‧˚꒰🐾୭ himejoshi angel˚. ᵎᵎ

₊˚⊹ᰔ my name is apple!! nice to meet u ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) they/she/he/it/whatever (get creative!!) ‧˚꒰🐾୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ disaster lesbian + pink-haired enby ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

<18 (IM A MINOR DON'T BE WEIRD I WILL LEAVE) (unless u know me irl then be as weird as u like ig 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯)

♬⋆.˚ adhd ♬⋆.˚ autism ♬⋆.˚ + much much more ♬⋆.˚ (many such cases) ♬⋆.˚ wannabe artist ♬⋆.˚ fandom geek + certified loser ♬⋆.˚ cheese addict ♬⋆.˚ irl susie deltarune (ignore the pink and the hearts) ♬⋆.˚ dysphoric j-fashion addict ♬⋆.˚ walking junk drawer ♬⋆.˚ ai hater + lover of the unbreakable human spirit ♬⋆.˚ the only gyaru in Australia (apparently) ♬⋆.˚

FANDOMS IM IN/HYPERFIXATIONS ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) :

UNDERTALE !!!

DELTARUNE !!!!!!!!!

TEAM! FORTRESS! TWO!

DDLC <3

LEMON DEMON !!!

ALEX G!!!

MITSKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAIKI K!!!

VOCALOID/PJSK!!

LITERALLY JUST VIDEOGAMES IN GENERAL!

ENA + ENA DREAM BBQ!

COOKING MAMA/DS GAMES!

DANGANRONPA XX

UMA MUSUME

PERCY JACKSON

JFASHION/GYARU FASHION!!

MANY MORE PROBABLY!!! ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

i will maybe add more later but this is the gist of it! farvel ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡

ℓo͟v͟ꫀ ყoυ .ᐟ

okay so

shower thoughts while listening to Alex G

I think we can all agree that Kris is going through hell in the events of Deltarune. Piloted by a parasitic religious entity in some kind of assumed self-sacrifice pact with Carol to save Dess, forced to assist the knight while everyone around them (save Noelle) doesn't even notice that they're a completely different person. Basically their life has been completely uprooted and flipped around and im not even mentioning the half of it. They are assuredly extremely mentally unwell or atleast stressed and depressed.

But i just realised another layer of horror:

Susie is extremely alike to Dess, right? Rebel girl in a small town, similar personality, ect. This is implied ingame and explored by a lot of fan media. On top of this, Ralsei is the spitting image of Asriel, Kris' older brother.

Not only has Kris been posessed by basically God, with nobody to talk to and no autonomy, forced to be used as an avatar and traverse terrifying worlds of whimsy, watching themselves and their friends die over and over and over again-

They're basically going through all of this with caricatures of Dess and Asriel. Dess, the lost girl who they're trying to rescue (supposedly) who disappeared so long ago she's fading from memory, their childhood friend and the glue that held their family and the Holidays together. Asriel, their beloved older brother who's been away to college for years, who left them alone with Toriel in their fractured town tainted by the loss of the mayors daughter.

Kris is being controlled to do what they used to do in childhood so many years after Dess' disappearance - go exploring with Dess and Asriel, tagging along with no choice in the matter. After so many years of this being a tragic memory, that must be horrifying. It must be destroying them on the inside - to be put through what they lost, to suddenly have back the two people they care about the most in the form of two geeky teenage heroes. It's as if Dess returned from the dead.

I don't know if this makes sense but this was just a shower thought i had. Terrible augh imma throw up kris my sweet little chocolat

out w a friend for her bday + we went to a bakery for breakfast and… well well well…. look who it is (me!!!!)