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Rush hour trend but in Mandarin
*sighhh* to think timeskip! Grace and Jamie speaking in Mandarin when they're heading to Grace's hometown in Taiwan and they're practising with each other🥺
Going back to colour pencils, Ulysses and Rhys are the test subjects for today :3
"I'm right here by your side."
A quick one for Wen Wen while going through Gundam!
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Inspired from this ask! but make it coincidentally on a busy line :]
Hitmen stories yumeship templates by @doubledeadstudio ! I've been waiting ^3^
And some doodles I made of the sillies :3
Reposting Wendy girl's template all together with Gwyn's ;3
Plus additional drawings I've already drew (Mentors and mentees)
"I wish it was your cigarette I'm smoking on..."
Inspired by this art by EKAR1N on twitter!
Celebrating the final goal reached with Gwyn Winters again huhuuu >:3 CONGRATULATIONS YIPEEE
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BunnyRose and SUMMER???
The latest post about Jamie's phone call slapped me awake for work and I had to scratch an itch >:3
And I love Grace with her mega size drawing tab my bbg
Testing a new brush on Pasha inspired by this image, lowkey reminded me of tim button's artstyle
Grace summer fit redesign (not much changes but ok)
Stuff that Associated with Them
Scents: How do they smell like?
Reggie Alson
Vengeance Extreme by Juliette Has A Gun
Reggie has a collection of different scents to throw people off her tracks, she is unaware that she has a favourite scent to wear casually despite not having a fixed conception of having a signature scent as something her partner can recognise her from. Her scent mostly revolves alluring like roses and lavender and yet woodsy, vanilla-ish which gives a sense of coziness and a warm spicy feeling to it, but her scent can be a headache or overwhelming plus the smoke from her cigarettes added on to her scent. The name of the perfume speaks for herself.
Holden Fong Hao Feng
Speed Legends Night Drive by Ex Nihilo
The one guy who had zero interest in having a scent but still do for some reasons. I would say he smells clean like a deodorant, he literally double washes and takes good care of his hair. When he would indulge in a type of scent, it would make him smell like freshness with hints of spiciness, citrusy and woodsy with his own natural musk and skin.
John “Joanna/Jo” Bell
A Little Secret by Imaginary Authors
John has quite of a collection when it comes to having a particular scent as “Joanna”, I can imagine them smelling like rich sweetness when they’re in drag like cherry based desserts. They smell delicious and captivating which attracts people’s attention to them, making it really useful to seduce their targets.
Aqua Celestia by Maison Francis Kurkdjian
For most of the time, they would prefer having a scent that is fresh, something light and airy, nothing too overwhelming to the nose and at the same time professional speaks.
Movies and Books
Reggie Alson
Movies Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me by David Lynch Mustang by Deniz Gamze Ergüven Lisa Frankenstein by Zelda Williams Lady Bird by Greta Gerwig
Books Secret Diary of Laura Palmer by Jennifer Lynch Not Like Other Girls by Meredith Adamo The Virgin Suicides by Sofia Coppola (movie) and by Jeffrey Eugenides (book) Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov The Reappearance of Rachel Price by Holly Jackson We were Liars by E. Lockhart
Holden Fong Hao Feng
Movies Kill Bill by Quentin Tarantino The Holdovers by Alexander Payne Didi by Sean Wang Slanted by Amy Wang Ramona and Beezus by Elizabeth Allen
Books Girl in Pieces by Kathleen Glasgow Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn You’d be Home Now by Kathleen Glasgow Shanghai Girls by Lisa See Intermezzo by Sally Rooney
John “Joanna/Jo” Bell
Movies Dead Poets Society by Peter Weir (movie) I Believe in Unicorns by Leah Meyerhoff Little Miss Sunshine by Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris Jennifer’s Body by Karyn Kusama A Good Child by Ong Kuo Sin I saw the TV Glow by Jane Schoenbrun
Books Dead Poets Society by Nancy H. Kleinbaum (book) The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (movie and book) If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio I want to die but I want to eat tteobokki by Baek Se-hee All the Bright Places by Brett Haley (movie) and by Jennifer Niven (book) Carrie by Stephen King
The Summer Hikaru Died by Mokumokuren
Voice: How do they sound like?
Reggie Alson
Voice claim: Kainé from NieR
Holden Fong Hao Feng
Voice claim: Getian from Reverse 1999
John “Joanna/Jo” Bell
Voice claim: Victor Van Dort from Corpse Bride
Songs: What’s in their playlist?
