No.

i wholesomely suggest you merge at least a little

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your beliefs are not facts no matter how hard you believe them. believing your belief is fact does not make it fact. that goes doubly true for people whose morals are based in ANY religion.

your emotions are not fact. no matter how overwhelmingly true they FEEL. they are a FEELING. not a FACT.

your personal moral compass is built on the perspective of your own personal lenses. you can't see others without viewing them through tour own life-built-lenses. Like filters over plain image. you can only see through the lenses over your own personal eyes. stop expecting peoppe to see what you see. stop believing that everyone should believe what you believe and think wjat you think. that is surveillance. that is being a cop. are you a cop? no? yes? either way: shut the fuck up. your moral compass and values ARE NOT UNIVERSAL. NOR SHOULD THEY BE. learn the good from the bad. learn from others' mistakes but more importantly: LEARN FROM YOUR OWN MISTAKES.

mistakes and accidents aren't evil. ignorance is on thin ice. arrogance and i'll deck you face-to-face. if your opinions have to hide behind being online because that's where your echo-chamber is, you're not safe in the real world. if you talk shit to people online that you wouldn't say to their face because you think you're safe and enlightened; you are brainrotted to the point where you can't even foster basic human connection. idc what the lion conc⁹erns himself with if the "lion" is a fascist. I'll poach you. and leave your corpse for the buzzards.

I'm not a palatable survivour. I'll kill those who kill us. I'd rather be tried by 12 than carried by 6.

giving unsolicited moral purist rants? tech bros? AI enthusiasts? you are the people that everyone hates. lumped in with pathetic cowards like TERFS (ie: JKR).

The Amur Leopard and Clouded Leopard (which recently celebrated its 50th cub born at the zoo!)

The Sumatran Tiger

The Red Ruffed Lemur and Ring-Tailed Lemur

The Cotton-Top Tamarin and White-Cheeked Gibbon

The Colobus Monkey and De Brazza’s Monkey

And the Mexican Spider Monkey!

to the body i inhabit. like i'm at that place in healing where i can now discern the child-built-fantasy from the very real and horrifically uncomplicated it was for those men to do that to a child. to children. to me.

i have to live with it being real. there's no fall-back of "maybes" that i can dissiciate to, to hide me from it really happened. to me. and i still live in this body.

it's vastly different now that i'm 30+. but it's still my body (was it ever?), still me. there's no dissociation where i can put down the weight of it. of it being real. of it really happening to me. any other lens is symptomatic.

and i have to handle that. all of this realness of things so horrifying, i have to keep even the hint of it happening from 95% of the people physically around me at any given time. and everyday i wake up now like oh god. it really happened to me. but i also wake up now know that i can handle handling it. i'm capable now.

like, don't get me wrong, the agony persists. like i still genuinely wanna kms sometimes over the memory-load alone lol but i can just... i dunno. i got the tools now and when i use them as intended, they work lol (imagine that). anyway i'm 31 and if things don't get better around you, take the good and learn from it, watch the bad and learn from their mistakes. bc you really do live and then you learn from living and i hate that but it makes sense.

give yourself and others the slack to make mistakes ffs. give people a chance to learn on that basic human-to-human level (rarely possible online, but still). fuck arguing your nuance like we know we all know anyway shut up and listen and learn.

do you wanna be right? do you want to engage? and be engaged with? and possibly learn? i mean, afterall, the more you know, the more you know. right? so, by that logic, aren't mistakes intrinsic? allow space for that for others. to unlearn, before they learn. and make sure you give (or MAKE) room for yourself to make mistakes. so you can learn. foster the environment for growth. but take no shit. balance.

revisit basic thoughts and memories in the privacy if your own physical head. learn about yourself, question yourself--if not to kill time vs algorithm doomscrolling. ai wants you to stop thinking for yourself; very literally. best thing we can do is log off.

log off of the fantasy or mask or whatever. sit with your thoughts--shut up about meditation--whatever thoughts, and follow their path. or i dunno, just try something to get your brain moving in new directions. does that make sense? (rhetorical lol but does it).