Sofia

can we get 36 hours a day? not for any productive purposes i just want to finish my to watch & to read list in this lifetime . also probably get enough sleep

embarrassing yourself sucks but it is Not the end of the world. I'm telling me this

Thinking omggg who caressss who fucking cares no one will remember in 3 days while actively repressing the strongest wave of self disgust

can i be honest tho i kinda hate makeup bc i love licking my lips and rubbing my hands on my face like a cat or a fly annd i also love wiping my eyes like a sleepy infant all the time so basically i cant do it

dead serious normalize having an average boring ass life where you have enough to meet your needs we do not need to be remarkable we just need to be alive

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

nvm i’ve said too much #unknowme

“you’re so quiet” yeah i don’t make sense when i talk.

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate to be alive i hate to participate i hate to think i hate to be perceived i hate perceiving others i hate time i hate my brain i hate it here

I have multiple dead horses that I beat regularly

Im glad they made up romance for stories and music but can you imagine how scary it would be to deal with all that for real

im a fake fan of everything i like because i cant remember anything

reading a good interesting book after a horrible reading slump and suddenly you can feel the sun shining again and the sky is more beautiful than ever and birds are all singing songs to you

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere