hello from the future! i confronted my agoraphobia and social anxiety in more meaningful ways and have actually made friends and been in community with my local trans and lgbtq+ people! looking back, the stale and pointless takes on this blog outnumber the good ones by a factor of ten. i do have some good points, and have reblogged some good posts: mostly about how we should bring back nuance and care for each other. but honestly a lot of the things i was really mad about were either not my business, or a minor annoyance that reflect greater cultural lgbtq+phobia's influence. lateral aggression still hurts, and i do worry that we've spent a lot of time attacking each other for things that lgbtaq+phobic patriarchal white supremacist empire taught us, which reinforces our individualism and ego, rather than radically loving and building and educating.
so anyway, bye. i'm going to go embody joy and freedom and create experiences in community and learn as much as i can and share as much as i can. much love, we will build a better world and we will be ready when capitalism falls. fingers in the dirt and ripe fruit in our mouths. songs and dances and flowers and bread.



















