déy

i need to release. i need to talk. i need to be understood. i need to be seen. i need to cry. i need to recoup. i need an orgasm. i need a vacation.

i think defending or being protective over abusive or predatory behavior makes you just as worse. like people rly don’t believe in protecting women. well men experience it too but still.

i miss going to my home and my kitchen would be cleaned for me already. greeted with a glass of red wine and a forehead kiss, maybe with my favorite snack and flowers. getting moisturized from my neck to my pretty toes. then getting called “good mommy” all night long.

just needed to hear good girl. that’s it, that’s all.

did so good this semester. i cannot wait til this is over. i need a week long vacay.

i wonder what is next for me.