She/her. 33. You can call me Lily. :) Writer, overthinker and yapper | Requests: closed (temporarily). Asks are welcome. :) Multifandom but mostly HSR and Genshin at the moment. | Not caught up with HSR at the moment: No spoilers please!! | #mirrorwritings
Last updated: June 4, 2026 (will be updated regularly)
Welcome to my masterlist! :) Browse what calls to you, skip what doesn't. This is a safe space, I promise. 💙
About Me.
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Latest Works:
✧ There You Are — Phainon | 1.8k | Fluff. Self Aware AU. Fourth Wall Breaking.
✧ Stories We Tell Ourselves — Phainon. Anaxa. Dan Heng. Separate | 2.9k | Fluff. Soft Romance. Storytelling as Connection.
✧ One More — Phainon | 1.1k | Tooth-Rotting Fluff. Clingy Phainon. Established Relationship.
✧ The Logistics of Falling in Love — Varka | 2.1k | Fluff. Shy Reader. Reader Still Makes Advances.
✧ Gold, and the Shape of Home — Phainon | 4.6k | Fluff. Early Relationship. Aedes Elysiae Setting.
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Request Rules
REQUESTS: temporarily CLOSED while I catch up on existing ones. I’ll update the status here when they reopen. 💙
Asks, thoughts, brainrot and yapping are always welcome. I write on a whim whenever inspiration hits, and I love to yap in general, so feel free to hop into my inbox. :)
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Navigation: This masterlist is structured by character and then by work type (drabbles/shortfics, oneshots, headcanons). I included separate character masterlists for the characters I write a lot for and will expand those over time.
List of my works under the cut.
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HONKAI: STAR RAIL
Character x Reader
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PHAINON
-> Phainon Masterlist
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ANAXAGORAS
-> Anaxa Masterlist
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MYDEI
-> Mydei Masterlist
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JING YUAN
-> Jing Yuan Masterlist
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DAN HENG
-> Dan Heng Masterlist
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AVENTURINE
-> Aventurine Masterlist
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SUNDAY
Oneshots:
The Angel Who Stayed (Guardian Angel AU. Modern AU. Angel!Sunday. Forbidden Love. Yearning. Learning Humanity Through You. Getting Together) (Wc: 3028)
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Headcanons:
How Sunday Falls in Love and What He Desires (Wc: 5400)
The First Time With Him (Loss of Virginity) (Wc: 741)
The Gospel of Touch (NSFW headcanons) (Smut. NSFW. MDNI. Worship dynamics. Control/surrender themes. Soft bondage mentions. Biting/marking) (Wc: 2393)
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BOOTHILL
Headcanons:
What He Sees In You (Phainon. Anaxa. Mydei. Dan Heng. Boothill. Separate) (Reader feels insecure about their looks because of past bullying. Comfort. Protection) (Wc: 1721, about 340 per guy)
When You Go E6S5 For Him (And He Realizes It) (Self Aware Characters, F2P Reader, extreme dedication) (Wc: 1084, about 270 per guy)
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BLADE
Drabbles/Shortfics:
To Soothe The Unbroken (Stellaron Hunter!Reader, reader has healing powers, Mara struck Blade) (Wc: 918)
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Headcanons:
When You Pat Him On the Head and Tell Him You‘re Proud of Him (Anaxa. Dan Heng. Aventurine. Blade. Dr. Ratio. Separate) (Wc: 1089 in total)
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DR. RATIO
Drabbles/Shortfics:
Bookmark Behavior Under Novel Conditions (Family Fluff. Dad Ratio. Rainy Day Vibes. Established Relationship. Soft Dr Ratio. Dr Ratio Being Dr Ratio. Children. Slice of Life. Bedtime Stories) (Wc: 842)
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Headcanons:
Which Body Features He Notices When He Stops Pretending Not To (Headcanons + Snippet) (Slightly suggestive. SFW) (Wc: 647)
When You Pat Him On the Head and Tell Him You‘re Proud of Him (Anaxa. Dan Heng. Aventurine. Blade. Dr. Ratio. Separate) (Wc: 1089 in total)
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SAMPO
Drabbles/Shortfics:
For Once, Nowhere To Run (Female Reader. Soft Intimacy. Established Relationship. Tenderness, Vulnerability. MDNI. Smut (Slow and Sweet Lovemaking). NSFW. Emotional Connection. (Wc: 1450)
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ARGENTI
Headcanons:
When You Go E6S5 For Him (And He Realizes It) (Self Aware Characters, F2P Reader, extreme dedication ) (Wc: 1084, about 270 per guy)
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JIAOQIU
Drabbles/Shortfics:
The Right Kind of Warmth (Fluff. Hurt/Comfort. Established Relationship. Exhaustion. Soft Jiaoqiu. Gentle Care. Cooking As Love Language. Touch As Comfort. Massage) (Wc: 791)
