𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃.

` 𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘪𝘻𝘦 ` 

it’s not healthy. 

do not shelf me. 

in the middle with the beggars and rejects. 

and i’m gone. 

i don’t know where i’m gonna go. 

but i don’t care. 

never been a perfect soul. 

but i will not apologize. 

i’m imperfect. 

i’m living with nothing to fear out here. 

all for the cost of a dollar to earn. 

i did a lot wrong that i can’t make right.  

` 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘢 ` 

how do you get in a mind-state to kill? 

the truth is alive and well. 

don’t buy all the lies they sell. 

there ain’t no hero to save the day. 

it’s all up to us to deliver. 

the truth won’t die. 

` 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 ` 

and i wanna be happy.

my heart keeps fucking up the motherfucking plan. 

is this what you wanted? 

pretend everything is awesome while the world burns outside. 

we sick in the mind. 

it’s contagious. 

to escape it, we just get wasted. 

i’m just tryna get used to these changes. 

i see all the real shit. 

you wanna watch me melt down. 

you wanna watch me drop dead. 

you wanna see me sell my soul. 

you wanna watch me give up. 

you deserve all you got coming. 

i am the thing you created.  

` 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯 ` 

they told me the point was to get it. 

but nobody told me what to do if i got it. 

one day i know i’ll regret it. 

be careful, though, it can be fatal. 

i said it was the last time. 

all this self loathing i foster. 

i’m just a drop in the ocean. 

i’m coming with you. 

some   may   be   nsfw   and   /   or   be   triggering.   

01    :     TOUCH .

❝ i love this [ FABRIC ], it feels satisfying. ❞

❝ your touch. it leaves me breathless. ❞

❝ your touch is unlike any other. ❞

​❝ have you ever felt anything more comfortable? ❞

❝ feel this. what does it feel like to you? ❞

❝ i wanted to see what it felt like. ❞

​❝ touch it. i dare you. ❞

​❝ you felt ice cold when i touched you. ❞

​❝ you feel warm to me. ❞

​❝ i love the feel of [ FABRIC ] against my skin. ❞

​❝ i love the feel of your skin against mine. ❞

​❝ i would never touch anyone else. ❞

​❝ i love the feel of your hair between each of my fingers. ❞

​❝ don’t you dare touch me. ❞

​❝ i want to feel your lips against my own. ❞

​❝ i can feel your pulse. it jumped. ❞

​❝ let me give you a massage. ❞

❝ you feel like home to me. ❞ 

02     :      TASTE .

❝ i love the taste of you. ❞

❝ i can never forget that taste. ❞

❝ fair warning, it does have a bitter taste. ❞

​❝ no offense, you just aren’t my taste. ❞

❝ can i have a taste of that? ❞

❝ i have yearned for the taste of your lips. ❞

​❝ that tasted pretty good actually. ❞

​❝ it just left a really bad taste in my mouth so no thanks. ❞

​❝ nothing taste better than chocolate. ❞

​❝ i’ve got something you might want to taste. ❞

​❝ i will forever savor that taste. ❞

​❝ blood has such a metallic taste. ❞

​❝ my taste buds are mad at me after eating that. ❞

​❝ how’s it feel to get a taste of your own medicine? ❞

​❝ you didn’t even taste it. ❞

​❝ trust me, you’ll want to taste this. ❞

​❝ i think it has a bit of bitter sweet taste. ❞

❝ so you tasted it, did you like it? ❞

03     :      SIGHT .

❝ i see you. ❞

❝ i’ve never seen things so clearer than i do now. ❞

❝ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❞

​❝ how can you see anything? it’s pitch dark. ❞

❝ i’ve looked close enough and i see you for what you are. ❞

❝ please, just look at me. ❞

​❝ stop staring at me like that. ❞

​❝ get that light out of my face. ❞

​❝ it’s so bright outside today. ❞

​❝ what’s wrong? what did you see? ❞

​❝ you’re scared, you must have saw something. ❞

​❝ what i saw, you’ll never believe me. ❞

​❝ i’ve never seen you before. ❞

​❝ have we seen one another before? ❞

​❝ you see me for what i truly am. ❞

​❝ i didn’t see anything. ❞

​❝ did you see that? ❞

❝ i can’t believe my eyes. ❞

04     :      SOUND .

❝ shhh, i just heard something. ❞

❝ did you hear that? ❞

❝ what is that sound? ❞

​❝ i missed the sound of your voice. ❞

❝ do you hear me? stay away from me. ❞

❝ i hear you, loud and clear. ❞

​❝ i’m sorry, what was that? i didn’t hear you. ❞

​❝ i’ve heard that sound before. ❞

​❝ you didn’t hear anything at all? ❞

​❝ can you hear what they’re saying? ❞

​❝ aw, i love the sound of music. ❞

​❝ i never said i could hear them. ❞

​❝ wait, hear that? something is coming. ❞

​❝ i could hear screams … ❞

​❝ i heard you all the way upstairs. ❞

​❝ you didn’t just hear that? that sound? that noise? ❞

​❝ trust me, you’re going to want to hear this. ❞

❝ please, just hear me out. ❞

05     :      SMELL .

❝ what is that smell? ❞

❝ i have missed your smell. ❞

❝ you smell nice. ❞

​❝ it’s unlike anything i’ve smelled before. ❞

❝ i smell the food cooking from here. ❞

❝ do you smell that? ❞

​❝ how are you able to smell that? ❞

​❝ no offense but it really smells. ❞

​❝ it’s starting to smell. ❞

​❝ tell me, you’ve smelled this before. ❞

​❝ i know that smell, it’s the smell of lies. ❞

​❝ i can smell you from here. ❞

​❝ are you smelling me? ❞

​❝ i missed the smell of your hair. ❞

​❝ i need to step away, get some fresh air. ❞

​❝ do you smell that? that’s the smell of freedom. ❞

​❝ i could never erase your smell. ❞

        “  𝐈𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄—     we could be just like the rest of them, blood & guts all over the floor. “          not even a body to identify… not even a body to bury.  it was almost as if it was one of the many costs they paid for immortality,     for they could never truly be laid to rest like man kind could be beneath the stars.            their remnants instead,    seemingly left to stain the ground in ichor far too ancient and pollutant to let any flowers or trees blossom from beneath.      the bones of mortal kind,   giving way to a cycle vampires it seemed could not take part in, in either this second life of theirs…. nor the true death.