#moon anon

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-@crescentmoon-anon

`*The King picks them up by the scruff, VERY displeased.*

-moon anon

Touch-starved Anaxa, who didn't even realize it until he had someone to hold hands with, or lean against, or... well, anything, really. Who thought he didn't need contact, who didn't actively want or seek it out for a good part of his life, and whose pride doesn't always allow him to verbalize it in a direct manner.

Touch-starved Reader, who does know they are, but is so accustomed to denial and being physically shrugged off that they don't know how to ask even for presence, let alone to be held. Who, whenever someone asks to hug them, says no, because they inevitably start crying each time they're held. Who, when a hand rests on their shoulder, finds that they want to lean into the touch, and reflexively jerks away instead.

Touch-starved Reader who eventually starts to take small, quiet steps. Gently grabbing the hem of Anaxa's sleeve, even if they look away while doing so; linking their pinkies; placing the crown of their head against his back. And for them, these small actions, seemingly insignificant to most, are in actuality significant signs of trust.

Touch-starved Anaxa who begins to say, "come here," not only because he learns his beloved's habits, and not only when they seek it in those understated ways, but for himself as well. Who reaches out—tentatively at first, eventually more certain—and learns to connect in ways he was never inclined to before. And for him, this is a significant sign of trust.

Two touch-starved people who, despite not knowing how to connect at first, learning that skill. Slowly, awkwardly at first, but together.

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Hi again 🌔 anon! :) Ahh… I really loved reading this. You always manage to approach things in such a thoughtful and nuanced way, and this idea in particular feels very true to Anaxa.

and i don't like talking to my friends. and im not sure what to do about that.

the solution of just "doing it anyway" cause i feel like im "in too deep" is kind of hell? ive finally found a word why i don't enjoy interacting with people, or value the possibility of developing a relationship with them. and i don't want to do that anymore.

mostly just don't want to have that conversation of "hey! sorry for being distant! i realized why the past five years felt so forced :D"

sorry for not talking about that thing you were obviously enthusiastic about, i genuinely couldn't bring myself to ask. every urge to engage and start conversations kind of vanished! i know why i don't want to do this anymore! uhm! uh! anyway!!

(one day ill have to deal with this. eventually. some day. yikes. yikesss)

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(also apologies for the swears i Really dont like being woken up especially by LAZERS in my EYES)

much regard

- 🌘 moon anon

Sounds like an Awakened Pure Vanilla is visiting your house, which WOULD explain the Power of a Thousand Suns beaming through your window.

Tho he probably could destroy a nation so I guess the title still stands xdddd

Jiang sect should marry him off to LWJ. Others will still fall for him but now Laz Zhan will be officially able to kick them into oblivion and protect him himself :D

Also Lan Zhan should give Wei Ying private lessons :3 y'know, so he doesn't fall behind in his studies :33

Also X2 Lan Zhan would absolutely slip and say "you" if Wei Ying asks him who's the most beautiful person he's ever seen. And Lan Zhan should absolutely keep complimenting WWX cause I don't doubt he would be all like "nooo, stop it Lan Zhan". I can feel the force that is Lan Zhan realising Wei Ying doesn't think he's serious. Obliterate that twink boy I believe in you Wangji

-Moon anon

Calamitous beauty Wei Wuxian becomes Lan-er-furen Wei Wuxian before leaving the Cloud Recesses. Lan Wangji lasted through only 6 private lessons (not Wangji tutoring him, just small class sizes of 3-4 people) before he snapped.