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After much consideration and a long time of thinking, I’ve decided to completely leave this blog instead of going on hiatuses, making and then deleting millions of sideblogs.
For the past months and maybe it has been like that for a year now, reblogging, creating content and feeling obligated and pressured to keep up with kpop and my mutuals made me feel more stressed than happiness. There are a lot of changes in my life and I’m having a very hard time adapting and not falling into depression every second day if I’m being honest. I simply have no energy to scroll through my dash anymore, I feel a wave of anxiety when I see dms pop up and I feel pressured to write requests. Unfortunately, I know that even after things calm down, I won’t have the infinite amount of free time I used to have so after about a month of thinking, I’ve decided to part ways with my beloved blogs.
To the Unis and Fantasies who have been following me: I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much! These two fandoms are so kind, special and friendly like no other and I’m lucky to be a part of them. Thank you for always brightening my dash with love for Pentagon and SF9 respectively, interacting with me and my posts and greatly helping me getting through the days. I will be forever watching over the boys, but maybe a bit more quietly.
To all of my writing blogs: I am incredibly sorry for all of the requests sitting incomplete in my inbox. I always ask for too much and then never complete them, letting you wait in vain. I love writing and I especially love writing for groups with little to no content so those fans can have something to read too. I will not stop writing but from now on, I will refrain from taking requests and go at my own pace. Thank you for all of your kind words, likes and reblogs.
I say I’m saying goodbye to this account but after almost 10 years of being a tumblr addict, I can’t help but creating another one - a different one, so I can have a fresh start and keep lurking. I’ve made separate blogs for kpop and writings in addition to my other interests (cnovels and anime). I won’t link them anywhere here but if you would like to keep in touch for whatever mysterious reason, send me a dm and I’ll give it to you.
