last one awake at night

i know this has nothing to do with my blog, but this is the only place i have followers. i drew fanart for the first time in years bc of infinity train. if you have not watched the show yet i recommend it 500%. i don't wanna use the phrase "since avatar the last airbender" but it's the only thing i can think to compare it to. it is the best cartoon since atla. the characters are great and relatable, the writing is solid and consistent, it has emotional depth, concepts i'm kicking myself for not coming up with first, and a talking corgi king

if you have watched it and you're not aware of what's going on, watch this video

14- (when is my birthday) 12/21! winter solstice! i was also born on winter street which is pretty cool i guess

19- (one wish) i want to be all knowing. not in a godly sense but just in a "the fact i can't understand everything right now, and i'll never be able to know the truth of the universe drives me crazy" kinda way. i just wanna know what conspiracy theories were right

29- (biggest mistake) not talking to people. people like me, even if i think they don't, and i make friends relatively easily. one of my friends has terminal cancer and only has 5> months and i missed out on the opportunity of knowing him years sooner, simply because i was constantly scared of embarrassment when i was younger (and now lol i haven't worked through shit). but hey, c'est la vie i guess