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you can call me net and i go by she/her pronouns!! i'm 19 from indonesia and this is just a blog for me to dump my ideas. i'm also very new to this so pardon me if something doesn't look how it's supposed to be. i also write in gn!reader or f!reader since that's what i'm most comfortable with. everything i write is basically self-indulgent, so it will be messy. likes, reblogs, and comments are still appreciated though :) feel free to message me or send me an ask about anything! <3

please dni if you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc. (the basic criteria)

do not steal, copy, repost, or translate my work

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my first blog is @lovetsum

profile pic : my dog :(

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my first love was a woman, my best friend.

and in another life, i have the courage to confess and treat it like any other romantic crush you see in the movies.

i would wake up to them beside me, go on dates together, and kiss each other openly.

i take pride in myself for being content with who i am. i accepted that i am like this, but i never have the courage to tell the whole world.

no matter how many timelines i go through, no matter how many lives i repeat, i never seem to cross paths with you.

perhaps there are the occasional shoulder brushes, but we never recognise each other.

for what reason did you give me these wings, yet proceed to clip them? why give a bird the ability to fly, but forever locking it in a cage?

they say i was born for great things, they say i am a pool of neverending potential. but i feel trapped in this glasshouse, scorching alive until i am nothing but ashes.

you put me on a pedestal, showcasing me for the whole world to see. at the same time, you refuse my purpose and left me to gather dust.

tell me, was i meant to fall like icarus, or was i meant to soar like odysseus? why chain me to these grounds when you created me in heaven?

it's a dark, glum road ahead of me, and i can only shine after breaking to pieces.