Reggie Alson
Ethel Cain: American Teenager Ptolemaea Fuck Me Eyes Inbred Strangers
Susannah Joffe: Die Your Daughter Your Mother’s Name Shit Out of Luck
Celine Dion: A New Day Has Come It’s All Coming Back to Me Now That’s the Way It Is
Cocteau Twins: Cico Buff
Air: Playground Love
Ridgeclub: fire starter
Kelly Clarkson: Because of You
Lay Bankz: Ick Tell Ur Girlfriend Sloppy Seconds
Flo Milli: Flo Jackson
Ayesha Erotica: Vacation Bible School Feel It
Holden Fong Hao Feng
Sleep Token: Granite Sugar The Apparition Aqua Regia Emergence Getheseman
Foo Fighters: Everlong
Evanescence: My Immortal
Wage War: Hellbent BLINDFOLD
My Chemical Romance: Helena The Ghost of You
John “Joanna/Jo” Bell
Michael Jackson: Heaven can Wait Childhood Dirty Diana Chicago
Prince: Raspberry Beret Purple Rain
Janet Jackson: Someone to Call My Lover Escapade Rope Burn Black Cat
ABBA: Lay All Your Love On Me The Winner Takes It All Dancing Queen
Mariah Carey: My All Underneath the Stars Without You
The Smiths: Back to the Old House Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now
Panic! At The Disco: New Perspective Build God, Then We’ll Talk High Hopes
Character Inspos
Holden and John was born from random ahh thoughts while I was studying and Reggie is pretty much a fixed character, I was bored enough to make two more, but there will still be some character inspos for them regardless cuz they're my children and I love them very much (Reggie's my favourite to write as you can see)
Mostly it's just me writing based on my own understanding, I do not know what I'm doing
Reggie Alson
Laura Palmer from Twin Peaks
Laura and Reggie haunts the narrative of the people around them with their presence, nature and appearance regardless of them being dead. People overlooked their inner struggles and did not even take a moment to check on them though they were spoken about and remembered fondly and loved for who they are like people know them completely, they are however people perceived them to be as the Little Miss Perfect (To Reggie, it’s pure distasteful joke). Both of them were depicted as bright, pure and idealistic, but they are imperfect characters with their own flaws and struggles and people don’t even know them well enough to say so let alone close enough.
Both women were unfortunately fallen victim to the doings of dominant patriarchy and were abused sexually at a young age, causing them to seek out things to cope, however Reggie only prefers smoking and takes her frustration out by killing the creeps who followed her home after work while Laura seeks out drugs to get through the day and developed hypersexuality because of the trauma she went through which Reggie despised and distanced herself from that. Both wanted freedom from their lives, though one chose to escape, leaving her old self behind to die in that old mansion while the other accepted death as the only option of escaping, but metaphorically both got their well deserved freedom.
Jinx from Arcane
Reggie when she’s in the sequel can be chaotic in nature after suppressing herself for so long just to be socially acceptable and her way of speaking, well at least in my mind does remind me of Jinx. Both Jinx and Reggie are unpredictable by nature which suits them for their line of work. I wanted to write Reggie as someone who is quick to adapt to the work customs and environments and act quick without having to take a moment to register everything, then I remembered I read something similar about Jinx and immediately got her down as one of my major inspos for Reggie.
Reggie and Jinx are self taught geniuses of their own, Reggie herself learnt how to code out of curiosity when her father first bought a home computer home from work and proceeded to use this knowledge to her advantage whether for money or vengeance while Jinx taught herself how to make weapons through experimenting without any form of education.
Varang from Avatar
I’m gonna be real honest, Varang is one of Reggie’s favourite Avatar characters. Throughout Reggie’s entire life, fire held a symbolic spot in it, like Varang, the fire represents their anger and resentment. To them, it’s something fascinating and beautiful that burns and something that empowers them with strength and alters their lives altogether.
Varang’s fascination towards human firearms on screen gives Reggie a curiousity towards them, although initially she was terrified from the noise and its danger in Lost Connections, she even considered possessing one herself despite not trained enough to use it. Varang and Reggie were both dangerously volatile when it comes to violence on the battlefield. When Varang laughs, it does give me the impression of how Reggie would laugh like a hyena, it’s chilling, excitement, intimidating… To conclude, she’s the feral case out of the other two MCs
Honourable mentions Elena (Final Fantasy VII) Neytiri (Avatar) Azula (Avatar Last Air Bender) Lara Croft (Tomb Raider) Valeria Garza (Call of Duty) Asuka Langley Sohryu (Evangelion) Mizi (Alien Stage) Im Han-rim (Teach You A Lesson)
Holden Fong Hao Feng
Jake Sully from Avatar
I was gonna give him Lo’ak but Jake seems more of a better fit because Holden is the dad type of character as an adult. Holden reminds me a lot of Jake when it comes to grief and guilt. Holden lost his older sister to drug overdose which was something that gave him access to escapism when he was teen, Jake lost not only his brother, but his first son and thousands of lives he led to war. Both of them had a different and yet so similar ways of processing through grief, they grieve through actions, Jake works constantly and keeping himself busy from grieving, Holden tried multiple ways to end himself the moment he wasn’t in supervision as a way to salvage his late sister’s dignity but those attempts were unsuccessful.
