Jul 9, 2017
im honestly having the worst week and now idk what the fuck to do. i feel like every time i make a decision i am doing something wrong and I'm pretty sure i fucked up something that means a lot to me. i also probably hurt another person in the process. i need time to fly by faster so i can get over this. it shouldn't be a big deal but its on my mind 24/7 and i keep regretting and replaying everything in my head and its just not healthy for me. im hoping that none of this is permanent and that i can do something about this soon... i hate myself tbh
