im here

i love introverted marlene. she plays guitar and football, listens to the velvet underground, has a sketchebook with drawings of her friends, wears funky socks and cuts her own hair (always a bit too short)

one time when jegulus went out for dessert in the early stage of their relationship, regulus asked for two spoons and james was so offended by it bc wdym you had your entire tongue in my mouth but won’t share my spoon?? he was all pouty and petty—if regulus tried to touch him, he would go “oh careful i should order you another spoon before you touch my bare skin!! the horror!!” and well long story short regulus took james to the bathroom and went down on him for the first time. james was now whining for different reasons

and i’m never not thinking about remus lupin being objectively a weird nerdy guy but his friends think he is so cool because he is himself and that’s the coolest thing you can do. he has really strong opinions on the way his socks should feel on the inside, and how many minutes earl grey tea should be steeped. he keeps a journal and a common place book and writes quotes down from the books he’s always reading. he fights for the equality of all creatures and reads communist and liberationist theory. he’s the editor for the hogwarts newspaper. he’s the commentator for quidditch matches. everyone loves him. sometimes he hates himself, sometimes he self harms, sometimes he says things he doesn’t mean and does things he regrets. he smokes weed not just because of the pain but because he’s a teenage boy who likes to get high. he helps anyone out that asks, and everyone knows if they need help they should ask remus. he wanted to be a writer, or a librarian, or a professor doing research. he loves sirius and james and peter. he secretly prefers vanilla ice cream to chocolate. he has to take like 5 potions every morning because he’s chronically ill. eggs make him feel nauseous. he loves music and he cries to songs and he dances around the dorm to his favorites when his joints allow him to. he loves a thrift store. i love him.

pool boy James asking middle-aged Remus if he's married or happily married in a very very flirty tone

i thought i was a multishipper turns out james potter is just a slut who can be shipped with anybody

you can pry transfem pandora from my cold, dead hands

being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready

People who hate Sirius Black don’t understand what it’s like to be sixteen and furious and full of grief you can’t name.

Does anyone else have an list of 10-15 untouchable thoughts that if you let yourself remeber or think about them for even a second it’s excruciating or is this a me thing

imagine how good it must feel to press a gun to your temple after a bad day and just hold it there with your eyes closed for a few minutes before sighing and putting it away

craziest thing about jerejean is that the stress smoker of the relationship is somehow not the french bisexual guy

everyone moved on from perverts but i’m still here…..i’m still here……..