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CASTORICE
Drabbles/Shortfics:
The Shape of Nearness (Fluff. Platonic or Romantic (Ambiguous). Comfort. Soft Moments. Emotional Intimacy. Indirect Touch) (Wc: 1052)
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GENSHIN IMPACT
Character x Reader
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VARKA
-> Varka Masterlist
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FLINS
Oneshots:
In the Lanternlight (Romantic Tension. Mutual Pining. Touch-Starved Flins. Emotional Vulnerability. First Kiss. Confession (Kind Of). Light Humor (Flins Being Flins) (Wc: 4486)
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ALHAITHAM
Oneshots:
The Kiss Bet (Fluff. Slow Burn. Female Reader. Friends to Lovers. Intellectual Equals. Banter. Academic Flirting. Tension. Mutual Pining. Kiss Bet. Intellectual Intimacy. Confession. Getting Together. Alhaitham Being Alhaitham) (Wc: 14320)
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WRIOTHESLEY
Headcanons:
Which Body Features He Cherishes The Most (Anaxa. Mydei. Wriothesley. Separate) (Wc: 953, about 300 per guy)
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You know how I said I wrote a short Varka Pirate AU?
Well. I need to accept that Varka has a very specific effect on my writing. 😭
Every single time I think: “This will be a short fic.” And every single time Varka appears somewhere in the distance and goes:
“Interesting. Have you considered emotional slow burn, tension, and at least one life-changing conversation?”
And somehow I always fall for it.
So yes. In between all the Phainon yearning, the inbox shenanigans, the missing hours, and my attempts to progress the HSR story, I somehow got completely sidetracked by a pirate captain and a mermaid.
I regret nothing.
So please bear with me while I disappear into pirate and mermaid brainrot for a little while longer. :D
I haven’t forgotten the asks sitting in my inbox and I fully intend to get back to some of them over the weekend. Unfortunately my thoughts are currently running in approximately seventeen different directions at once and most of them involve the sea.
I am so excited about this story right now. Which is both wonderful and deeply inconvenient because every time I think I’m finished, my brain goes: “But what if one more scene?”
So if you’ve ever wondered what happens when I rediscover one of my oldest favorite genres while also writing Varka… apparently this.
The funny thing is that this idea has actually been sitting in my inbox for months. Back then I wasn’t really in a summer mood yet. Now, however, I’ve been spending more time outside, thinking about the sea, adventures, old stories, and all sorts of things that made me dream when I was younger.
I used to love mermaids. I still do.
I used to love pirate stories. I still do.
I had an old PC game where I was a pirate captain building up a fortress on an island and apparently some part of my brain never recovered from that experience. :D
I also dressed up as Ariel when I was younger, including the red hair. :D
So when I started writing this, I think I accidentally rediscovered exactly why I loved these stories in the first place.
Lonely mermaids. Dangerous waters. Lost treasures. Impossible romances. Adventure.
The feeling that the world is bigger than what you can see.
And unfortunately Varka fits into this sort of story ridiculously well.
The result ended up being longer than intended (which will surprise absolutely nobody who has been following me for a while). And it could have become much longer. But for now I’m actually happy with where I left it.
It feels complete enough to stand on its own while still leaving room for possibility.
And perhaps that is fitting for an adventure story. After all, some journeys are more exciting when you know there are still horizons left to explore. 🏴☠️🌊
Anyway.
This feels like a very summer story to me. And maybe also a reminder that sometimes it is okay to simply enjoy the things you enjoy without apologizing for them.
Because apparently all it took was one pirate captain and one mermaid for me to remember exactly why I loved these stories so much in the first place.
Even if those things involve mermaids, pirates, and Varka looking entirely too good standing on the deck of a ship. (Heh.) :D
I’m currently planning to post the fic this weekend. At least that is the plan. (We all know how these things tend to go once Varka gets involved. 😭)
Hi again! Same lurker anon that called you kind a little bit ago. I’d like to start by saying that I’m glad my words could cheer you up. I hope your days since then have been a little bit brighter :)
Another thing I really like about your works is that I always feel like I learn something from them. I realized this when I was reading your most recent batch of one-shots, so I wanted to tell you I thought it.
