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between my mom, dad, and brother, they make me wanna blow my brains out.

I give up you win I'm done trying if I can't get a simple update on the aspects of my daughters health none the less be informed about doctors appointments she has from you from simple communication from you I give up I won't try anymore makes me think I'm foolish for thinking that if something happened to lilith you'd contact me. whether she has an appointment and the results of that appointment. I doubt you'd tell me if she was sick, hurt or in the hospital in the future. I surrender you win I give up. I'm done trying. you can have whatever you want and do whatever you want I know I haven't been the greatest mom and I know now lilith probably prefers you and atom over me and I accept that now. I'll do whatever you want me to do. give you full custody or sign my rights over. since I'm not respected enough to even know about appointments or regards to my daughters health. I get it I'm not needed. I accept lilith doesn't need me. she has you and atom and your parents. liliths 11 now and has the ability to decide who she'd rather be with. and I have a feeling it's you and atom which is the better choice and I'm not going to argue. I'm just done trying. you win. I lose. if you wanna take me to court that's fine I surrender. I'm just done. done with the lack of communication and the lack of respect as her mother. I can't do it anymore. I understand you don't give a shit about me and wouldn't care if I just disappeared or straight up died. I'd like communication when it's about our daughter. but for the last two years that's been impossible. so I'm throwing in the towel. I get the hint. I'm not needed. so I'll stop trying. you win. you fucking win.