"live for the pleasures of the moment"

Next time someone asks me who I am or tries to figure my heart out I’ll just tell them to get access to my tumble and they’ll know lol

I miss the people that I use to talk to me, I wanna know what I did because I know I didn’t push you away… please.. I need you like how you needed me. The difference is. I didn’t know you needed me I just wanted to be there and you thank me when you didn’t need too.. but please I need you need someone… I’m so lost I want someone here… please.

…really hate assuming things or creating a plot in your head of what people will do because you know how they move, act, etc. start to wonder if your can see the future worse part about it is when you don’t want the thing to happen and it happens…. Just destroys you watching it in slow motion

Ever tried to vent and you see feel all the body language and vibe, like everything you were overthinking was right and it was better to never have said a word? Yeah so much for “if you want to talk I’ll be here” took a lot to even try to bring it out and thats what I got.. trying to see both side like maybe they just don’t have the time I get it because I’d rather have someone really listen but damn when do I actually open up or to even know when I can.. conflicted with so much shit and also not because I got my answer..