No-Name Vagrant

sometimes it feels like i’m living for other people. if i were in charge, though, i wouldn’t be living at all.

sometimes it’s all over, but only for a couple hours.

officially no-contact now, at least for a while. i don’t even know how to begin to feel about it. best i can do is keep pushing forward and see where that leads me. no wood stretches to the ends of the earth, and no sorrow is forever. i’ll find something new, something worth maintaining, something worth keeping. in due time i’ll learn to let myself be happy.

i broke up with my long-term boyfriend two days ago and it doesn’t really feel like anything happened. it’s so weird. i’ve been thinking about doing this for a pretty long time, so maybe i processed it long ago, and only made it happen right now.

this song starting to sound like i need to end my 3 and a half year long relationship

amc stubs a list just might be the move. the train by my dorm connects straight to an amc. so does the bus on the street my dorm backs up on. honestly there are enough amcs in chicago that i could go to a new one every visit and not run out in a month.

i like tumblr! something about having a blog as opposed to a twitter or instagram page feels more personal. plus i just like the average tumblr user a lot more than i like the average anything else user.

COMCAST WHEN I FUCKING GET YOU

absolute martian manhunter is really cool! i only got the first issue, but i’ll probably pick some more up later on. super trippy visuals and a cool take on a largely forgotten member of the justice league. also got absolute batman. hell yeah.

people complaining about deltarune on WPlace can kick rocks. a game that is really popular among artists online is being represented on an online art website? how dare they!

tweaker was banging on the locked doors at my work. we were warned about him a bit earlier, so i shook my head to signal i wouldn’t let him in. brother flipped me off and pretended to jerk off while i visibly laughed and pointed at him.

it must be every old woman’s main duty to make every service worker’s life a living hell. except for the rare 1% that are the sweetest people you’ll ever meet.

i LOVE spending my whole life doing whatever everyone tells me i should be doing. it’s GREAT having no true passion in anything profitable. i’m SO GLAD i have no aspirations of my own! i am NOT AFRAID once i’m done with school i’ll be completely lost! i LOVE being alive!!