spending hours tangled up together in his sheets. His efforts at distraction were also how you found yourself completely absorbed in Disco Elysium, spending days trying to solve the gameâs mystery, all while Sukuna sat at your side, offering cryptic hints and advice.Â
You could understand how heâd been so preoccupied by the game when he shouldâve been studying, and it did an excellent job of taking your mind off things for hours at a time.Â
Not that there was any point to all your worrying anyway, because when your final grade was shared at the start of march, just as the weather started to warm, you discovered that youâd passed with flying colours - just like Sukuna had said you would.Â
You really were dumb sometimes. Â
That gave way to plenty of celebration with your friends, followed by a few peaceful weeks leading up to graduation, in which you and Sukuna were free to relax together with no cloud hanging above your head.Â
At least, beyond the vague concern regarding what the hell you were supposed to do now that school had finished.Â
Sukuna was already mid-way through the interviewing process for a graduate scheme appropriate for people with engineering degrees. You were almost envious of how certain he seemed to be about his future, moving along with it mechanically like heâd always had a clear plan in mind.Â
Meanwhile, you had no idea what you were meant to do.Â
You werenât sure you were interested in some grad scheme, especially not when all the literature related schemes seemed to dump you straight into some corporate marketing job that would no doubt suck your soul after the first year. You werenât built for dealing with frustrating stakeholders and circling back - you just couldnât imagine yourself feeling happy in an office setting.Â
But that left you adrift, because with a degree like yours, what other direction were you supposed to go?
After a year that had constantly put you under pressure and left you more stressed than youâd ever been, you really wanted to enjoy some time without the weight of big decisions looming in the distance, but this wasnât one you could escape.Â
Even with all of Sukunaâs assurances that he could look after you for a while to give you a break, you knew that you didnât want to be so dependent on him in that way.Â
Youâd have to reach a conclusion soon.Â
But you tried to put your concerns aside as best as you could as graduation approached midway through March. Sukuna and all your friends seemed so happy and carefree, everyoneâs spirits high in the temperate spring weather as they celebrated their final days as students.Â
You werenât going to be the one to drag the vibes down just because you couldnât figure out what you wanted out of life. It wasnât like all your friends knew what they were going to do - they were simply living in the now and seeing where life took them.Â
After years at university you were owed a moment of peace before entering a new cycle of fretting, and thatâs what you promised yourself that graduation was going to be.
The afternoon that you finally received your degree was lovely and warm, not unlike the day that youâd first met Sukuna nearly a year prior. You were wearing a green dress beneath your robes, more ecstatic than you couldâve imagined as you walked across the stage, receiving a handshake and your diploma, which felt so precious in your hands.Â
You hadnât really expected to be there.Â
The last year, perhaps even the last few years, had felt like you were constantly trekking up a mountain with no summit, fighting just to take a single step. To some extent, youâd wondered if youâd ever come out of the other side after all the suffering that had been tossed your way.Â
But there you were - a graduate.Â
Despite it all, youâd made your way through.Â
When youâd imagined this moment in the years gone by, youâd imagined it to be a little different. Youâd expected to look out into the crowd and see both your parents, eyes shiny with pride, infinitely happy with the accomplishments of their little girl. It hurt to look towards your mom and see a stranger sitting to the left of her, in the position where your father shouldâve been.Â
He wouldâve been so proud of you.Â
Perhaps bitter disappointment shouldâve hung in your chest, and maybe under different circumstances a desperate feeling of grief mightâve overwhelmed you as you exited the stage. But as your eyes swept to the right of your mother, those sad feelings were drowned beneath the brightness of Sukunaâs smile.
He was there and he was alive.Â
The void that your fatherâs death left in your heart would never dissipate, the grief was something youâd carry with you for as long as you lived, but your heart would grow bigger around it.Â
There was still so much love for you to experience in your life, and even in your worst year, you found the best thing you ever couldâve imagined.Â
And youâd hold on to that happiness as fiercely as you knew your father had wanted you to.Â
âCongratulations sweetie!â Your mother exclaimed once youâd found her at the end of the ceremony, wrapping you up in a tight embrace. Sukuna was standing nearby, letting you have your family moment. The engineering graduation had already taken place the day before, so you were certain that his social battery was running low where sappy family matters were concerned.Â
There had been a surprisingly lovely heart to heart between him and Wasuke after heâd crossed the stage, and you could only assume that he wasnât looking for a round two of that display.Â
âOh you look so lovely, let me take a picture!â She fumbled about with her phone camera for a few moments while you waited awkwardly for her to figure it out. In the end, Sukuna had to step in and show her what to do, treating your mother with that same gentleness that he reserved for very few people. âPerfect! Get in the picture Sukuna, you should have one together.âÂ
Sukunaâs cheeks were flushed a soft shade of pink as he approached you, wrapping an arm tightly around your shoulders and pulling you close. Your mother told you to smile for the picture, but she really didnât need to - you were certain that you were already beaming.Â
Satisfied with her photo, your mother moved her attention to her phone, scrolling through the snaps sheâd taken. Meanwhile, Sukuna took the opportunity to focus on you, drawing you into a more full hug. Your face was buried into his chest, breathing in the scent that had grown so familiar to you over the last few months.Â
âIâm so proud of you.â He whispered into your hair.
