Forever Free Falling

I may not text you nor call you. We may not see each other like before. But do know, that I'm missing you terribly. I'd whisper "i love you booboo" to myself everytime I long for you. How I wish I could be the one to hug you tight and kiss you everyday. For the rest of our lives, I would.

I miss you love. Everyday.

All I wanted was to go grocery shopping, pay the bills, start an investment and make life decisions with you. That means we are living a life together and building our the future.

I miss grieving with you. Grieving over people who we loved and lost- Lexie, Mark and Derek. We were so emotionally attached. Crying together is one of those moments I miss and cherish. I need your hug right now. #courageouscaitie

I know you're happy now. I'm not. But I have to let you be happy without me. I ask God why. Will He give you back to me? Will He let you love me again. I admit I'm still hoping. Even if you do not see me the same way as you used to. For letting your heart love someone else is so painful for me to handle.

I miss you. This is bad.