We can't escape the consequence

This is how my life is now. With true friends.

students: ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I can’t be alone, because I’m weak. I’m pathetic. I’m not like you. You’re strong. You can be happy when you’re alone, and you don’t need a relationship. Still, everyone loves you, and you just hop from one relationship to the next, leaving when you decide you’re being mistreated, making those left behind wish they had never been born. It’s not like being alone affects you anyway. You’ve never been truly alone. Everything is my fault, but that doesn’t change the facts. You hurt me a lot. Everything bad that happens is because of me, and society has taught me to blame every problem on myself.  I know I’m not helping, but I’m only doing this because my life is so unbearable. It hurts, and I can no longer control my feelings.