okok i'm gonna turn this into an actual blog where i talk and stuff and maybe post myself. i will make an intro in likeuhhh 20 years so here's a placeholder
hi my name's Valerio and i'm from italy
i know i write weird i blame it on my autism idk
i like a lot of fandoms that i won't list rn because they are many but know that i LOVEEEE car seat headrest.
uhhh i'm 17, turning 18 this year (help me)
i play yhe bass
i'm ugly as FUCK. if i post myself it will be deleted in a femtosecond so you didn't see anything
i'm ftm and gay and uh this sounds desperate but also single BOTH ROMANTIXALLY AND PLATONICALLY. I NEED FRIENDS. DM ME DM ME DM ME PLEASEEEE
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[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over
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what if we're so drawn to liminality and backrooms because it quite literally represents the forceful stop in a place usually of transition and/or full of stimuli
and we are the generation that was raised and STILL IS on a very fast-paced internet that doesn't allow you to stop once or else you "fall out of the loop" both as a creator or a consumer, creating said neverending transition and stimuli bomb
that also connects us so much that it's very easy to copy and make yourself part of a group very heavily, forming parasocial connections and making it very hard to feel like an original you
so a situation where we're not only alone, and therefore truly us because there is no one else to be compared to, but also where we're still in an empty place that WE CAN'T GET OUT OF EVEN IF WE TRIED
was like
our brain's wet dream of getting a fucking break and feeling special too
what if we're so drawn to liminality and backrooms because it quite literally represents the forceful stop in a place usually of transition and/or full of stimuli
and we are the generation that was raised and STILL IS on a very fast-paced internet that doesn't allow you to stop once or else you "fall out of the loop" both as a creator or a consumer, creating said neverending transition and stimuli bomb
that also connects us so much that it's very easy to copy and make yourself part of a group very heavily, forming parasocial connections and making it very hard to feel like an original you
so a situation where we're not only alone, and therefore truly us because there is no one else to be compared to, but also where we're still in an empty place that WE CAN'T GET OUT OF EVEN IF WE TRIED
was like
our brain's wet dream of getting a fucking break and feeling special too
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This is less transandrophobia, more general transphobia, but it's very important for any Americans to know; it is now LEGAL for ICE to detain or kill trans people based on the fact that they're trans, regardless of birthplace or citizenship. Anyone in ICE-heavy areas should be EXTRA careful especially.
why do i have to be the one dming my mutuals why can't i be like a prince trapped in his tower and the knights are the ones taking the risk and going to him.
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Characters considered conventionally attractive that I can't bring myself to fuck!!!
made by someone with extremely low standards and questionable hear me outs
1. Toriel Dreemurr
now, I know i'm gay but UTDR actually does contain exceptions such as Undyne, Carol, Catti and Queen so i'm considering the women from said universes. But Toriel, the character that has everyone in a clutch for some fucking reason doesn't work with me. And my mommy issues are HEAVY ok? I'm all for parental characters. But Toriel is just no. Her husband and two children on the other hand... ANYWAYNEXT
2. Howl Pendeagon
yyeahhh i know. but the thing is he gives me gender envy. TOO MUCH gender envy. realistically the only thing i feel for him is jealousy and. like. it's an extremely specific type of beauty that I WANT TO BE. not have. like externally. like in someone else. does this make sense? anyway
3. Viktor
same thing as Howl, also because i kin him *too much*. and i can't fuck anyone that's lighter than me sorry. not after the hell i've been through with eating disorders and all. also the fact that he gets Jayce and i don't makes me mad/jk i love jayvik. but also.
4. Gojo Satoru
oh my fucking GODDDDD. i usually love happy men that are also strong and have depth ok? one of the characters i selfship with is literally papyrus but THIS MF?? he's a very similar but also oh so slightly off flavour that is enough for me to see him as the most annoying and avoidable hoe ever. also why would i want him when my man geto is right there. also jujutsu kaisen is mid i only like geto (it's not really mid i'm just projecting because it's my ex's favourite. like what you like unapologetically.)
time to awaken the middle school interests
5. Sebastian Michaelis
honestly he never worked on me. and technically he should, ok? i'm a gayass that loves age difference, praise and all that stuff but he just always felt so... icky. like. i can't even put my finger on it. also his design is nothing special, just generic anime boy ohhh anyway stan my man Undertaker
6. Katsuki Bakugo
yeah no. like absolutely not. i didn't like him at all when i was 12 and into mha, now i'm able to appreciate his character but also i don't see it. as plain as that
anyway that's it goodnight fuckasses i will probably put a bajillion tags