Both of them have tough and independent themselves, but they will do anything to protect those who they care about deeply. They may come off as cold and uncaring, they do, they just don’t know how to express themselves properly in words, so they tried their best through actions.
Tomioka Giyuu (Demon Slayer) Ah yes, yes, again with the tragic younger brother trope and the survivours who carried their guilt on their shoulders for as long as they lived. Both of them lost their older sister and both of them had to live with the guilt churning within their soul, constantly blaming themselves for being the cause of what had happened to their loved ones. Because of that, they are ashamed of their existence, insisting that they’re undeserving to live.
Both Giyu and Holden are the kind of protectors who lived to protect others, putting themselves in front of danger while they themselves suffered silently in self pity and never fully realised their full potential as a person. Eventually, Giyu did at the end, as Holden’s creator, I hope Holden find peace with himself and let go of his guilt.
Honourable mentions Mike Schmidt (Five Nights At Freddy's) Cloud Strife (Final Fantasy VII) Na Hwa-jin (Teach You A Lesson) Lo'ak (Avatar) Spidernoir (Spiderverse) Leon Kennedy (Resident Evil)
John "Joanna/Jo" Bell
Aerith Gainsborough from Final Fantasy VII As I’ve mentioned before, John is a very empathetic person and full of love for people they held close, making them emotionally mature and intelligent, a useful trait for their line of work. I could say Aerith is a suitable inspiration for them, they are the kind of people who are willing look out for others selflessly. Both of them did not need hatred or resentment to consume them entirely to drive them upon acting like it no matter how the world treats them as such, even feeling any hints of negativity towards others made them feel horrible and guilty, as if they will not recognise themselves if they succumbed into the whims of negativity.
They wanted to live their lives to the fullest cherishing smallest things and people and being able to be surrounded by the people they love and care, knowing that they will meet their end someday but they never know when will they do the moment their time comes. All of that is enough for them, making them rich in life and experience.
Charlie Kelmeckis from The Perks of Being A Wallflower I think in a sense, John was like Charlie when he was back in his hometown in Boston. They never felt like they belonged anywhere, especially when they’re still figuring out their gender identity with no one to tell and had to stay inside the closet for who knows how long. Personality wise, they were both shy and awkward, wallflowers that observes others and barely had anyone to call “friends” or be remembered as a person, though afterwards when John grew up to study psychology and worked as a psychologist had to force themselves to outgrow that phase because the work field involves observations and interactions with people in order to understand them.
Both of them are emotional individuals who thinks deeply, John regularly do self reflections and keep themselves mentally in check while Charlie writes as a way to reflect as he processes through his struggles and trauma which helps them grow as a person and slowly accept themselves as they are now in the present.
Honourable mentions Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society) Mr. Keating (Dead Poets Society) Norm Spellman (Avatar) Carietta White (Carrie) Raine Whispers (The Owl House) Bong Geun-dae (Teach You A Lesson) Hana (Tokyo Godfathers) Aqua (Kingdom Hearts) Milo Thatch (Atlantis The Lost Empire)

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Assorted Facts about Them!
