A boy trapped in the body of a man

This used to be a really fun, energetic place where I let go of my real life and jumped into something wonderful. Besides the fact practically everyone has given up, the drama, the hate and the never ending gossip circle we have running here has made it impossible for me to enjoy being on Alex. It’s made it impossible for me to want to connect with people. I’ve watched so many of my close friends, both in character and out, abandon these characters they’ve built up, whether it be caused by a fight, by the other people here, or their own free will. I’m not dropping Alex. I’m not abandoning anyone. But I do have a lot going on with school. (I take 21 credits, work two jobs and run a college newspaper. I’m stressed out 8 days of the week.) I guess that’s where my head needs to be at right now. I want to wait because I know this place will flourish again. Slowly, but surely, people will surface around here again and hopefully make it a little less depressing. Currently, my will to be here is low. But knowing me, it’ll be back. I’m still always on kik: n0toriousawg and if you have my number, shit, text me. I’m not leaving roleplay. I’m taking a much needed break from the tumblr aspect and I hope everyone understands. (Well, those of you still here, anyway.)