nihijack

yes i am single lol

Have you ever wondered what would happen if Atom Eve lost her powers? Without them, it's like she has no control over her appetite... or maybe it's just that her metabolism can't keep up. Thankfully you're here to help her through this turbulent time... i figure i should probably advertise for eve's drive here as well. i kinda forgot i have a tumblr. reblogs & likes won't be contributing from this blog just to keep things under control, but if you'd like to support you can do so over on twitter or bluesky, or through donations! if you'd like to see these parts as they're made, you can do so over on patreon

it’s an on and off again process, i’d be lying if i said there weren’t long periods where i only ever really did sloppy rough sketches. the main thing is just reminding yourself why you’re drawing whatever you’re drawing, and at the end of the day the answer that always motivates me most is if it’s for myself. if you want to do a finished piece, try and see it through. but if you just want to get a concept down on your canvas, focus on just doing that. not every time you pick up a pen needs to end with a masterpiece.

unmedicated

i'm more into conceptual porn where i imagine everything as concepts and ideas

it's tough to say, there's a ton of great shoegaze records out there. but i'd argue for these: Loveless by mybloodyvalentine Souvlaki by Slowdive Nowhere by Ride Spooky by Lush Mezcal Head by Swervedriver but there's all sorts of other classics that i love, LSD and the Search for God's self-titled EP, Chrome by Catherine Wheel, Whirlpool by Chapterhouse, Dance on the Blacktop by Nothing, Eureka by Kinokoteikoku, Robot World by Bailter Space, nightlife by yuragi, Psycho Candy by The Jesus and Mary Chain, Painful by Yo La Tengo, hades by my dead girlfriend, there's so many more too i just don't want to make this too intimidating of a list. that being said, if you're looking for your starters, go for the five i mentioned above.

i've always loved the changes that come with gaining and comparing how the body is different with more weight. if i'm feeling really kinky there's a big enjoyment out of the corruption angle too.

i don't think i have one? like maybe a harsh green? but even then it's not really anything i dislike

i’m not really keeping any intentional distance! i’m trying to work on a few more pieces to have up in the near future—i just also don’t want to make any promises i can’t keep. if i say one thing and then life pulls me away and i don’t get it done when i said, i feel like im lying to my audience yknow?

so i think going blank again is probably my favorite between the two, but i feel like when im in the mood for shoegaze nowhere has a lot more of what i crave about the genre. going blank again has a lot more of a britpop, psychedelic rock vibe. id even go so far as to say it carries a bit more of a madchester influence—though i wouldn’t outright call it madchester akin to a group like the happy mondays. meanwhile nowhere has more of that wall of sound of heavy guitar distortion and dreamy vocals that i adore.

it kinda depends on the body type i’m going for? i’ve doodled a lot based on @housecow & @lilcowzia though. they’re very inspirational and also cool people! and it’s kinda fun to draw based on them.

you’re so right. you guys HAVE to listen to me. i have you all chained up in my little freaky basement you WILL listen to me ramble about shoegaze between pictures of morbidly obese anime women.