Jason Hastings

mood pls

Good morning everybody! How happy are you with your life now? I mean, with you and with your hidden feeling  because you literally attaching yourself to someone whom you know it fits for your standard but not taking guarantee of liking back. Thinking his/her past relationship, Xs if have, ideal someone and satisfaction may dare your moves on him\her. But anyways this kind of feeling is over motivational and overwhelming especially responsing on every move you take hahahaha. You woke up in the morning with a great smile. It made your day blissful that you wish this kinda forever. You interact to other people in a nice way because of this matter. You are not you in everytime you are with him/her. You used to overthink situations that resulting a wise decision. You choose a characteristic that suits on him/her or your dominant persona that reminds him of who you are or kind of person to him/her. You did all the best way to make that person like you somehow. But you still keep on vigilant because you afraid of being rejected. Until everything happens even in social media you keep stalking, reckoning his/her way of life, his/her likes and dislikes and in everytime you see in a photo that he's/she's happy you seemed so happy too but not all matter. Seeing him/her together with another person like they giving a motives to like each other it makes you upset awwww. try to stop yourself because it's kind of obssession. Happiness to 9th power hahaha. Believe me all this things are mawkishly sentimal to those people who never experience and to those people who really denying of their feeling. This kinda weird but it's true.

try again lol

why in this world a lot of cruel and disperse inhumanity?

Jas