destiny is calling me

Miranda: You were upset. I should have heard that. I just got defensive and upset and you didn't really do anything. You're allowed to be insecure and jealous. You're not stupid babe I promise you aren't. I'm just so upset that I hurt you and I was so mean to you

Miranda: You didn't do anything. I got upset, but you didn't do it. I know you've never done anything to make me think you don't think highly of me. I just, I don't always think highly of me, and sometimes I project that. I think highly of you, too. I promise

Miranda: I'm so sorry I ruined everything. You were so sweet and I just ruined everything

Miranda: Could we maybe skype sometime soon? I miss you

Harry: You were upset too. It was neither of our finest moments. But we'll learn from this and we'll do better next time and we'll take better care of each other's emotions. That's the best we can do.

Harry: It's really okay.

Harry: I know that you do and sometimes I worry that you think too highly of me. I'm not perfect. I'm going to mess up again and hurt your feelings and I'm going to feel terrible about it for days afterwards.

Harry: You didn't ruin it. We just had a little road bump. There will be other nights in with flowers and fruit, I can promise you that.

Douglas: Yeah that's probably smart. You're not an asshole, mate.

Douglas: Of course. You can always come over.

Harry: I feel like one.

Douglas: I'm sure she gets that, or will get it, she just got defensive. Ouch. I'm maybe small but I don't think I'd handle that well. I'm sure you'll get the chance to explain to her what you meant.

Douglas: Like I said it would have upset me too.

Douglas: You could compost them? Turn them into potpourri. Or you could just come over to my place and we'll call a cleaning service in the morning.

Harry: I feel like I should give her space instead of trying right away to talk to her but it sucks. I just feel like an asshole.

Harry: Yeah.

Miranda: I'm not upset with you. I'm upset with me. I shouldn't have gotten so mad at you. If it were the other way around, I would have been upset, too. I'm insecure and kind of messed up and I'm used to being on the defense, and none of those things are excuses, it's just the truth and I feel like you deserve that. Orlando doesn't and has never been on your level. I get that because I feel that way too but he's not a threat. And I did tell him that I'm actually seeing someone on the down low, and he was really cool about it, if it's any consolation

Miranda: I'm sorry I hurt you. I know that I did and it was low and mean and petty of me and you did nothing to deserve that. You're a really good man, and you're really good to me. I'm really very messy and I'm not really good at relationships and I'm really sorry. I'm really really sorry

Miranda: I forgive you and I'm sorry

Miranda: I miss you so much and I feel kind of pathetic for it but I do

Miranda: I'm sorry I overreacted

Harry: It's okay. I didn't really articulate what I was feeling very well. I was just upset and insecure and jealous. I promise I'll work on that so it won't happen again. I feel really stupid for getting so upset about it. It was really foolish of me and you didn't deserve to be lashed out at like that. I'm really sorry.

Harry: We both said some hurtful things. I'm really sorry about it too. I think very highly of you and I would never want you to think otherwise. I think you're amazing and special and so deserving and I'm really sorry I didn't show that.

Harry: I forgive you too.

Harry: It's okay, I miss you a pathetic amount too. I hate how we left things and how long it'll be before I see you again.

Harry: I know you're probably still upset with me and it's okay if you are. I shouldn't have looked at your phone and I should have been much clearer about what was bothering me instead of just getting so angry. I just get really jealous sometimes and I don't feel like I can compete with someone like Orlando Bloom who seems to know things about you that I don't. But I understand that of course you're allowed to be friends with whoever you want. I'm not trying to say that you aren't. I'm not trying to take that away from you. I want you to have friends and be happy. I shouldn't have reacted the way that I did and I'm so incredibly sorry about that. And I'm sorry for ruining your special night.

Harry: And also for how I brought up Suki but I didn't do that to hurt you. I genuinely thought that you knew about her but that's not an excuse. I'm really sorry and I miss you.

Harry: I hope you're having fun in Paris.

Douglas: Oh no. I'm sure she'll get over it. Was she just mad about the phone thing? Seems a bit much.

Harry: I think she thinks that I don't trust her but it's not that. I just don't trust Orlando. And then she started to say stuff like, listing off all these other people she's slept with and acting like I was judging her but I really was just trying to say that I was upset about how Orlando was acting.

Harry: That text just upset me and I just went about it all wrong.

Douglas: You don't think she'll be receptive? Or you don't want to?

Douglas: Do you think you can talk to her about it later?

Douglas: Yeah, that's fair. I'd be upset too.

Douglas: Wow. That's something. What did she say to him? Do you think she doesn't like the bracelet? Is it not really about the bracelet?

Harry: She didn't text him back because I had her phone and read the message.

Douglas: It's okay. I'm not mad about it.

Douglas: Do you wanna talk about it?

Harry: I just don't get it. Like, I feel like I should get to be hurt that she's letting this guy flirt with her and think she's single. I also feel like I should be able to express that.

Harry: Granted, I was a little harsh when I brought it up but Orlando Bloom's fucking texting her and saying flirty things and commenting that she doesn't like sapphires when I just bought her a sapphire bracelet.

Douglas: I mean maybe idk anything but fine doesn't usually mean fine.

Douglas: You didn't interrupt my night.

Harry: I mean obviously if you already know something happened then your night was interrupted by this.

Douglas: Hey man are you okay?

Harry: I'm fine.

Douglas: I'm not saying hers wasn't. I'm just saying I didn't anticipate it. I thought I'd just be like wow you won't believe the crazy day I had and we'd sit and talk and order some food or something. So I didn't handle it the way I should have.

Douglas: I have to sleep.

Harry: It'll all work out mate. She loves you.

Douglas: Probably. But I wouldn't be mad at her.

Douglas: I was going to just go to her place for lunch. I can bring flowers after work too.

Harry: People have different reactions. They're all valid.

Douglas: Look man I already got the lecture I know.

Douglas: I should have called! Obviously! But I didn't. I didn't think it'd be a big deal.

Douglas: Idk yet but I'll figure it out.

Harry: I'm just saying. If she was two hours late with no call wouldn't you be upset?

Douglas: She needs space. And I'm so exhausted. I know that's a shit excuse but I am.

Douglas: 7

Harry: You were two hours late and you didn't call?

Douglas: Yeah I got that.

Douglas: I'm sure she does it's just a bummer. We haven't fought before and I miss her already. 9.

Harry: This is your first fight? That's rough. Maybe just go after her then?