Personally, I never had an interest in mythology aside from finding the communication and overall social aspect of it cool, and history wasn’t my strongest subject (unfortunately, my memory leaves much to be desired haha), but the way you explained these tales piqued my interest. It seems obvious to me now, but I’ve never really thought about how the piece reflects the time period. It feels like something I should’ve understood given my interest in old artists, but I never quite made that association with literature. It’s really fascinating, now that I’m thinking about it. Every single story is a reflection of the author’s circumstances, whether it be their commentary, thought experiments, or otherwise. I always liked how ingrained humans are in art, and thinking about literature from this angle really puts into perspective that those authors were people like you and me. Your work this time reminded me that those credited names aren’t just letters strapped together to be glossed over in favor of reading a story. They were people, too, with their own lived experiences. Your writing is the same, which I’m sure is why I still believe you must be a kind person.
This feels like such an ordinary realization to have, and in a way I think I already believed it without thinking it, but you’ve made me stop to really formulate my thoughts about it. I want to thank you for that.
In other, less monumental, news: Varka was real cute in Lohen’s teaser, right? One of my favorite things about him is that steady confidence he has behind his every word. We got to see that demeanor again, so I’m very satisfied. Thank you, Lohen!
I hope your day today has many good moments.
Hi again anon! :) Oh wow. Thank you so much for yet another lovely message. 💙
I’m especially happy that you feel like you’ve learned something from my fics. That’s such a lovely compliment for me. I always smile when people tell me that something I wrote comforted them, made them laugh, affected them emotionally, or simply made them think a little differently about something. So really, thank you for telling me this.
And I’m particularly happy that this was your reaction to those mythology and story-related fics because I was very aware that I had gone full nerd mode while writing them. :D
I knew they were a little more niche than some of my other works, and I kept wondering whether I had perhaps included too many details. So hearing that those aspects resonated with you means a lot.
As for what you mentioned: I don’t actually think that realization is as ordinary as you make it sound.
Stories absolutely deserve to exist on their own, of course. They should be able to stand independently and speak to readers in different ways. But I also think there’s something fascinating about remembering that every story was created by a real person living in a specific time and place.
Someone who had worries, hopes, beliefs, frustrations, dreams. And especially throughout history, writing was not always easy or safe. There are so many examples of authors, poets, playwrights, and artists finding ways to express ideas despite restrictions, expectations, or difficult circumstances. I’ve always found that deeply admirable.
History was actually one of my favorite subjects in school. I loved learning about it, especially Ancient History, although I enjoyed almost all of it. I was one of those people who really liked memorizing dates and events. :D
And from there my interest naturally expanded into literature (although my love for literature existed before that, of course), art, mythology, and all sorts of related topics.
One of the earliest examples I remember was actually The Picture of Dorian Gray. I became very interested in Oscar Wilde himself and the world he lived in, and that curiosity just kept expanding from there.
And during my studies I spent a lot of time analyzing works in exactly this way. Looking at how knowledge, culture, beliefs, and historical circumstances shaped what people wrote and why they wrote it.
Eventually it became something I started doing automatically whenever I encountered a work that fascinated me.
Ah, but now I’m rambling. :D
What I really want to say is that I’m very happy my fics and my thoughts encouraged you to look at stories from that angle. And I’m even happier that it led you to such kind thoughts about me. Thank you for that.
And as for Varka: yes. Absolutely. :D His confidence is one of the things that never fails to affect me. There is something so steady and reassuring about it.
And really, I’ve been experiencing my own Varka missing hours again lately, which probably explains why I somehow ended up diving headfirst into a Pirate Varka AU that became much longer than originally intended. 😭
Apparently giving that man a ship only made the problem worse.
Thank you again for your lovely message, anon. I hope your days have been bright as well, and I hope you’re continuing to enjoy your hobbies and all the little things that inspire you. :)
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love the end of the two towers where gandalf looks into the sunset talking bout "yea frodo had to go it alone it was his destiny and there is no changing it he will be ok 😌✨" and aragorn is like "sam went with him btw" and gandalf is like "oh fuck thank god"
There is no drug on earth that can replicate the absolute euphoria of hitting a writing flow state at 2:00 AM. You aren’t even typing anymore. You are a vessel. You are a channel for the gods. The characters are speaking directly into your brain and you’re just the stenographer trying to keep up. You feel like you could fight a bear. You feel like you invented the alphabet
-🧋anon
Many a day, Phainon the Deliverer is called away to throw his body into combat while leaving his heart at home with his lover.
And said lover, his Dawnlight, was left to yearn for him in increasingly odd ways during his absences. First, it was filling their home with blue, white, and gold flowers that suspiciously mirrored the colors of Phainon's outfit. After that, it was puppysitting a litter of pups that they conveniently named after Phainon in some way (Snowy - because of their snow white fur, of course; Puppynon - a fan of the Deliverer named them such and Reader couldn't refuse; Pienon [the Devourer] - because they were determined to steal pies from the bakery; Clawslana - it came to them in a dream, which they choose to blame on Oronyx). Then it was taking up baking and baking scarily accurate cookies in Phainon's image.
