A blog dedicated to my horror fixations <3
Also motivation to be a better artist, trying to draw everyday.
I may not always post the drawings though because I'm shy.
Hi! I'm Noel. I've been in the creepypasta fanbase since I was old enough to own a tablet.
This blog mainly focuses on my canon for the creepypasta/marble hornets. This is a purely self-indulgent blog, it's not meant to adhere to canon, be the basis for what creepypasta should be, or anything serious writing wise.
Serious topics are frequently covered on this blog! Be careful and read triggers! This blog is 15+ due to occasional serious subject matter, however the majority of intense subject matter is not explicitly written or shown.
My own personal canon is inspired by those old stories where everyone lives in a mansion, except for the proxies who live in a separate cabin. I don't think of it as a family dynamic, more just folks working for an evil eldritch entity, with the difference being the creepypastas (those who live in the mansion) being under the Entity (Slender) willing or out of a desire to kill, while the proxies have no choice and are sometimes overtaken by the Operator at night to do it's bidding or just straight up threatened. I use Operator and Entity interchangeably for Slender. I have my own personalities for each character to fit into my canon.
I have multiple OCs, not all of them take place in the same canon and it will be specified. You may use my OCs in fanworks and create fanart, but you may NOT use my OCs for anything AI related or claim them as your own. Please tag me in any fanart/works you make so I can see and give you love. :]
Asks are always open unless specified otherwise. Yes, I did post this on the My Immortal anniversary on purpose. It fits the theme.
This post will be updated as I get more stuff posted, please be patient.
Master List:
Delilah
Tag: Delilah's Angel
General Info: Are the others aware?,
Fics/Comics: None yet
Art: First Sketch, Character Sheet, PFP, No I'm Not a Human, Sunny's Concept Art, She Had to do it
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Nina the Killer (I don't like her design so I might change it later)
And Jane the Killer
Candids again
Oh yeah, also Jeff and Ben fell for each other. I dunno how I feel about it, but I let it happen anyways because I've seen art of them kissing on tumblr.com before.
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I plan to major in a science field for college which I am currently sorting out, and in order to major for a science degree, I have to take a certain math test to prove that I have the capacity to succeed in classes like that. I'm so nervous, I don't even know if I want this degree anymore, I don't know what else to do though. So, I guess I'm going through with it because I don't have a choice and my parents would never let me drop out of college after I got this far.
I don't want this, but I feel stuck and discouraged frankly after my conversation with my college advisor. I suggested an art degree as a backup, and she point blank told me "That's a waste of money". So. I guess this is my life. I mean; I guess work isn't supposed to be enjoyable anyways so it doesn't matter.
Point is, I'm going to be really busy until summer break. I still want to work on my creepypasta stories, my world building, and my game, but I don't know how much time I'll have. We'll see, I guess. Finals are coming up. I was so excited for my future until I spoke to her to be honest, now I feel sorta hopeless again. I don't know.
I'm sorry if this post is a little gloomy lol, today was just a bad day.
This is the first sketch ever done of Sunny, so it's not too good. I need to work on making the line art clearer and I think I want her eye shape to be rounded instead of half lidded because it fits her more. :]
Hey folks! The whole point of this account was to better my art through a fandom I adore via posting/drawing something every day. I still plan on this but just a disclaimer, I do have midterms right now, so it might turn into less of an everyday thing until spring break.
Thank you for the attention on my art recently, it genuinely encourages me so much. I rarely get interaction with my art on my main account, so SIXTEEN likes on my abstract piece makes me feel so much more motivated to continue creating.
I might post writings these next few days as it's faster for me than drawing and I still want to be a little creative even if I'm busy right now. I have two ideas for art pieces that I hope I will have the time to work on, one of them being of Delilah's monster form which will take a while because I have never drawn a monster before. I am also starting to make a rough draft for an official written creepypasta for Delilah.
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Been watching a lot of No, I'm Not a Human playthroughs. I decided to try this with Delilah. I wasn't expecting much in terms of mimicking the art style since mine is pretty simple and cartoony, it was mainly supposed to be a practice for shading with colors I'm not used to.
I feel like I could've gone harder with the glowing eyes in the first drawing.
Questions about Delilah: Are the others aware of her past?
TW for mentions/implications of sex work, sexual exploitation, past injuries, and religious trauma. All of these topics are not directly described or graphically explained, just mentioned, but still be careful.
