Never Ending Thoughts

when i look away after you speak, it's because i want nothing more than to kiss you right then

I am hesitant to embrace connection again but I would take that leap of faith for you

I’ve never felt the way I feel about you about anyone else before. I’m scared.

I slept great last night because my bed smelled like you

I love you the same now as I always have: with all of my heart.

I think I met my soulmate in this life. If they are my soulmate, I'm afraid I won't find them again in my next life.

Losing you is my only regret. You're the only person that I think I'm capable to love.

It's 2am and I can't sleep. You're the only think on my mind.

I keep seeing you every time I turn around and I can't take it. I can't forget about what we had when you're always on my mind. When anyone even touches my hand I keep hoping it's you even though you're miles away.

I believe that you were the right person, but we fell in love a few years too soon. That scenario always makes me the saddest.

Deep down, I know I'm not worth love. I'm meant to be used for sex and thrown away, like I always make sure of.

I should've stolen a straight razor from the lab like I was going to.

I'm not sure if I feel like sleeping on the shower floor, or writing every name I've ever called myself on my thighs.

The night sky reminds me of all the could be's, should be's, and would be's.