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I wish it was all a dream.

I wish what you did to me wasn't real.

I wish I didn't always feel like this.

because I don't feel real.

but what you did to me,

feels more real than ever.

I can feel your fist in my hair

I can feel you here

yet I cannot feel sad

I cannot cry

and you'll never know that this is what you did to me.

the separation of mind and body.

I wish I could feel something.

but all I am left with is flashbacks in this empty body I take up space in.

I am not real.

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if i could be a different person i promise you i would

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Reblog if your pro recovery. Whether you’re in it or not

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Susan Sontag, Reborn

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I wish I wasn't so good at dissapearing from life but god does it feel so good

I can't say it but God I would die to have you hold a knife to my throat and watch me squirm

I hate this feeling. sitting, so weak, no motivation to do anything about it.

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got a text from my ex saying she's going to send me my stuff back and God it hurts. I left her but I miss her sm

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