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Shirley Jackson Scratch-Off

Marionettes dance

On a tightrope

Over top a volcano

Knew the ending

Would be gruesome

But still went to the show

Death and a free ticket

How the fuck could I say no

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just because Sade told me not to, i won’t

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My New Years Eve Track!! Enjoy!

I have 2.5 hours more before midnight

Happy New Year!!

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I need food. Totally broke till payday

Venmo - Matt-Thomas-316

paypal - MattyTWV

cashapp - $MattyTWV

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Tomorrow is pay day. Can I just get $20 or so for lunch and fuel?

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Here we are again

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2 years ago i said, “you spend so much time alone, you end up playing games with yourself.” 2025 was snakes and ladders.

#personal

to drown for years and ritually have my head pushed down below the water to stop me from screaming when i finally come up for air. it’s cruel and it’s too much. the walls closing in are all people.

#personal

You've always been an inspiration to me, I hope that we meet, i hope that if we do that i don't disappoint you.

I hope you are taken care of, I hope the weight is not too heavy.

I hope we can sit someday and you undrown.

the weight is crushing me beyond recognition, but the warmth and kindness in this message makes my broken heart float in this river of pain. should i find a way to relight the wet wick of my burnt out candle and continue wading through this dark unknown, i will sit down alongside you one day and thank you.

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maybe one day love won’t feel like falling on my own sword to care for others

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Leviathan XI (Project 1776)

Neutralize the nonbelievers

The ones who see through the lies

The ones whose ethics and morals

Will make them difficult to victimize

First we came for the immigrants

And no one seemed to care

When we abandoned the disabled

You were completely unaware

Now it's your turn

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there are things i shouldn’t have gotten used to, personally, collectively. i shouldn’t expect to be disregarded, for my increasingly urgent material struggles to be dismissed. abandonment shouldn’t feel so familiar and yet it was and continues to be so easy for others to leave me to rot in the hell they’ve created for all of us they condemn to social death. there’s always something more important, namely the compulsion to consume, even as the spectacle itself splinters and glitches and blood sprays from the cracks. comfort first, comfort last, whose compassion will you seek when the specter comes for you too?

noirissey

quite literally how it feels. all of it. everything. this whole life.

earlier this year i said i didn’t want to live through it. i wish i hadn’t.

#personal #literally the only thing that’s kept me going is the fact that my grandparents rely on me #but this responsibility - that i didn’t even ask for - that was offloaded to me by my abusers #is killing me too.#i’m disabled too. i’m disabled too. i’m disabled too.

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Blood Poet

Turn the spigot on my mind

A deluge of violence

Every night in my dreams

I'm awakened by sirens

I reminisce about the time

When there was only silence

Now all I see is dead children

When I close my eyelids