Are they aware of her backstory?
They're all sort of vaguely aware about some aspects of Delilah's past, usually found out through context clues. They've seen the way she worries over money, the way she eats every meal like she doesn't know when the next one will come, and her wariness against the men in the household was painfully obvious when she first arrived. At the baseline, before she told anyone anything, they all had similar assumptions based on her behaviors: She was definitely poor at some point, she's had nothing but bad experiences with men, and she's religious in some capacity.
Kate definitely knows the most out of everyone as Delilah feels the most comfortable talking to her about it. Kate has seen the bruises on her knees, hell, she's caught Delilah praying on her knees in her sleep. She's seen the scars on her thighs and the medications she has to take for any diseases she picked up during her time working. She's heard Delilah's explanation over why her monster form happened in the first place. Kate knows and keeps her secrets for her. Delilah probably told her during one of their late-night hangouts. Kate understands, she doesn't pity Delilah, she actually finds her quite strong and the two of them talk about it. I imagine they share stories when it gets too much for them to handle by themselves. They're good at supporting each other and keep each other regulated. These two have very little secrets between them. Kate and Delilah like to protect each other when in public, and Kate is one of the very few people Delilah will actively seek physical contact with. Sometimes they hold hands when they feel anxious or unsafe.
Toby and Delilah don't find talking about their pasts with one another very appealing, especially Toby. He doesn't talk about it with anyone, period. He does however understand how to be respectful of Delilah's boundaries. He hates touch too, so staying clear of accidentally spooking her that way is not an issue at all. He knows to announce when he's entered the room and she gives him the same courtesy. He doesn't need or want an explanation from her on why she operates the way she does, he can assume, and she does the same for him. It's a mutual respect thing. The most he does is comment on her less harmful habits. He frames it as poking fun at her in his usual dry humored way, like making fun of how she eats like she's constantly starving, but Delilah doesn't mind. It actually helps her feel more normal to have someone talk about it so casually.
Brian also knows very little. He can gather the basics, but anything beyond that he only knows vaguely about. Delilah doesn't see a point in talking about it with him. He is one of the very few allowed to touch her however, she trusts him due to his history of treating her injuries. She has mentioned at most that she used to be a sex worker, but that's as far as she'll go. She won't share the horror stories with him like she does with Kate, she isn't exactly comfortable with it. A part of her is still ashamed and feels sinful for her actions, even as she's tried to move on and have a better relationship with her faith. Brian has a tendency to sooth others with touch, such as a hand on the shoulder or patting someone on the back. Luckily, he's had practice with Toby and is more aware about how close he gets to Delilah, even if she is comfortable with him.
Tim is second to Kate in terms of being aware of where exactly Delilah came from. He's very aware of her childhood consisting of mostly poverty, and he's aware that she used to be a sex worker. Delilah pretty much had to tell him as he's the one in charge of picking up medication for everyone from the pharmacy, so he would have to know at some point. Tim does not touch her without asking first and takes her anxieties into account, especially since it's usually her that goes on supply runs with him. He will often stand behind her if they're in an aisle and guard her back, he makes sure they're not in a place where she can be backed into a corner, he watches people for her and makes sure they don't get too close. He will remind her that they have money and she is allowed to buy things. Tim is also aware of the fact that Delilah was coerced into sex work and that it was not her choice. He reassures her whenever they're buying groceries that she doesn't owe him or anyone else anything, that there is no debt to pay back. Tim is more prone to reassuring her verbally, while Kate is more prone to physical reassurance. He probably found out about a lot of Delilah's past through conversations he initiated in order to know how to properly handle her, or through he and Delilah's smoking hangouts.
I sketched these pretty quickly last night so excuse the mess
I really like her dress design and her hair texture, I just want her bangs further down. I also want to put her in a less stiff pose. I'm a traditional artist, so a lot of my digital sketches tend to come off at stiff, but my traditional sketches are a lot more flowy.
I'll probably try again drawing her in a better pose traditionally, then use it as a reference for another digital piece. Line art also needs to be less messy and a lil thinner. Besides that, her face looks good, I really like the shine over her face in the second photo (it's exactly what I was going for), and I'm definitely sticking with this body type. I did not render this at all, I might render a more professional drawing of her?
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