Reggie Alson
She’s fluent in the fictional language, Na’vi by learning through discord servers and even learned archery because Avatar is her favourite movie series
During the three years she did not see Pavel anymore, she would try study Russian herself, enough to hold conversations but not enough to be fluent and hold onto the pendant given to her tightly in her hand for comfort
Reggie stole her father’s Frank B stiletto switchblade, the object that almost killed her as a child and the very thing that granted her freedom at her own will which she used to eliminate the creeps who followed her home
She does not have a well aligned personality, she is what it is of how people would perceive her (Creator notes: I’m just as confused honestly)
She is ambidextrous and can write in different handwritings
Sexually repulsive rooted from her exploitation as a child star, it takes time for her to come out of her shell to seriously initiate something intimate with her special someone, even physical contact (simple hand on shoulder) made her body react by flinching, she’s fine with that when it comes to someone she knows, has a preference to cover herself in layers of clothing to feel safe
Had an overbite as a kid and she had to wear the head gear to fix it
Drink chugger and chews on ice cubes afterwards
The choker she wore nearly every time serves as an emotional armour for her, something that protects her neck physically
Reggie obtained the knowledge on how to get rid of the bloodstains and the bodies on a whim while scrolling too far into the Internet, feeding her mind into crime based information
She canonically has a docile look on her face, making people think that she’s easy to be taken advantage of or picked on, her face would eventually grow sharper as she slowly loses her innocence
Born with blonde hair, but dyes it excessively because her hair reminded her of her parents
Made tons of fake ids under different names on the run, “Reggie Alson” is the one she favoured most after “Cynthia Thatch” which was used when she was working as a shop clerk, she is a regular with forging fake personal information
She deliberately skips out and reports the edits and video essays of her old self by fans, to avoid the algorithm affecting her feed and to not be reminded of who she was and her trauma
Eye contact is her strong suit that is almost frightening and alluring, talks with her eyes often
Reggie has a large group of extended family but her parents distanced themselves and her from them when they started to get money and fame
Laughs hysterically resembling a hyena which is almost on purpose and intimidating, it's one of the ways she processes how she feels
Into indie rock, dream pop etc. (specifically Ethel Cain, Cocteau Twins and Susannah Joffe), would listen to Celine Dion when she stares into the wall or chilling on the balcony, smoking and occasionally songs with explicit lyrics just because they’re catchy
Has an effective adaptability and agile to her surroundings and people regardless for survival or out of pure instincts
She wanted to be a mother, but considering her circumstances and her work path, she rather not want any children because she’s terrified of becoming her parents and the idea of labour scares her shitless
Has a habit of staying up late doing chores and prepping premade food for days after when she and Pavel were no longer meeting each other after Lost Connections
Reggie keeps tabs on people out of interest of learning about and from them or out of vengefulness (Creator notes: I mean look at what happened to her boss)
Modifies the entire system on her personal phone and laptop herself from scratch after joining the hitmen’s circle
Knows coding since she was a child and was put into hackathons by her parents for prize money and slowly switches to hacking when she starts scam baiting scammers for more money in her adulthood
Reggie found out she was dedicated a documentary after seven years into her new life where the remaining alive half of the TV crew speaking about the events happened to the late child star, Monica Michelle and the sexual abuse she had to go through at a young age prior to the explosion leading to numerous of deaths, she thought it was laughable due to the fact they have seen her at her worst shape behind the cameras but never thought of actually helping her or getting her out of that situation, them crying over feeling guilty for not helping her made her feel so bitter
Reggie is demi-aroace, she prefers a slow burn relationship and stays exclusively selective to one partner than more, while sticking to platonic relationships between her coworkers in the hitmen polycule
Holden Fong Hao Feng 冯豪锋
Heavily relies on his old pager to call people back like an unbreakable system
Under medication after being released from the psych ward which lowers his mood and impulses
Holden is fluent in Cantonese and Mandarin and would always speak and bicker in Cantonese with his older sister or mumble something insulting
He still uses a flip phone as his personal phone, it was one of his last birthday gifts from his older sister that it becomes something he held dear emotionally after her death
Both him and his sister shares strong resemblances to their late mother more than their late father, but Holden has his father’s hooked nose
Holden often skips classes and mixes with the wrong circle of people in school as a teen, he regrets it terribly as he took it as one of the things that might’ve drove his sister, his only parental figure throughout his entire life into overdosing and ending her life
Has a tattoo sleeve on his right arm which he greatly despise to the point of covering it up with a compression sleeve as a way of showing his shamefulness to his teenage self
Chipped a part of his left ear in an fight with an an aggressive patient in the psych ward
Personally good with mathematics and algebra back when he was still in school, now he memorises all of the personal phone numbers of his coworkers from the hitmen circle as well as taking note of numbers off personal information from targets
Prefers calling over texting, he has zero patience when it comes to waiting for a text after text
That one tattoo under his left eye was from a dare from his “friends” and a decision made from his own hazy drunken mind, he had to cover it up with his sister’s concealer to avoid being found out
Refrains from drinking and doing drugs to maintain a clean streak
