sometimes it is all too loud

i love when someone says ‘can i ask your opinion on something’ like yeah absolutely! i was ready to give my opinions on a range of topics completely unsolicited!

my mental health is decompensating (as evidenced by being on tumblr) and i can't stop it

nothing really triggers my self harm thoughts other than my own brain, but i just came across a video of someone carving a design into bread with a razor blade and it was honestly triggering lol. what's wrong with my brain? aren't we supposed to be on the same team here?

see a lot of people talking about how it's white feminism to think margo robbie was snubbed by the oscars, but no one talking about how it's liberal feminism to think that identity politics are doing anything for us. of course it is great when people of color and people from other marginalized groups are recognized for their talent, but hollywood is not leading the revolution....

very strange day today. not bad, just a day like i've never had before. i did several new things, but they were all mundane. it's so bizarre to be alive.

the term "imposter syndrome" has become so cringey, like do you mean feeling insecure?!

it's so embarrassing and awkward to have to introduce yourself with your pronouns in a group setting, like i'm fine to write she/her on a name tag if you absolutely must fucking know everyone's pronouns for some reason, but being forced to say "i use she/her pronouns" is so annoying because I don't use them. YOU use them. also don't talk about me.

i can't imagine being so stupid as to think that it genuinely does not matter who the next president is