Nhi's Blahg

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all.