I only smoke because I’m bored. I picked it up a decade ago and I still don’t think I’m addicted to nicotine; I can easily go a month without a cigarette and have done so several times in the last decade. I don’t feel any cravings or a need. It’s a way to waste time, to do something with my hands and an ice breaker

I haven’t had a cigarette in four days, now I feel like smoking an entire pack

And i will spend an hour every night watching anterior pelvic tilt exercises on instagram

It’s four in the morning, I’ve had enough tequila and cigarettes to make me sick, and spent the entire night at a bar with T. I’m on my way to my parents’ house where my niece is sleeping and will wake up in two hours. T and I spent the entire night talking to two chain smoking German wandering journeymen

Walking around in a t-shirt and shorts feeling like a badly dressed teenager

few things in life as disappointing as making a big bowl of hummus that turns out mediocre

I live barely a minute away from where my grandmother grew up. I can see her childhood home from my kitchen door. I walk by the school she went to several times a week. my grandfather’s aunt, cousin and grandmother lived further down the street. Another great great grandmother died at a nursing home two minutes away. I think about these things all the time

Drinking cold beer eating cold cherries removing limescale in my shower