Moment Recorder

“You used to be my world, now i got my own.”

“The problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts while the stupid ones are full of confidence.”

“Sometimes when things are falling apart they may actually be falling into place.”

“I was completely miserable at a point. People chased me around in taxis and I always felt like I was being watched. I would panic seeing anyone on the street. If I saw a school uniform through the corner of my eye I would be anxious and looking down at my feet immediately. Rather than feeling lucky, I felt cursed. I received therapy and psychiatric consultation because I started avoiding all people out of paranoia of being looked at. If I’m to be honest, today our most dangerous illnesses are not just physical but mental. It’s good with that help I’m happy again. I can relax and enjoy myself the moment now. Yes I’m happy.”

“Being both soft and strong is a combination very few have mastered.”

I wasn’t asked to a single dance in high school and didn’t have a serious romantic relationship until I was 22. And like, yeah that shit hurt when I was younger. I had a lot of fears that I was unlovable and that I didn’t deserve to be happy. And every time I would try to talk to anyone about it, the conversation became, “you’ll find someone”, when it should have been, “you don’t need a relationship or a date, you’re lovable & complete & beautiful on your own”.

“I once had a garden filled with flowers that grew only on dark thoughts but they need constant attention & one day I decided I had better things to do.”

✨2018✨

In 2018 less blaming others and more holding myself to a higher standard.