Nothing Is Ever Good Enough

Sometimes I like to be on my own, Enjoy my own company, I know I am never alone, It is loud enough in my head. I keep telling myself this is just a dream, Or that it will never be the way it seems, I love you and I want it back, I want it, I want your love back. I climb into bed, Wishing you were here, Thoughts running around my head, I told you even if I am on my own, I am never, ever alone. One day I wish you will wake up, Look me in the eye and tell me everything will be okay, I want to believe you, I want to believe what you say. Every song I hear, I can relare to you, Makes me think about you and me, I just want you to see, See me through the day, And tell me everything's going to be okay. My mind is never asleep, I think about you day and night, I want to make everything alright, Between us, I want to know where I stand, So take my hand; Look me in the eyes and tell me, Tell me what you see, Do you feel the way I do, Do you feel it too? Tell me what you want from me, Look into the unknown and tell us where to go, I think I need you, But you're pulling me to and fro. I know how I feel, I am never alone, I have you in my mind, Even if I can't have you; Asleep in my bed, You will always be there, Awake in my head. I wrote this myself hoping one day it will make sense to you. I love you ♡