in your wildest dreams

You don’t get it she saw in her mind fairy lights through the mist she kept calm and carried the weight of the rift and pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away

The mental toll and exhaustion she must of felt splitting herself in all of these directions trying to make herself a ‘better’ partner thinking it was her fault everytime he pulled away so she worked twice as hard to be what he wanted her to be instead of being herself believing it would pay off in the end and they would have a twinkling fairytale ending

I have so much love and respect for women who are honest about their own loneliness but also find the good in it like when audrey hepburn said “I have to be alone very often. I’d be quite happy if I spent from Saturday night until Monday morning alone in my apartment. That’s how I refuel” and when charlotte bronte said “I care for myself. The more solitary, the more friendless, the more unsustained I am, the more I will respect myself” and when jenny slate said “I think I’ve come to terms with the fact that there will always be a ribbon of loneliness running through who I am. But that’s why I want to do comedy, and why I want to connect with people. You can use that ribbon to be a part of a finer tapestry, or you can choke yourself out with it! Your choice!” and when mary oliver said “whoever you are, no matter how lonely, the world offers itself to your imagination, calls to you like the wild geese, harsh & exciting - over & over announcing your place in the family of things”

like at the end of the day ms taylor swift is singing with randy newman and being inducted into the songwriters hall of fame at 36 and had a 3mil+ opening week in big 2025 it literally does not matter if people think she's cringe or whatever. we're right

it literally rains in your bedroom everything is wrong it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone what's not clicking

we can’t talk here contact me in my dream tonight

"you've got edge she never did" is crazy when you think about it