Every time Phainon came home to these scenes, he was left feeling touched at being missed so dearly as well as struck with amusement so fierce he could barely contain his laughter. But this time, his Dawnlight was coping with his absence in a very peculiar way.
One day, during Phainon's recent call to duty, a mysterious merchant had begun peddling dolls in the image of the Deliverer (although those clinging to dignity called them "figurines"). If the Phainon cookies were scarily accurate, then the dolls were even more so to the point where one could say someone had shrunk the real Phainon and made copies of him. Reader was awestruck by the close resemblance the dolls had to their lover, but at the same time, was filled with unease at the idea of other people having something so well crafted in the hands of others! So they did something completely rational - they spent an unknown amount of balance coins buying all 12 Phainon dolls available.
At first, they were giddy! Reader placed all 12 Phainon dolls in the living room surrounded by the blue, white, and gold flowers and some of the Phainon cookies. But then they realized it was starting to look like a shrine to Phainon which quickly snapped them out of their yearning haze. Reader looked for the merchant the next day and asked if they could return all the dolls or at least most of them. But the merchant said they didn't have to worry about returning them because "all shall bid farewell to one". Reader was obviously confused, but the merchant cryptically said they would understand soon.
After returning home, Reader saw all 12 dolls exactly where they had left them. But after turning away for a moment and looking back, only one of the 12 Phainon dolls remained! They wondered if some master thief had snuck in and stolen the other dolls, but then they started attributing the entire situation to either Bartholos or Cipher. With a groan, they took the remaining Phainon doll and set it beside them on the couch while they read. A minute later, the Phainon doll's head was turned in a position it wasn't in before, facing Reader as if asking, "What are you reading?"
In the coming days, the Phainon doll would be in the strangest places and positions. While Reader cooked in the kitchen, the Phainon doll would be on the counter behind them, even though they had left the doll on the couch a good distance away. When Reader was in the garden, the Phainon doll was suddenly inches away next to a trowel they were about to grab. When coming out of the bathroom, the Phainon doll would be waiting right outside the door.
When turning in for the night, Reader would put the doll on a nightstand. But whenever they woke up - in the morning or in the middle of the night - the Phainon doll would be right next to them in the bed. If Reader ever tried putting the doll in different places or genuinely misplaced the doll, they would always find it back in the bed she shared with the real Phainon. It even ended up in their bag whenever they went shopping! Befuddled by the situation, but just choosing the blame the Trickery Titan, Reader decided to roll with it.
And then Phainon finally comes home. Naturally, he goes looking for his Dawnlight only to find a doll perfectly replicated in his image in his bed. The laughs were already coming out of him when Reader came up behind him. Phainon was only able to point to the doll and ask "…Why?" just for Reader to say, "That's his bed." as if that perfectly explained things.
This was too much for Phainon. He was left laughing on the floor and clutching his sides. By the time he was finished, he was still chuckling, but Reader was able to explain the whole mess with all the dolls and the remaining one that followed them around all day. The whole thing was undeniably hilarious to Phainon. The fact that his Dawnlight was compelled to buy 12 dolls of him in the first place would make him laugh for weeks to comes. However, he would soon feel threatened by his doll duplicate, jealous that they had kept Reader company in his absence and even followed them around the house. He knew it was strange, but he couldn't help but see the doll as his rival.
One day, Reader would realize the Phainon doll was nowhere to be found. They asked Phainon if they had seen it, only for him to mysteriously say he had taken care of it. And neither of them ever saw the doll again (Explanation: Phainon got Cipher to take the doll back).
Hi again 🧋 anon! :) OMG. When you asked me whether you should weave me a story about the haunted Phainon doll, I had absolutely no idea it would end up being this wholesome, hilarious, mysterious, and heartfelt all at once.
You are such a good storyteller. I was intrigued the entire way through, but I was also giggling constantly. And I think this is such a perfect bedtime story. It feels a little magical, a little absurd (in the best way), and incredibly endearing.
This really helped me this week when I wasn’t feeling great. I’ve reread it several times already and it never fails to make me smile.
What makes me laugh is that while reading it, I kept thinking that this feels like exactly the kind of story Phainon himself would invent for Reader. The kind he would tell while lying beside them or read aloud with that warm voice of his.