Effortlessly good with claw machines and arcade games
Flinches when something cold touches his skin, sometimes he tends to soak himself in a tub of cold water while disassociating
He didn’t have much toys growing up in the foster family’s home, he collected the discarded caps from his foster father’s beer bottles and often stays in the attic himself to hide and play
He has a habit of picking on his own nails since he was a child, his older sister would often gently slap his wrist to tell him to stop when they were younger
Holden’s into alternative metal music like Sleep Token, Evanescence and Bad Omens, occasionally listens to My Chemical Romance and Foo Fighters for nostalgic reasons
Knows when he starts to like someone, but oblivious to someone liking him
The type of person who puts his phone on vibration because ringtones pisses him off almost too often the more he listens to it
Takes after his sister’s methods of styling his hair, hence why he kept his hair long
Holden is pansexual, he has zero opinions about genders because to him “love is love no matter who you are”, practically the only MC indulging with some of the hitmen in the polycule in a more intimate sense whereas focusing on a primary partner more seriously
He would put his earrings away during missions, especially the ones that hangs out, he didn’t want to get his ears chipped off into bits after the last one
Has alexithymia, he may be aware of the emotions but he couldn’t explain it or express himself properly no matter how hard he tries to grasp them and he might come off as stiff looking to others
John "Joanna/Jo" Bell
Unfazed by any intimidations or aggressions which is almost impressing that they can keep their cool for so long without breaking and their hand would shake so bad when they grabbed something to drink
They identifies as genderfluid, switching around from he/him, she/her to they/them, but they’re fine however they are addressed as long the pronouns were not all used overwhelmingly at once, they often go by “John” but anyone is free to call them “Joanna” when they’re in drag or simply just “Jo”
They like experimenting with their looks when they’re in drag and always feels good with themselves after, even better if someone compliments them
Has a small habit of tugging on a bit of their hair when they’re thinking
They would conceal their beauty marks and freckles whenever there’s undercover missions, would even be in drag for decoy
Like Reggie, they can maintain eye contact, to them, eyes were the windows to one’s soul to be looked into and they’re really good with observing small details on a person while having a great sense of speech
Despite the work they had to do, they tried to remain optimistic and be thankful for what they have now because they had been isolating themselves for so long after the incident with no one to lean on as well as maintaining a polite and kind demeanour
Likes thrifting, they adore the wardrobe and jewelries people used to have, they like the furniture too but not so much to think they had to move them into their place
Has a weaker sense with weaponries unlike Reggie and Holden, they still keep a pistol around them in case something goes wrong in missions
Stutters sometimes when they get nervous or stressed but quick to mask how they feel to not give away their vulnerability to be used as a tool and they were bullied before in school for it
John’s half British from their father’s side and half Danish from their mother’s side, they have more exposure to more languages because their father is a linguist and their mother is a college professor, they could speak French, Latin, German and Danish aside English
They always wanted to reconnect with their parents after their unsuccessful coming out of the closet, but the attempts were failures and they took it as their parents doesn’t want to have anything to do with them after, they still send money home to them after getting hired as a hitman
Has torturous dreams about the incident involving their previous teenage patient committing over and over again in front of them all too often, causing them to be insomniac that they could only nap for an hour or two before work
Loves pop and R&B song genres like Michael Jackson, Prince, Janet Jackson and Mariah Carey which somehow a part of where their queerness came from, put on some ABBA in the car too
John was introduced to drag culture by their classmates back when they’re studying in France which immediately got them interested in drag and figured out their gender identity
A very open person when it comes to interests, but if their interests were being made fun of, they would shut up completely and keep to themselves around certain individuals, however they would show support to others’ interests no matter what
They were constantly labelled as a child all throughout their adolescence years by classmates and relatives despite minding their own business, their parents were worried that they would be influenced by homosexuality and ruin their reputations, instead of embracing what their child wants, they pushed their only child into studies, summer camps and sports that are barely their interest instead in hopes of be rid of the queerness
John is omni with a preference in women and prefers to be serious with one partner while maintaining a platonic relationship with their coworkers in the hitmen polycule like Reggie
The type to get upset and cry easily during emotional scenes in the movies
Has sinus problems in the morning but gradually gets better further into the day
They studied psychology because they were curious of the minds of human beings and their troubles, they’re quite a listener and a learner from people's behaviours, they used to have a notebook as a teen recordings of personalities from different people and how they act
They uses clip-on earrings and leaves their ears unpierced
Hitmen Stories MCs Archives + Simplified Lores
I have been on a writing spree since my semester ended, now I had to dump everything out or else I'll forget and hitmen stories has been in my mind since, might as well get the thoughts out and i can refer back whenever
And there will be more stuff about them with links to the respective posts at the end
TW: mentions of violence, implications of grooming, deaths, weaponries, child exploitation, uses of drugs, alcoholism, death, homophobia, etc. (the list goes on)
If you feel uncomfortable reading, please hold and scroll away, have a nice day