Though he wouldn't say he intends to make a habit of going against the will of the Council. Anakin is so out of place among the Order already - Obi-Wan will not help further the divide. He had spent so much of his own apprenticeship fretting about the trouble his rebellious Master would surely drag him into via association. He's not about to inflict that on his own student. If he can assuage any of Anakin's fears, even just one, he will try.
He bites his tongue against the questions that spring to mind at Qui-Gon's confession. He has always spoken relatively little of his apprenticeship with Master Dooku ( but then, Qui-Gon speaks little about many topics ). Obi-Wan was not under the impression that the two remained very close, or even in communication at all, following Dooku's departure from the Temple. Does that not mean that Qui-Gon's fears were founded? Is he advising Obi-Wan to prepare himself?
Obi-Wan's fears have already felt founded enough. Everything he knew had unraveled so quickly, standing there in the Council chambers. Training a Padawan is a full-time commitment. Training the Chosen One, even more so - and Obi-Wan had only ever proven himself to be merely competent. There would be no need for his further involvement nor partnership. The announcement of the end of his apprenticeship had felt efficient and abrupt, not particularly celebratory. He had feared - before their battle on Naboo - that his Knighting would feel similar. An unremarkable ending. Obi-Wan would be sent on missions that one might expect of a simply adequate new Knight. He and Qui-Gon would cross paths every once in a while at the Temple, he suspected, and little more.
Regardless, even that had all been upended. The bond had already been severed so decisively that it had burned. Obi-Wan could do nothing more now than speculate.
"It does not frighten me," he answers slowly, though a matter of weeks ago it certainly had. But he had seen the steps Qui-Gon had taken so effortlessly to set Obi-Wan loose, and had done his best to follow his guidance, as always. He had accepted it. It is what they do; letting go. "As you said, there is little more you can teach me." Obi-Wan is less certain of that, but will not say so. "And I am ready for Knighthood. I rather suspected you would be glad to have me out from underfoot while Anakin adjusted. And I would be glad not to tend to so many plants each day," he adds as an afterthought, a somewhat paler attempt at levity.
Nothing is as he imagined, hoped, it would be. But a Jedi knows better than to have any real expectations, even for moments such as this. The future cannot be anticipated as well as one would hope, and it is unbecoming to set yourself up for disappointment. Obi-Wan shakes his head. "It doesn't matter." It is more than he though the would have only days ago. All that is important is having the means to pay Qui-Gon respect for so many years of training - that is as much the purpose of such a ceremony as anything else. "You honor me by being here, Master, that is enough."
It is nearly habit to duck away, flip the braid over his shoulder and out of reach himself, but on this occasion he allows it. It will be strange to see it gone - he's spent as much of his life with it as without it. He eyes it wryly from the corner of his vision as Qui-Gon settles it out of sight. "I have more faith in your ability to cut it evenly than in Master Yoda's. I've been restless, you know. Terrified that he will shave half my head with his saber."