From High School Queen Bee to Full-Time Butterball. Get Your PayBack!
Okay. I don't even know where to start with this. I used to be a cheerleader back in HS. I was head cheerleader. I was the whole "it girl" thing in a small school. The one who thought the world turning around me. I was 5'2", blonde, and yeah, I knew I was cute. I was also a massive troublemaker, I might made fun of the some overweight boys and girls. I thought I was hilarious. I was the queen of cruel, popular bully cheerleader . I didn't do subtle. If you were fat, you were a heifer in the hallways, a lardass struggling in gym, or my personal favorite, a wide load when you tried to fit at a desk.
Then the pandemic hit right after graduation. I was bored, anxious, and lonely. Food was there. Drinks were there. It started with stress-eating through online classes, then it was the fun weight when parties came back endless late night pizza, sugary alcopops, drunken fast food binges. Freshman 15 became freshman 50 .And it didn't stop.
I'm still 5'2". I still have blonde hair and these green eyes that look totally out of place now. But I am unrecognizable. .My body has officially entered its ripe era. Everything is soft.
My body is…soft. So soft it's embarrassing. My arms are flabby. Not toned cheerleader who needs to work out flabby, but heavy. There's a distinct jiggle from my shoulder to my elbow when I just wave hello. Forget tank tops. Sleeves are a necessity.
My chest is insane. I was always busty, but now I'm an HH cup. They're massive, heavy, and they rest on top of my stomach. My belly, It's not just one belly. It's a double belly. The top one starts right under my chest a round, firm shelf of fat. Then there's a crease, and below that is the lower belly, this softer, jiggly pouch that pushes against the waistband of every single pair of pants I own. When I sit, it all just spills into my lap. I have to lift it to dry underneath properly after a shower.
I'm not the girl I was. I'm a soft, slow, jiggling monument to bad choices and karma.
I used to have a sharp tongue. Now I'm just… soft. Everywhere. And I know, I know exactly what my old self would have said about the person I am now. That's the most humiliating part of all. I know what I was. I remember every snarky comment about bigger girls. Now I am the exhibit for every one of them. Can you believe that bully cheerleader back in HS will end up over 300 lbs jiggly tubby girl? So if you were one of the quiet, kind, amazing people I made fun of back in the day, please go ahead. You earned this moment . I'm softer than a stuffed animal and twice as lumpy. Come get your payback. I’m right here. And I definitely can’t run away from it. Roast your former bully through me. I can take it. Literally I’m built to absorb impact. ) Dm open ;)



