âCouldnât have done it without you,â you replied. You were certain that he was going to wave that statement off, go ahead and say that it was all down to you, but that simply wasnât the truth of the matter. Without Sukuna you wouldâve fallen apart - be it from the incidents with Hiromi or from the loss of your father.Â
Heâd held you together at a time when you were right at the edge of falling apart, and you owed more to him than heâd ever understand.Â
âYouâll never have to do anything without me.â Your heart fluttered at his response, peering up at him and pushing yourself up on your tiptoes to meet him in a fleeting kiss. You were eager for more passion, to have him kiss you with the ferocity that he usually would, but youâd save that for a moment when your mother wasnât watching you.Â
âSo, still up to go out for steaks?â Your mother asked, offering the two of you a smile. âMy treat. I understand if you want to go and hang out with your friends though! I wonât be offended.âÂ
While a handful of your friends had graduated with Sukuna yesterday, most had walked the stage at the same time as you, which meant that they were also somewhere within the mess of people currently milling around on the university lawn. You imagined that most of them were probably engaged with their parents for the time being, just like you were.Â
The plan was to all meet up later anyway. Satoru and Suguru had just moved into a new apartment together and wanted to use graduation as an excuse to have everyone over, but until 8pm at least, you had no plans keeping you from grabbing steak with your mother.Â
You knew which place she wanted to go to - you hadnât been there in years, not since your parents had gotten divorced. It had been your fatherâs favourite when you were young, a steakhouse strongly entwined with dozens of memories from your childhood.Â
The perfect place to go as a celebration for stepping into real adulthood.Â
âYeah, I want to go!â You hesitated for a moment, playing with your next words in your head, wondering if it was right to voice them out loud when you were still uncertain of them. âWe should stop by the bakery on the way, since it's nearby.âÂ
Both your mother and Sukuna regarded you with surprise. It was a place that youâd avoided like the plague since your fatherâs death, visiting only a handful of times when your aunt had been doing a preliminary cleanout of the place. Since then the building had stood silent, waiting for you to make a decision on what to do with it.Â
âIfâŚyouâd like to.â Your mother was careful in her wording, clearly not sure what to make of it. Sukunaâs fingers interlaced with yours, giving your hand a soft squeeze in a silent show of support.Â
Heâd caught onto your intentions quicker than your mother had.Â
âI just- Iâve been thinking about it. Thinking about what to do with it. But I donât think Iâll really know until I go there. Today seems like as good a day as any.âÂ
Smiling, your mom offered you a nod. âIf thatâs what youâd like. Iâll go and pull the car around, you kids wait here.âÂ
Your mother scurried off through the crowd, and Sukuna gave you a tug on the hand, calling for your attention. You stared up at him through your lashes. âSounds like youâve maybe made a decision already?â He asked.Â
âMaybe.â You responded shyly, playing with his fingers. âI just want to be sure.âÂ
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Six months later you were standing in the centre of the bakery, staring up in dismay at the picture youâd hung up behind the counter. It was completely lopsided and, now youâd taken a step back, you could see that it wasnât in the central position that youâd believed it to be when standing up close.Â
The gap of wall to the right of the image was far larger than the gap on the left, leaving the framed image noticeably asymmetrical, which meant you were going to have to start again and put yet another nail in the wall.Â
Perhaps you shouldâve waited for Sukuna to get home from work like heâd suggested - hanging pictures really was a two person job, and for this one in particular it was important that you got the placement right.