So please take that as one of the highest compliments I can give. :) ☀️
And omg, there are so many details in here that I loved. I will put them under the cut:
First of all: the fact that you included the puppies and the cookies from the yearning reader fics absolutely took me out. The continuity! The dedication! 😂
And then there are TWELVE dolls. Which immediately made me think of the Coreflames and somehow made the entire thing even funnier.
Also, the image of Reader accidentally creating what is essentially a Phainon shrine is both hilarious and completely understandable. Reader is already with him and yet somehow still manages to miss him so much that they end up buying twelve dolls. I honestly get it. :D
The merchant was also wonderful. The ominous prophecy-like warning fits Amphoreus so well and had me laughing because somehow it sounds exactly like the sort of thing someone in that setting would say with a completely straight face.
And then the mystery begins! The disappearing dolls.
The one remaining doll. The doll constantly appearing in places it absolutely should not be.
The fact that it somehow always ends up back in the bed (that is so Phainon, really).
I loved every second of it.
But Phainon’s reaction absolutely finished me. The image of him coming home, finding the doll in his bed, and immediately dissolving into laughter is so vivid in my mind.
His laugh is so contagious that I feel like Reader would end up laughing too. Or kissing him. Or both. Probably both. 😭 (In my mind they would end up kissing Phainon very eagerly… and they would end up rolling over the floor. And alternatively or additionally, Phainon would kiss Reader to remind them that the real Phainon can never be replaced by a mere doll. :D)
And then the fact that he eventually becomes jealous of the doll is SO HIM. Because of course he would.
The doll kept Reader company. The doll followed Reader everywhere. The doll got to spend time with Reader while he was away.
Naturally, Phainon decides that this tiny replica has become a rival.
I cannot explain why this makes perfect sense, but it absolutely does. And then the ending. The fact that he gets Cipher involved to remove the doll is both an amazing reference to canon and one of the funniest possible solutions.
Reader: “Have you seen the doll?”
Phainon: “I’ve taken care of it.” (Or he would just feign innocence.) :D
Seriously, though. Thank you for this.
It felt like a gift. I shall treasure it like my own Phainon doll.
(Well. I do have the little Hoyo plushie. The only fandom plushie I’ve ever bought. But now you’ve got me thinking I might need more Phainons around the house. :D)
Thank you again for sharing this with me. It brought me so much joy. ☀️
Lily 💙
P.S. I also have the distinct feeling that after the initial laughter died down, Reader and Phainon would proceed to have a completely serious discussion about the doll’s merits.
Reader: “The doll never complained.”
Phainon: “The doll also cannot cook.”
Reader: “The doll stayed where I left it.”
Phainon: “That is because the doll lacks free will.”
Reader: “The doll listened to me.”
Phainon: “I am listening right now.”
Reader: “The doll slept in my bed.”
Phainon: “…I am beginning to understand why I found it suspicious.”
And once they are cuddled up in bed at night:
Reader: “I just missed you so much, Phai. The doll was good company.”
Phainon: “I can assure you that the original model remains available.”
Reader: “You’re jealous of a doll.”
Phainon: “I am winning against a doll.”
P.P.S. On another note: I also read your other Phainon brainrot ask and it gave me entirely too many thoughts. Seriously, this is the kind of Phainon behavior that would just… affect me so much. 😭 I love your energy. Rest assured that I will return with an appropriately detailed reply and the required amount of Phainon menace behavior. :D
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I've been wondering, in the Wishbearer series, are Phainon and Reader in a romantic relationship as of part 4, but just haven't acted on their physical desires?
Hi anon! :) Thank you for your interest in The Wishbearer and for your question. :)
I wouldn’t call it a romantic relationship yet (and I don’t think they would either). By Part 4, they have both developed very strong feelings for each other and are becoming increasingly aware of them, but they haven’t actually defined anything. There is still a lot of uncertainty between them, and of course Phainon is still dealing with the curse and everything that comes with it.
Part 3 also ended on rather bad terms, with Phainon essentially trying to pull away from the connection and return to his duties. So when they meet again in Part 4 (or at the end of part 3, technically), it’s actually the first time they see each other in reality after all of that.
A lot of Part 4 is about them finally allowing themselves to acknowledge certain feelings and desires that had been building for quite a while. That’s why the chapter focuses so much on closeness, physical affection, and all those little moments that feel intimate without necessarily crossing every line.
In a way, they both treat that night as a small refuge from everything else. Their own little world for a few hours, while the curse and the god are still very much present in the background.
So I’d say they’re at the stage where they both want something more and are starting to hope for it, but neither of them would call it a relationship yet.
That being said… there will definitely be more developments in Part 5… :)
Hope that helps, and I hope you’ll continue to enjoy the series!