I'm a Warrior of God

🌷- Alone

🥀- Dying

🤕- Injured/sick

☠️- Dead

🐥- Alive

😈- Possessed

👻- As a ghost

😼- Transformed into an animal/monster

🦋- In a joyful mood

☔️- In a somber mood

☀️- Overheated

☃️- Shivering from the cold

💫- Dazed and dizzy

💦- Crying

🍇- Extremely hungry

🏇🏻- Being chased

🗜- Stuck in a trap

🔮- In a dream

🛌- Bedridden

📖- Reading/studying

🎍- Tending to a shrine/visiting a grave

🌼- Caring for some plants

⭐️- Stargazing

“You’ll never punish me as much as I’m punishing myself.”

“You gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?”

“I know you don’t trust me. Just, now I realize something. I don’t trust me either.”

“I can do this. I can. I’m gonna prove it to you.”

“Is this a fight? Are we in a fight?”

“You gave yourself your own nickname? You can’t do that.”

“You’re damn right you didn’t listen. You were reckless and selfish and arrogant.”

“Would you believe I’m actually trying to protect you?”

“I have to believe someone can make the right choice, even if I couldn’t.”

“You better kill me now! Or I swear, I will find a way to kill you.”

“Do we have any chance of surviving this?”

“But I just can’t keep pretending that everything’s all right. Because it’s not.”

“Yes. I’ll just wait here then.”

“You know I’d never hurt you. Not really.”

“Yes, I’m a fan, but I really don’t appreciate being mocked.”

“Oh, you know, I thought you were supposed to be impressive.”

“I’m gonna warn you, when I come back, I’m gonna be pissed.”

“And I lost everything, for nothing. So keep your opinions to yourself.”

“I would give anything, anything, to take it all back.”

“You can think whatever you want. I deserve it, and worse.”

“I would love to have the sex with you.”

“You’ve come a long way to see this, haven’t you?”

“I guess I’m a little numb with the earth-shattering revelations at this point.”

“Well don’t worry, because I won’t make that mistake again.”

“I’m having a hard time forgiving and forgetting here. You know?”

“I’m trying to come up with a theory here. Okay? Work with me.”

“You’re gonna get me some pie.”

“Know where I can get any reception?”

“What’s the matter? You don’t think you deserve to be saved?”

“Look, I just need time, okay? That’s all.”

“Any chance you got everything we need here in this room?”

“I don’t know if what I’m doing is right. Hell, I don’t even know if I trust you.”

“If you’re going to shoot, shoot! Don’t talk!”

“I can’t really stop you, but just don’t treat me like I’m an idiot, okay?”

“That’s a hell of an art project you’ve got going there.”

“So, are you just gonna stand there and tell me everything is all good?”

“Don’t be too hard on yourself, you couldn’t have stopped it.”

“Even if this sounds really weird, will you promise me that you will remember?”

“I thought you would be one of them. I was wrong.”

“Look, you can’t just shoulder this thing alone. You gotta let me help.”

“You don’t have to apologize, I believe you.”

“I don’t envy the weight that’s on your shoulders. I truly don’t.”

“Well, that’s it. I’m torching everybody.”

“How could you do this to me? I thought we were gonna be normal.”

“No matter how many people I save, I can’t change that.”

“Who do I have to kill to get some french fries around here?”

“I have doubts. I don’t know what is right and what is wrong anymore.”

“Get the hell out of here. There’s no such thing.”

“What, do you get your freak on by watching other people sleep? What do you want?”

“Look, all I know is that I was not… groped by an angel.”

“But what I do know is that I’m saving people.”

“I like to think it’s because of my perky nipples.”

“Look pal, I’m not buying what you’re selling, so who are you really?”

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K