It was a painting made by your father when you were young - a watercolour image depicting the outside of the very bakery that you were currently standing in. Youâd found it when you and Sukuna had finally gotten around to clearing out the apartment above, recalling a fond memory of sitting across the road at your fatherâs side, painting away on your own little canvas while he rendered the masterpiece before you.Â
The image captured a moment in time, and you could hardly believe that it had been left to gather dust in some storage cupboard upstairs. Now that he was gone, you wanted to display it as a way of honoring his memory, and where better to put it than within the bakery itself?Â
Now that you were on the path to reopening the place with your own changes, it felt nice to have something displaying how it had looked before the bakery had fallen into your hands - almost like the soul that your father had curated was still there and shining on, even if he wasnât there to tend to it himself.Â
Letting out a sigh, you walked back over to the picture and took it down, using the back of your hammer to pry the nail out from the wall. Just as you were grabbing the measuring tape to give a third attempt at aligning the image properly, the bell jingled above the door and you peered over your shoulder to see your boyfriend.Â
He looked as handsome as ever, with his pink hair a little tousled, his t-shirt sticking to him slightly thanks to the humidity which had stuck around into September. His red eyes were glimmering with interest as he observed the scene, and you were glad he hadnât walked in two minutes earlier to witness how terrible a job youâd done of hanging the painting.Â
He definitely wouldâve made fun of you.Â
âHey, baby.âÂ
âHey,â you said, throwing the measuring tape down and making a beeline for him, throwing your arms around his neck and pushing up onto your tiptoes to kiss him. âGood day?âÂ
âPretty busy - glad it's the weekend.â he said with a sigh, his fingers instantly finding solace in your hair. Heâd started his graduate scheme back in May, and while the money was good, the job was relatively demanding.Â
Relaxing into his hug, you placed a couple of gentle kisses on his neck, amused at the way that he was leaning some of his bodyweight on you in exhaustion. âI can cancel with Yuki and Choso tomorrow if you want? Satoru and Suguru will be there to help anyway so I donât think they really need us.âÂ
Sukuna scoffed. âNo, it's fine. Satoruâs useless at moving boxes, he gets too distracted by things. Iâll have more energy tomorrow, I just need a good nightâs sleep.âÂ
âIf youâre sure?âÂ
âAlways so worried about me,â he said, peering down at you with a smug smile. âSo cute.âÂ
âWell, I also donât want to move boxes so I suppose I have an ulterior motive.â You confessed with a giggle. Considering that youâd been spending all of your time clearing out and renovating a space you werenât keen to spend your weekends doing more of the same. But you did adore Yuki, and if Sukuna was still up for it, youâd still be going.Â
At least you could all hang out and have some pizza afterwards - that had been Chosoâs promise to you in exchange for helping them move.Â
âHow cunning.â He laughed, kissing you on the forehead before moving his attention to the bookshelves lining the left wall. âOh, you got more books?â Detangling himself from you, he walked over to get a closer look, scanning the additions to your collection.Â
The bookshelves were one of the many features that youâd added to the bakery over the last few months. Rather than being a grab and go bakery, you were eager to rebrand it into more of a reading cafe, integrating your passion for literature into the space and giving patrons an opportunity to settle down with a book or magazine as they whiled away the hours with a coffee and pastry.
As such, youâd bought plenty of bookcases and magazine racks, and had spent the last few weeks filling them up as best you could.Â
Youâd mostly done that with the help of your aunt, moving collections of yours and your fatherâs books down from the apartment upstairs, as well as scouring various second hand stores to buy books as cheaply as possible.Â
That project had been coming along well.Â
Youâd also used much of your inheritance to replace some of the furniture in the bakery - the tables and chairs which had been scattered haphazardly in the space before werenât the most comfortable or aesthetically appealing items, so you purchased some nicer furnishings which matched the vibe you were going for.Â
Despite the additions, the base that your father had created was still present, and you left the counter and wallpaper just as theyâd always been. You didnât want everything to disappear, you still wanted that familiarity of a place that youâd known your whole life. For that reason you were keeping the name too.Â
You were just going to market it a bit differently once you were ready to open.Â
âOh, you put Ship of Theseus down here?â He asked, scanning along the spines of the newly added books.Â
âYeah, I can put it back upstairs if you want though? I just figured since weâve both already read it we might as well leave it for someone else to take a look at.âÂ
âYeah, it's fine. It just feels nostalgic. I think I was reading that the first time I met you.âÂ
You smiled at the memory, recalling how youâd been nervously shuffling about behind the counter as Sukuna had taken a seat and brought out a book which you certainly werenât expecting a guy like him to read.Â
God, youâd been so scared of him that day heâd first walked into the bakery.Â
Now here he was, comfortably milling about in your shared space, inspecting the tiny additions that youâd made to the bakery that afternoon. Later that evening the two of you would go up to your shared apartment and cook dinner together, before watching some trashy TV, making out, and falling asleep in each otherâs arms.Â
The idea that youâd be here when youâd first met him a year and a half ago was unthinkable.Â
âWant help with the picture?â He asked, gesturing towards the counter.Â
âPlease,â You said with a nod, stepping back and letting Sukuna get to work with the measuring tape, using the level to see how the picture would look on the wall and marking out the edges on the wallpaper with a pencil. He went about it in a far more surgical manner than you did.Â
It really was better to leave it to him.Â
Hammering a nail confidently into the wall, he turned to you for a moment. âStand in the middle of the room for me, baby. You can let me know when it looks straight.â He lifted the framed painting onto the wall, adjusting it under your careful instruction until you were certain it looked right.Â
Coming over to join you and review the placement himself, he wrapped an arm around your shoulders, gazing up at the painting hanging so nicely above the counter.Â
âHappy?âÂ
You hummed, staring at it a little longer. The image always summoned a strange feeling in you - sorrow wasnât quite the right word, for it was a warmer emotion than that - perhaps longing felt closer. It was nice to know that your fatherâs hands had crafted what hung in front of you, but it made you feel desperately sad all the same.Â
âYou donât think my dad would be mad at all the changes, do you?â You asked, sweeping a hand in the direction of the bookshelves.Â
It was a worry that had tugged at the edge of your mind for a while, one of the many fears that had held you back when making the decision as to whether you even wanted to keep the bakery. You knew youâd have to make changes, knew youâd turn it into a place for you, but it was hard wrestling with the idea that it would be a desecration of his memory.Â
Perhaps you shouldâve kept it pristine, just like in the painting.Â
Your worries fled at the sound of Sukunaâs deep laugh, chuckling for a few moments before pressing a kiss to the top of your head. âBaby, you could tear this place down and I donât think heâd be mad at you. All he ever wanted was for you to be happy.âÂ
Letting out a huff of breath, you conceded to that without argument, because who could ever deny your fatherâs desires on that front?
