Last post.
I still had 170 posts in my queue but I went ahead and disabled it just now. Having spent tonight scrolling through the entirety of my feed to make sure I didn’t “miss” anything, it’s obvious that the temptation to keep myself distracted that comes from having my account logged on is just too much. So I’ll be logging off my account right after this is posted. I will also not be cross-posting my instagram posts on here anymore(but feel free to follow my account if you happen to enjoy seeing my work!)
If for whatever reason we’re mutuals and you’d prefer to maintain contact through Facebook, please feel free to message me for a link. I’ll keep my account sign on through the shitty phone app for some time. I changed the notification settings so that I’ll still be notified on my phone whenever I receive messages or replies.
The main reason I’ve continued using this site for as long as I have is not because the neat content I’d come across from time to time but because of all the neat people. Even my last relationship was a direct result of frequenting tumblr, something I will forever cherish and be thankful for. Seeing so many freely chose to be emotionally vulnerable on here has always been a source of great comfort and made me feel a little less alone through my own struggles.
I’m sorry if this is of any inconvenience but I need to heal. I can’t do that with an archive full of emotional pain and sadness so freely available to me. I don’t know when or even if I’ll return to this account but it’s time to disconnect for now. If I do, it will be when I am a better person.
Goodbye.
