no one's fast forever.

idk how to day this without sounding like an Asshole. but one of the more uncomfortable things about dating men or talking to them or Whatever is that see. maybe there's a guy at a bar and we're chatting and talking and having a fun time and he asks for my number and i give it to him. and then it's whatever. we go out for a drink later. and he remembers every single little thing about me. which is like. i don't remember shit about you actually. i hardly even remember what u looked like. you were some stranger at a bar, i shouldn't be expected to retain that information. we talked, i went on and lived my life and You apparently decided to spend the last month doing nothing at all except Thinking about me and then it's like. u mention meeting my parents and Kids and buddy. it feels like you just speed ran our relationship in your head all by yourself buddy i don't even remember your name particularly. I'm just bored you're not special. this happens to me a Lot. stop being obsessed with meeeeeeeee

if ur ever reading an article about christian nationalists and house of prayer people and it name drops lancaster county (happens every single time) plz know that that is where i am blogging from. those are my cousins. that's my wednesday night women's group. that's a significant percentage of my social circle. and idk. i think it's important that i Stay in those circles because Someone has to be normal ok? there has to be One person in these women's lives that is not insane (insane like that. i'm insane in other ways). there has to be One woman in their homes, baby sitting their homeschooled kids, who can provide a single alternate perspective if not for the women the themselves, at least for the children. the men are a lost cause for the most part (we de-radicalized my one brother tho so. there is hope).

as soon as some internet person refers to to the current american administration as 'the regime' in any kind of serious capacity i simply block and move on. like babes. this is in fact a democratically elected government. there was no force involved. no election fixing. this was the will of the american people and unless your campaign and policy goals address the fact that a majority of the voting public voted for donald trump, voted for this house, voted for this senate, and tacitly voted for this supreme court i have no patience for your opinion. this is not an 'occupied country' there is not some silenced moral majority Waiting to burst out in revolutionary fervor. you can gerrymander a house district, you cannot gerrymander a us senate seat. you cannot gerrymander the presidency. people are fed up with trump, and they Were fed up with him once before but they still voted for him

sports.