âYeah. I guess youâre right,â You whispered, leaning closer into Sukunaâs arm, basking in his familiar warmth.
And as you stared up at the painting, in the bakery that was all yours, with the man that you loved at your side, you could finally see for the first time that you were doing exactly what your father had always wanted.
You were happy.Â
a/n: after almost a full year of writing this fic we're finally at the end. I started writing this at one of the hardest times in my life and it did so much to help me heal, it'll always hold a special place in my heart even if writing it grew difficult for me towards the end when I'd moved on from the feelings that made me write this in the first place.
I've had so many lovely messages throughout writing this fic, and I've been so moved by how many people going through grief have mentioned finding comfort in this story. I'm glad that it can provide happiness to others in the way that it did for me when writing it.
I'll probably do some one shots about these two in the future, but for now all of my focus will be on my other ongoing fic crazy in love, and a couple of other sukuna projects that I'm working on in the background.
thank you so much for reading and sticking with me throughout this journey, I appreciate all of you <3
đđˇđłđ˛đˇ â your completely (un)serious boyfriend
every single time you bend down in front of him he smacks your ass like itâs a reflex. like a doctor hitting your knee with that little hammer. he genuinely doesnât even realize heâs doing it anymore.
when you take off your shirt he hollers, âBOOBIES!â loud enough for half of the cleaner hq to hear. rudo once dropped a wrench because of it.
he got a pic of you in his pocket where you sleep with your mouth wide open, double chin included. he proudly shows it EVERYONE.
calls you baby in increasingly stupid variations. sugarbaby. babycakes. babygirl. babybel cheese. babesaurus rex.
absolutely the type to fake dramatic injuries for attention. âaughhh⌠my heartâŚâ â âwhat happened?â â âyou looked too pretty.â
if you ignore him for more than ten minutes he starts escalating. first itâs whining. then poking. then laying on top of you like a weighted blanket. âhello? hello? customer service? my girlfriend stopped loving me.â
he cannot flirt normally. ever. he points at you and goes, âthat oneâs mine btw,â like he found a cool rock.
one time he tried to kiss you smoothly and accidentally headbutted you hard enough to make both of you see stars.
obsessed with making you laugh. if you laugh so hard you snort, he acts like he just won the lottery.
if youâre cooking he WILL appear behind you and steal food straight from the pan while acting offended when you hit his hand away. âwow. abuse. in my own home.â
absolutely the kind of boyfriend who starts fake beef with inanimate objects for hurting you.âthis table got one more time to hit my girl before i square up.â
loves putting his cold hands on your skin just to hear you shriek.
kisses you mid-sentence. not romantically either. fully to shut you up because he thinks itâs funny.
every time you wear something slightly revealing he malfunctions, in a âwalking into walls because heâs staringâ way.
would 100% yell âTHATâS MY WIFE!â over the smallest accomplishments. you parallel parked successfully? THATâS MY WIFE!!!!
he treats your bra like a deadly ancient artifact whenever you ask him to unclasp it. âokay wait. hold on. i almost got it. whyâs this built like a fucking escape room?â
once tried to carry you bridal style to be romantic. immediately dropped you both onto the couch because he tripped over absolutely nothing. another time he knocked you out on the doorframe.
if youâre shorter than him he rests his chin on your head constantly. if youâre taller than him he still tries. the posture is horrendous.
shamelessly fishes for compliments. âbabe do i look sexy today?â â âyouâre wearing one sock and my shirt?â â âanswer the question.â
he sees you naked and suddenly turns into the loudest man alive. âWOOOOOOO!!!!â then rips his shirt off like in the werewolf meme.
genuinely thinks couple arguments can be solved with snacks and cuddles. âokay but what if we held hands and got noodles instead?â
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