ねるいぬ

はじめまして、パピーちゃんです〜

— about me 🫧🍼

name: puppie / pup

pronouns: she / it

big age: 23 , lil age: 2-12

agere & agedre | permareg / permakid | puppy regressor | padded ( medical & comfort )

neurodivergent / chroniclly ill / disabled / plural ( mixed origins ) | dx w/ hEDS , PoTS , gastroparesis ( GJ tubie ) , ADD , PTSD , tourette's , OCD , DID , SPD , FND , highly likely autistic but waiting for full official assessment | AAC user , ambulatory wheelchair & crutch user

i easily regress or semi-regress often & plan to live a more little/puppy lifestyle in the future, i have medium support needs and having a caregiver helps me function. petre is also connected to my theriantrophy and plurality and i acted like a puppy since i was a toddler so it is part of me! im also a padded regressor as it comforts me and i need them medically, anyone against diapers pls DNI.

my account is SFW! i am not against other things like kink at all but this specific blog is about my SFW sides of little/pupspace and dynamics especially with my caregiver. my blog is also endogenic safe and discourse free, no drama or hate please this isn't the place :3

i like to share things that comfort me and journal about lil things, puppy things, stuff i do wif daddy, and i wanna write little tips & tricks eventually! otherwise i just post and reblog what i want

tho my account is SFW, some of the ways i exist in little/pupspace are more inspired by bdsm dynamics ESPECIALLY with my caregiver ( for example punishments, training, stricter rules & more ) but it's something that helps regulate my emotions, sensory needs and wellbeing. if how i live makes u uncomfortable dont follow

main blog: @ticcypuppie

click here 4 tiktok & instagram!

oh mixed origins means that ur a mix of -genic types like traumagenic mixed with others. for us personally even tho we're dx with DID after an inpatient mental health stay, but i also see a lot of things thru a spiritual lens with some parts/headmates, that was a way of perceiving it that gave us the most progress of understanding what we felt. this body has not slept in tooooo long so i dunno if my rambling makes sense i hope it does!

-Ozark

dressed up little and gonna stay padded today so i cozy yayyyyyy need cozy!!

my tiktok n insta r doing good! lots of meanies on insta more than tiktok but their hate get more views i not too mad i giggle it part of my lil schemeeee ehehehehehehehehehe just beinf myself is ragebait enough i guess!

im gonna work on my aac and maybe make one more tiktok but i need to rest cuz im on no sleep, made sure i got cozy beforehand in my onesie and showered my body so i can feel good to eepy when it nini

i miss daddy so much!!! he been so busy lately, but i sure that not be forever, and he buy me plane tickets to go to him when i ready yayyyyy i too excited for that

we talk about lots of stuff we gonna do together :3 daddy gonna take good care of me n feed me n change me n dress me up n bathe me i will b in heaven i will prob be in less pain if i let myself be full permakid with him and daddy care for me lots, he already buy me onesie im wearing and a chew bone at his house and moar at his house i miss daddy sososososo much

it funnie when we chatted and talked about going out in public together n ppl think he my real dad cuz he older than me by like 12 years and i also look maybe a lil younger than i actually am xD that so funny to me especially cuz imma be calling him daddy lots cuz he makes me comfy i cant help it, he think it silly if ppl think that too, it not matter to us :3 i miss himmmm

m gonna end my ramble n work on aac while i watch bluey nowww

I had hard days past week but I do good with making TikTok video make me feel happy

I have 400 plus following me excited happy happy happy

I want to work on my AAC more practice use AAC make me see words I missing

I will be little today and be happy comfy

Will later put on diaper to be extra little and happy comfy

I try to make more video today if I have energy

today i let myself be little n color, and i worked on a tiktok n instagram account that i happy with, i working on making new tiktok vid too today to comfort myself, i use the same username on tiktok but insta is neru.inu hehe prob gonna post the same stuffs, i have sum vids up now already if u on agere tiktok and insta moots will b fun

today hard tho, brain being bad with insomnia and neuro issues for days, been too many days of too little sleep and it triggering FND episodes still, wonder if its something else too, i dunno but my head hurt emotions r messy and i dont feel good and i miss my daddy, i sad he so far away

i been feeling lost n scared n hopeless n bad stuff, but im trying to be strong girl, and daddy said it will be okay so this will be okay

i had very hard day past few days very very bad at sleeping n having neuro episodes cuz of it, but spent time with my mom (real mom) n was trying to be more open with stuff cuz im struggling LOTS rn, i show her my autism tests n stuff again plus wut i figured out n got into writing and different sources just to explain how it affect me more and that i am in burnout rlly bad, and tell her i still age regress n i need that to regulate again and that putting it in my life help me do life stuff in general, and she was extra supportive!!!!!!! i always get nervous n embarrassed talking about it but she said i dont have to worry she just didnt know i still liked it, and thinks it will be good for me too and she happy to have christmas again like i had when i was little with toys n stuff hehehe

but im so excited she said she get me new toys when she gets toys for other kids, i can get more new lil toddlers plates n bottles cuz it helps my tummy, clothes that make me feel comfy and cute, stim stuff that help me feel better, and omg the best part MY BEDROOM GONNA BECOME LITTLESPACE & SENSORY ROOM!!!! I GONNA HAVE A FLOOR CRIB BED THEN EVENTUALLY DOGGY CAGE!!!!!!!!

here is picture of bed frame im getting! im gonna put a japanese bed mat inside of it and lots of pillows around the rails and gonna get new kids sheets :3

sososososo happy about it and is the best thing to happen these past few days after feeling so so so icky, but i finally gonna have space to be little and unmasked and myself :3 my caregiver so happy my actual parents support me too daddy said he excited for me and im excited too!!!!

its gonna take time cuz my mom gotta make monies and im disabled cant rlly help with that but im paitent!!!! all dis worth the wait, and my mom knows i rlly need it especially new bed because my sleep is so terrible

she said she could help me make a deco paci and selling other agere stuff shop too when i have the energy n recover some more, we made lots of crafts when i was a kid i wanna make more!!! hopefully i do yayayay

i love making listz so i make list of stuff i wanna get over time!